innocence
pairing: colin bridgerton x fem!reader
summary: colin and you, high on sexual desire, sneak off and lose your virginity to each other. as you leave colin’s room you run into anthony, who gives you an interesting offer.
wc: 3.2k
warnings: 18+, smut, minors dni, vaginal sex, oral sex (m to f), vaginal fingering, loss of virginity
a/n: this is part one of a series involving all three brothers. throughout the series the reader will sleep with all three brothers. i’m down bad for ABC, so this is a bit of an indulgent fic series.
“We can’t,” Colin’s breath was hot on your neck, “it wouldn’t be right.” The wall against your back being the only thing keeping you grounded. Just a few seconds prior Colin’s lips had been attached to your neck, hand heavy on your hip while trying to contain his own excitement. The two of you had been playing this game of cat and mouse for years, this being the first season Colin was serious. Everyone had known the two of you would end up together, even his siblings teased about it. All of his courting scared the other men off, but a proposal from the third Bridgerton son never came.
“Colin, you’ve been saying that all season. Have you spent all this time for nothing?” The tone in your voice had a sternness to it, wanting to show him that you were growing tired with his actions.
“No! I would never. But it’s just that you are a proper lady.” Colin’s cheeks now adorned a rosy tint. Normally this topic didn’t bother him, but with you it made him embarrassed.
“As if I do not know.” Colin tilted his head slightly, thinking about the one time he drunkenly explained sex to you. It was a night you had been most thankful for, finally being able to know what happens between a husband and a wife. Colin regretted the night mostly, regretted telling ‘a proper lady’ those kinds of things. The night itself hadn’t been too bad. There were only a few things he remembered for that night, one being him explaining sex to you and how nice you looked.
"Yes, I know that you know." Colin muttered as he nestled into your neck, trying to hide his embarrassment. A whimper left your lips as his hot breath ghosted over your neck once more. Your hands gripped the front of his coat, trying to pull him out of your neck. Colin placed a soft peck below your ear, remembering the small noises you made when he touched that spot earlier. He groaned quietly when he heard your breath hitch, hips canting forward slightly. The hand on your hip tightened, pulling your body flush to his. "The things you do to me."
"Then act. Show me what it is that I do to you."
A hand gripped your wrist and started to pull you down the hallway. Colin had a blush covering his cheeks but a determined look on his face. Fewer and fewer paintings seemed to cover the hallways he pulled you down. You had seen many hallways to this place but the one he was now leading you down was unfamiliar. He stopped quickly, holding your hand now, he opened a door and led you through it. The door was shut as soon as the two of you were in the room, Colin's hands on you again.
His clothed chest pressed heavily on your back, hands coming around to your hips. He pulled you impossibly close to him, lips connecting to your neck. A soft groan fell from his lips once you pressed back into him, feeling him already hardening in his trousers. It was all new to you, it made you wonder if it was new to him too.
"This isn't how I normally act, but I need you." He nipped at your ear lobe as one of his hands drifted to your breasts, squeezing you over the fabric of your dress. Your hands found his, encouraging his movements. The Hand on your hip moved up to your jaw, turning your head slightly to expose more skin. His mouth scoured the clean skin, making sure not to leave any signs of this encounter. His hands shot back down to your hips, turning you around to face him. "And I must show you how I need you."
His lips connected with yours, shaky hands trailing up and down the back of your dress. You weren't sure when the two of you had started trailing backwards, but the edge of his bed was now meeting the back of your legs. One hand grabbed at your ass over your dress, making you moan into the kiss. His tongue took advantage and slipped into your mouth, easily taking dominance.
"Colin, I need you." Was the only sentence you could form, words not formulating properly.
"I need you too. Please, tell me how you need me." His mouth trailed down to your collars bones as his hands started to unbutton the back of your dress. His hands felt shaky on the buttons, Colin's nerves starting to get the better of him. You let out a sigh thinking about how you needed him. You thought about when he explained sex to you, and how to only thing you could think about was him. Him fucking you just how he had explained. Colin's drunken words had been so comforting for such an uncomfortable matter.
