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hello hello! this is an ask/rp blog for c!tommyinnit; this is not connected to cc!tommy at all.

please dont send anything weird/sexual, thank you.

set after Pandora's Vault

this is not intended to be a kin blog. this is not a blog run by a c!tommy introject. THIS BLOG CONTAINS CHARACTER HURT/ANGST FOR ALL CHARACTERS LISTED IN THE TAGS.

anyways, now that's out the way, here are the tags

#little lion man - in character asks/posts

#saline solution - water related asks/posts

#way down under the ground - responding to someone in character

#come rest your bones next to me - religion/religious asks/posts

#aspiration for a different destination to me - limbo asks/posts

#stalling; life was streaming past - tubbo, ranboo and michael related asks/posts

#sitting at the bed with the halo at your head - the afterlife

#every little penny in the wishing well - arcs, and their endings.

#but I ain't letting up until the day I die - wilbur

#so please hurry leave me - techno

#and im nothing like you - eret

#and i am a fire and i am a forest and i am a witness watching it - phil

#flesh in the fruit and the blood in the wine - quackity

#and teach myself how to die - sapnap

#picking through the cards knowing what's nearby - dream

#make my wish come true - niki

#the tarot cards say it's not so bad - kristen

other ask/rp blogs will be tagged with their url

#what did you bury - out of character

this blog is run by @sandstimegender

Yes,,, perhaps that's Punz idea to not get found and hurt again?

To mask it?

< no. it...smells like magic. punz isn't, as far as I know, a magic user. >

*they speak very quietly*

Do you recognize the smell?

< viscera...? it's...maybe? but it... >

*techno sneezes softly, tail whipping back and forth*

< it's masked. it...remember how i said everything has it's own smell? >

We learn from the past, not live in it.

Be there for her now,,,, she would appreciate it,,, question her,, worry...

Mistakes were made,,, but you have a chance,,,

You should take it

*they take care not to step on sticks, treading carefully*

< i'll do my best to do so. >

*techno stills, nose sniffing the air- he mouths a word to himself quietly, a frown creasing his face*

< that... >

*they frown, looking deeply unwilling*

,,,,,,

'kay...

I will,,,,

< communication is good. i'm not just...saying that. maybe, if i talked to her during...maybe i could have helped >

*they wave their hand*

It's not her fault,,, it's just me...

To be comforted is good and all,,,, but it's too much, isn't it?

It won't stop so I won't be just asking for it everytime,,,, I would be kind of annoying,, you guys already have your problems

Its fine

< once again. talk to her. i don't know how she feels about it. >

*they give a small smile*

I believe that....

Mainly because I trust that you guys wouldn't lie to me,,,,

Though I do get doubts,,, I usually think that Wilbur appreciates my presence

< i know i say this a lot, but talk to her if you have doubts. >

I don't quit, really,,,,, I'm usually the last to go.....

Oh?

Ok...

*they follow Techno's lead*

< you're her best friend. 'm serious. >

At least somewhat I did,,,,

,,,, I don't know how effective I am,,, but I do try ... I just love her a lot,,,

I want to see her happy,,, so to live while self loathing,,,, it's painful,, she deserves better..

But though I can help,,, she does need to make the choice

< it's more than what i did. it really is. and i'm glad you-...i'm glad. oh. this way. >

,,,,, I-...

It's just that it's a struggle to accept help,,,, though I believe Wilbur progressed a lot on that....

She always says that I helped her, you know?

I just wished she turned to us,,,, we would help her, I'm sure

< we would. we'd do our best, at least. >

< ...she's right. you have helped her. >

*they nod*

She's capable,,,, and she would be capable of much more if there was space....

.... The reason why I want to protect her, isn't because she can't do it but simply because we deserve to be protected,,,, we shouldn't have to struggle alone

It's good to know that someone got you back,,, even when you can stand on your own

< exactly. she doesn't deserve to suffer alone. she shouldn't suffer alone. >

Hmm,, ok

.... Tell me if you catch the smell stronger .

,,,,, I would think he wouldn't be able to move a lot anyway...

*they walk silently, barely making a sound*

< i will. and...you're right. wil might not show it, but she's fast and strong. she has to be to support her body weight when flying. >

*they march forward, getting closer*

Uhm

See anything?

< I don't think...we aren't close enough yet, I don't think. >

Oh?

*they look over, waiting a second and then nods*

Yep,,,, let's go...

Please,,, I'm hoping that he's there and not dead

< let's hope. >

She really doesn't,,,,

But what can we do? That's obviously something that has been on her mind for years now....

We'll have to keep trying

< it's all we can do, isn't it-? oh. over here. wil's scent is older but it's...it's intertwined with someone else's. >

She's very important to both of us.

,,,, I wish I could make her see how to us, she's irreplaceable....

She finds herself too,, unnecessary,,, as if we'd only want her around if she's useful....

Though I understand that...

< she doesn't need to be useful to stay with us, she- >

*they tsk and stay silent for some time, looking at things like searching for who's to blame*

I'm sorry,,, I'm just frustrated...

I don't like seeing her suffer,,,, I just wish that I could help her....

That I knew how,,,, that I had the time to

< no, it's alright. i'm frustrated too. she.... >