i am total trash and i deserve nothing
is anyone find it okay to jerk it and feel so bad that you have tears ?
I edge until I hate myself almost every day
Fetishize your self-hate 😚
didnt even cancel. i just wont show up. fuck them all, im where i belong
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Canceled my plans for tonight already! :) I don’t know what I was thinking. Time to get stroke stupid :D
she could love you, if things were different. you could be walking her down the aisle right now. instead you’re here, drowning in filth. my god what have you done with your life? it’s all ruined. isn’t this lovely? lick your hand nice and slimy and give yourself a big smack. you’re slaphappy now
it’s okay to fail. you are a loser after all. make it a little game you can play to hurt yourself. edge and deny one day, then reward yourself on the next. good piggie. next time it’s two days. if you succeed, make it three. no resets if you fail, just keep going. push yourself into this. you need this.
But you’re getting better at it every day and that feels good.