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// Hello hello, nerds and normies! Nori (she/her, ae/aer) here bringing you multifandom OC multimuse! 18+, mutuals only, preference for para/multi-para, with some notable fandoms including Fate/, Fire Emblem/FE3H, D.Gray-man, Jujutsu Kaisen/JJK, Genshin Impact, and Kimetsu no Yaiba / Demon Slayer!

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prettythought :

Send my muse rude anons.

Hit 'em where it hurts.

futurefind :

HI—

I’m thinking of cleaning up my mutuals/dash to make it easier to wiggle my way back here so just like this post if you want to stick around! :3 Not liking it doesn’t mean you will be sb’d, but it’s good to check!

et3rnal-paradise​:

He was always told to hide the truth; not that he really needed to be as it seemed to scarily come easy to him. The facade of being happy or emitting any kind of true emotion was enough to trick even him sometimes; he had closed himself off from the world for so long now that he wasn’t sure he would actually know how to emote like a normal person. Around her though, he felt at ease, like the image was unnecessary. She had given him gifts and unlike he normally would he had actually kept the gifts. 

“I do need to tell you, that teddy bear you got for me. It was the first one I ever got I really didn’t know how to react and I felt like it made me like you all the more.” The childhood he never truly got to have presented to him in one measly little gift and a letter expressing in odd terms genuine praise towards him. The handwriting was clear that her sister had been the one to write it, but the fact Sasume had gone out of her way to add to it meant more. 

He was starting to feel bad, for using her just to get the students and other professors of the like to leave him be. “I do need to admit something to you Sasume..you’re employment wasn’t actually just because I knwe you needed a job.“ He felt inclined to tell her the truth, after all if she was willing to date him it would be right to know. 

“It was to make the other stop harassing me about an assistant, to get the students to back off and…” He paused a moment eyes fixated on the floor. “To get my parents to back off too.” After all he’d never mentioned who it was his assistant was to them, just that he had one and quite enjoyed her company. 

“I would understand if you were mad.” 

She stares at him, taking a long time to properly internalize his words. Does he mean to tell her his silver spoon ass had only gotten one more stuffed toy than her, because of her, and only in the last year? She’d only wanted to make things up to him, to try and keep him from hating her—as well as hopefully add a bit of jovialness to Valentine’s Day, since a flood of parasocial and/or shallow cards and gifts made a Halloween teddy bear stand out all the more.

And then, she frowns. Of course he’d had ulterior motives to hire her, she’d figured that from the beginning; she just hadn’t quite been able to figure out what. Particularly given the risk hiring someone like her put him at, if anyone found out about her past or the like. In retrospect, she’s surprised it hasn’t become an issue, yet. Maybe because those after Douma’s hand knew better than to make a fool of themselves overtly trying to smear his paramour?

“Your parents?” she shifts in her seat to turn closer to him, now utterly at a loss. “Your parents were on your ass about having a TA?”

Sasume wonders, briefly, if he expects her to be mad—if, all these years later, he’s still scared of her. Still thinks she’s a threat. Wonders if he’d ever stopped seeing her as one, at all.

HI—

I’m thinking of cleaning up my mutuals/dash to make it easier to wiggle my way back here so just like this post if you want to stick around! :3 Not liking it doesn’t mean you will be sb’d, but it’s good to check!

//I keep meaning to get back into the swing of things and then i dont. sowwy uMua

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//Hi yes hello prommy I’m still around nebulously I’ve simply not been on the dash. Not thoughts head empty only aol dial up noises<3

et3rnal-paradise​:

“I know that.” Not that he had the best example of how a marriage was supposed to go by his parents, but he was still made aware enough that love and devotion were key elements in the concept of marriage. Love; it had been an emotion he barely understood as he’d felt very little for the women who asked him to be their boyfriend or just asked him on a date in general. It was always nothing more than a business deal to him, and once his mother started setting him up with friends children or some other rich girl she thought would be a good fit for him it just even more became a business deal. He wanted someone who would have a genuine relationship with him and not just a person marrying him because they were told to or to gain access into one of the most well-known families in all of Japan. 

Moving so he was seated next to Sasume instead of further inside the bed he put his hands in his laps and stared at the flooring beneath their feet. “I’ve been arranged for marriage more times than I care to admit, made myself seem like a regular psychopath just to get out of them as well.” Women begging his parents and their own to get out of the marriage to someone like him happened more frequently than most might realize. 

“I’ve turned myself into the villain just because I wanted something real, I wanted to be with someone who actually felt something for me and not just because of my wealth or family name.” It almost seemed like a goal in the upper class community at this point; a game of who would bag the rich bachelor first. 