"Inside of me, please. I need you inside of me." Colin grabbed at your ass once all of the buttons were undone, feeling your dress go slack on your midsection. Colin nodded against your skin, letting out a shaky breath.
"I'm…" You pulled back from him for a moment, noticing a change in his demeanor. One of his hands moved to your waist, while the other rested on where your neck and jaw met. His hands were stable but felt full of tremors. Colin smiled awkwardly before speaking, "I'm sorry, this is my first time too."
You brought your hands up to his face, holding his cheeks in your hands. Your gaze was locked with his, occasionally flicking down to his lips then back up. Eventually, you kissed him. It was slow, gentle, reassuring, and everything he had needed. His hands calmed down more and more as the kiss continued. "It's okay, we can do it together."
He nodded as he kissed you again, regaining his confidence from your words. Colin started to guide the sleeves of your dress down your arms. He pulled back to watch on as more of your skin was revealed. It looked like a haze had covered him after he watched your dress fall completely. Your hands grabbed at the best he was wearing, hoping he would get the message that he was wearing too much.
Colin quickly undid his vest, pulling his cravat off his neck shortly afterward. Soon he was unbuttoning his shirt while kissing you, your own hands touching his newly exposed skin. Once his shirt was finally off the two of you reconnected, moaning at the feeling of his bare skin against yours. A hand trailed to the base of your corset, his other hand splayed on your lower back.
"Is it okay if I..?" Colin's sentence trailed off once he saw you nod your head, answering before he could finish. The first tug at the strings made you giggle, seeing that Colin didn't fully know what he was doing. After a few more tugs the strings and the knot came a part. Both hands were pulling at the strings, his eyes gazing at your face the entire time. Once the strings were completely undone he helped pull the corset off you.
A groan escaped his throat as he watched your breasts take their natural shape. He didn't move for a moment, only taking in your nudity. He slowly guided you back on the bed, helping you shift up towards the pillows. When you were comfortable and settled, he undid his own pants, pushing them down and tossing them to the floor.
"You look like a goddess." Colin said while coming to your side, his hands trailing to the strings of your undergarment. When loose he pulled them down your legs, marveling at your completely nude form. Your legs came together slightly, trying to hide yourself. Colin's hands stopped your legs, opening them back up to slot himself between them. "Do not hide, you have no reason." His hand glides up the side of your thigh as he leans closer to you chest.
A gasp is ripped from your throat as he swirls a tongue around your nipples, latching on shortly after. His tongue flicks at your nipple inside of his mouth while your fingers card through his hair. The hand on your thigh trailed inward, fingers finding their way between your folds. One finger brushed your clit, sending a wave of pleasure through you. You arched your back, pressing your breast further into Colin's mouth. "Colin.."
Colin picked up quickly, finding the bundle of nerves and pressing two fingers on it. He slowly started to move his fingers in circles, taking notes as your legs fell further apart. He moaned around your breast, loving how noisy you were becoming. "Oh! Colin!" Your moans were loud, probably too loud but neither of you really cared. It was the middle of the day and Colin was certain no one would be near his room at this hour. Colin pulled off your breast, deciding to watch as you fell apart.
"Have I always done this to you?" Colin whispered, feeling himself get incredibly hard. It felt like a dream to watch you like this, splayed out for him to play with. The way your chest rose and fell, mouth agape, eyes rolling, and hips starting to rock. He wonder if this was how all men felt their first time watching a woman.
A tightness in your abdomen had started to form, a foreign but welcome feeling. Your hands clenched at the blanket underneath you, whining as the feeling crept closer and closer. Colin's fingers didn't stop on your clit, but his other hand trailed down. You felt a fingertip pride at your entrance, making you a little nervous. Colin pressed his finger in, hoping to maybe stretch you out. The pain was subtle, the pleasure masking a majority of it. Soon you were rocking down onto his finger in tandem with the circles on your clit.
