proper semi-hiatus announcement -

idk what semi-hiatus means right now, but likely very low activity. I hope. I need to re-centre myself and stop treating everything I touch like a coping mechanism and I need to stop relying on people who never asked to be relied on. I might pop in for a dash meme or to post art or even to thread every now and again, and I’ll be working on stuff behind the scenes, but otherwise I think it’s for the best if I try to at least kinda keep my distance for a little while. I’m trying to brush off the impulse to remake once I’m done with some of these info posts - if I don’t do that, I’ll likely be going on a little softblock spree, not because anyone’s done anything wrong, but because I think I need to up my selectivity and curate my dash a little more strictly.

as usual I don’t know how long this will last, but activity will probably at least be a little spotty for a good while, maybe with the odd day of me being more present than usual. I love rp, I miss it when I have to take a break, and I’ll miss the people I only really talk to through the font of rp, and I hope I’ll be able to continue doing this once I’m in a better place.

as for the discord, as much as I miss it (partially because that server was...a solid 95% of my social interaction and being without that is already starting to get to me 🙃. I’ve spoken briefly to one person since I left and I feel more isolated than ever but I don’t know what else I can do) I get the feeling I won’t be able to return without working through a good chunk of stuff. which...I put a lot of energy into regulating myself until I can get actual help, but doing that without a professional, while still actively being further traumatised, isn’t going to be easy and I’m afraid I might just not be able to come back long-term without getting triggered and having to leave again. I’m trying but it’s hard and I’m tired. 

I know I’m not in a good way and I’m caught between knowing that shouldn’t mean I have to be alone, and knowing I have to take responsibility for it + that it’s not up to anyone to have to put up with me when my symptoms are playing up. right now I just need to focus on keeping myself alive and under control and continuing to spend every waking hour trying to earn enough money to get out of here lmao. maybe once I am I’ll be a better friend and more fun to be around. 

things might change sooner than I think they will, or it might take a lot longer. I don’t want to leave forever. I don’t even want to leave temporarily. I just don’t like the way that my personal shit has been leaking through into rp and I know it’s been happening and I know it’s getting obvious and I’m sorry and I’m trying to do something about it. ilu guys. have fun.

lil guys

no deinonychus or utahraptor i gotta make him a velocifuck

hollowtones :

FUUUUUUCK!! IMAGINE SWINGING A HUGE THING ABOVE YOUR HEAD!!!!!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!

hollowtones :

OK, imagine super        nice Trees growing now.

normal-horoscopes :

My brain is so full of images and wonders

kenfera :

new fr dragon is just jean if he was slightly more of a freak

interminal :

muse as a deity

Rules : Think carefully about your character and their development through their journey (canon or oc) within their story. Fill out the chart and tag whoever you want! Repost, do not reblog.

THE WARDEN OF STRAYS.

Deity of : the alone, the dying, the rebirth. 

Associated with : stray animals, outcasts in general. forest fires, hiding places. humane traps. battlefields. forgiveness. 

Sacred Plants : anything considered a weed, fungi (yes i know), yew.

Sacred Stones / Gems : coal. fossils. petrified bone.

Sacred Animals : cats + dogs, any hybrid of domesticated + wild animals (e.g. coydogs), rock doves/pigeons, cockroaches. scavengers in general. the phoenix, too.

Colors : red/maroon, pale gold, ivory, navy.

Food : mushrooms (edible or not), fruit with pits, seeds, rotting meat.

Scents : smoke, rain, ozone. the smell of a cold, bright morning.

Accepted Offerings / Ways to Honor : laying animal remains to rest + offerings at the remains of stray animals (to ensure their safe passage), usually food and coins and pet toys if you have them. sowing seeds for every plant that you uproot - or otherwise making sure that cycles of life and death, remembering and forgetting, etc. keep going. doesn’t have traditional worshippers or temples; doesn’t want them. (his church is in every cardboard box, in every stone-filled sack, in every lonely gutter).

Ways to Offend / Earn their Wrath : mistreatment of the animals he watches over. killing for sport, purposefully causing forest fires, any other way of interfering in the natural cycle. despite his own state as a human, he frowns upon people meddling with mortality in ways that he deems “unnatural” - whether with immortality, or resurrection.

Tagged by: me, im just redoing this to be more currently accurate for a verse LMAO

[ “Our” weirdo? ]

[ Doesn’t know who “Jean” is, but is willing to replace him by force if it means a steady supply of food and some security. ]

[ Doesn’t want to be replaced help. ]

[ Literally dogy. ]

I wasn't planning on sending these but unfortunately, ╰☆╮. Hits a lot of those traits. Seems like someone who would also be able to give and or take a little bit of violence and you know-

[ Small (relatively) and pretty and maybe a little delicate-looking but deceptively robust. Incredibly robust. Can take a lot more damage than it looks like he can take, and still be In The Mood afterwards. However... ]

[ ...dear god Vincent please raise your standards. ]

could u imagine skaven jean. just a little rat man

he already IS a little rat man

[ Do your part. Prevent this sad motherfucker’s creation. ]

[via bleedinghearth] ╰☆╮ [Teddy for Jean obvs but also lowkey Ted for FGB shhhh]

SEND ╰☆╮ IF YOUR MUSE FINDS MINE ATTRACTIVE

[ Jean: to be expected! That's his husband! ]

[ FGB: what the fuck? What the fuck????? ]

"Do it. Punch me. Bet it won't even hurt. Bet you'll break your little dancer hand." B3

Why would I do that? I have better things to do with my time.

Don't you?

"they don't want your milkshake they want to deck you" 😠

We've spoken once and you're the one who was asking for a decking ://///

wormbait :

:)

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zhaan having all his intended limbs AND a dick is like... he just exists to rub salt in every other jean’s wounds