“Do you not like me?” His words were confusing even to him; why would it matter? Had he really developed feeling for that girl that flattened him like a pancake so long ago? His wealth meant nothing to her, his power meant nothing to her, and his appearance for once also meant little to her. 

“What if–I–erm…” Why was it so hard to say this? He’d done it carelessly before. “What if I have a thing for you, and the thing being that I really like you.”

Does he know that? She can never tell, with Douma’s dramatics. How much is him smiling and nodding along to make things easier, how much is him knowing something on a surface level, and how much is him actually internalizing these things?

Even before accounting for his looks, he really is a peacock: all flamboyance and whimsy to distract from everything else. She doesn’t think it’s intentional (most of the time, at least, though he only tends to weaponize it with good reason), but—it hurts.

Not through any fault of his own, it just... feels like there’s an unsurmountable distance between them. Like the more she thinks they’ve gotten closer, the more it feels they’re no closer at all. How can she know, when he’s Douma? So unapologetically himself that he never falters, least of all with matters like this.

Is he so fond of the idea of them being together because he doesn’t care for her, or because he does?

“Of course I like you,” she sighs, ignoring the unspoken question of how she likes him, and how it makes her heart float and pop all at once, right now—

Sasume flushes, staring at him in confusion. Opens her mouth. Closes it. Lets her face burn, for once.

“Douma—” she swallows, shakes her head, tears her gaze away and lets it drop to the floor. Chews at her lip, even when she tastes copper. Fingers twist and twist and twist in her bangle. “If you want to...” clears her throat. “Try this sort of thing then...”  

“Maybe we should start with dating, first?”

Sasume is full of (potential) love, but simultaneously scared of it. Desperate for affection, eager to give it, but too wrapped up in her own walls and thorns and fear to do so as much as she wants. She loves deeply, but loves quietly, regardless of the nature of it—keeps it wrapped up tight somewhere safe and deep and dark, where she can pretend it won’t hurt.

Yet nonetheless she loves completely, without bounds and without remorse, with loyalty just as intense. Perfect for those who wish her well, and even better for those who aren’t above manipulation of the heart.

Rea is free with her love, to the point of carelessness. While this can also be to her detriment, with her feeding one-sided affection and devotions intentionally, it can also have its benefits— after all, why worry about reciprocation when its always presumed to be one-sided? Simultaneously, however, she is nonetheless open about it. Will let you know how much she adores and cares for you, without any strings attached, and is fully willing to disappear when she confesses and receives nothing but repulsion and disgust: whatever makes the other happiest.

// new xkits mutual checker broke on me im dsjdsh 😭😭😭 heres hoping it revives itself

elytrians :

big fan of platonic expressions of devotion actually. yeah we're best friends of course i'd find you and hang out with you in every universe.

kunokata :

@futurefind

kunokata :

@futurefind SENT A CROW:

( Kisses his forehead. ) UNPROMPTED // always accepting.

Recovery was slow, and painfully boring at times, it was something very familiar to him- after years of gaining injuries that required such intense care, but every time he was hospitalized, he looked up to recovering and going back to being efficient, to regain his strength and go back to the battle, it wasn't the brightest of hopes, but it was a reason to fight back dullness and pain, to gain drive and well to recover.

This time however, wasn't the same and he knew that.

Still, he tried to push through, with every passing conversation, with every message the crows delivered from fellow slayers, with every visit his family & friends managed to make. He tried to smile, despite the weight in his lips and cheeks.

Sasume's visit in particular. ends with her lips to his forehead before she leaves. Such affection always leaves him baffled, but it never fails to breaks through his weariness, offering warmth to his very depth, scaring away his own demons before they could get another grasp upon his thoughts.

His hand reaches out, grasping her own before she could leave, but immediately letting go, afraid to have been too much.

A desperate ❝ Take care. ❞, but he smiles, trying to lift the burden of worrying about him off her shoulders.

futurefind :

Hey ho Nori here with an indie/unaffiliated 18+ Lady-Led (11/12) original character multi-muse, with a focus on [many] fandom verses. Themes include lack of purpose / identity, the loss and/or searching for the above, as well as being acutely aware of the cruelty potential of people but believing in them all the same; hope and hopelessness as twins, not opposites. Thread & plotting focused, with a love for angst, hurt/comfort, bonding, and character & dynamic exploration/dissection in general. 

(A mostly comprehensive list of my fandoms/verses can be found here, with notable ones ones including Bleach, Demon Slayer, Fate/, Genshin Impact, LotR, and Fire Emblem.)

If you’d be interested in writing with me, hit ↻ or ♥ and I’ll check you out! (PERSONAL/NON-RP BLOGS DNI.)

bcbybats​:

               ❛   Try not to move. ❜  

“Yeah, yeah— just hurry up, will you?”

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