A second finger was pressed into you, making you moan in pain and pleasure. It hurt a little more but you had adjusted quickly to the first one. The fingers inside of you were starting to prod around, as if they were looking for something. The feeling in your abdomen had come back full force, making you a moaning mess. Suddenly you let out a loud gasp as Colin's fingers pressed on something inside of you, making you clench tightly around his fingers. Colin let out a moan of his own when he felt you clench around him. He started circling your clit harder, prodding the spot inside of you again and again.
It crashed over you like a wave, flooding all of your senses. Your back arched hard while you became a moaning mess. Your hips started to shake as Colin kept rubbing your clit and fucking his fingers into you. "Oh, Colin! Oh, it's too much!" You whine, making him quickly stop.
He quickly removed his own undergarment leaving himself completely exposed. You looked down to see his erect cock, making you wonder how it was going to fit inside of you. Colin saw your concern and moved up to your face, kissing you softly.
"I will take my time, I promise." Colin pressed his forehead to your own as he settled between your legs. His hands slid up the sides of your thighs, settling on your hips. Your hands rested on his shoulders, the both of you staring into each other's eyes. A gasp left you as the tip of his cock brushed against your slick lips, a moan coming from him at the sensation. His breath was hot and heavy in your cheek, his head resting gently against yours. “May I?”
“Yes.” Was the only word you could muster up, adding a nod to it. One hand disappeared from your hip, grabbing himself and lining up. You could feel the tip of his cock resting at your entrance, the nerves bubbling up inside of you. The tip of his cock pressed into your opening, your body screaming out in pain. Your nails dug into Colin's shoulders as he slowly worked the tip inside of you.
"Are you okay?" Colin's voice was shaky with the question. He stilled his body, wanting to make sure it was okay to proceed. He had watched your face the entire time, seeing it tighten in pain drove him mad. This was supposed to feel good, and knowing it didn't for you worried him. You couldn't form a word though, the pain being too much. Colin brought a hand to your cheek, rubbing his thumb calmingly. "Please, you must tell me." He stayed stilled until you spoke again.
"It's painful, but I want to keep going." Colin nodded and pressed into you once more, moving slowly. After what felt like forever he was finally fully seated inside of you. He stayed like that, waiting for you to tell him to move. The pain was almost unbearable but you knew it might disappear if he started to move. "Colin, move."
Colin nodded before pulling out, making you gasp at feeling empty. You had not noticed the feeling of fullness before, but now you missed it. Slowly he pushed back into you, moaning when he bottomed out. Your hands were still tight on his shoulders, nails digging into his skin. The pain started to disappear with each thrust, pleasure replacing it. Your own moans started to mix with his, the sounds filling the air. He slowed his thrusts for a moment as he leaned in to kiss you. The kiss was passionate and comforting, his tongue mingling with yours.
"You.. you feel so fucking good." Colin whispered as his lips followed down your jaw to your neck, "You look beautiful too like this, making love with me."
A moan escaped your lips as Colin suddenly thrusted into you hard, hitting that sensitive bundle of nerves inside of you. Your back arched heavily, making your tits pressed against his chest. Colin groaned as he felt you tighten around him. Colin picked up his pace a little bit, but kept his deep thrusts. Each thrust was hitting that spot inside of you, making that familiar feeling in your abdomen return.
One of your hands moved to his hair, pulling softly on the brown locks of hair. A hand stayed on your hips as the other moved near your head. He balanced on his forearm as he somehow pulled you closer to him, making him feel deeper inside of you. He nestled into your neck, licking and nipping at it while he kept up his assault on your insides. You could tell that like you, Colin was getting close due to the whimpers he was starting to make.
A moan ripped through you as he delivered one finally thrust, pushing you over the edge. Colin groaned loudly as he felt you tighten one last time around him. This time your clenching walls pushed him over the edge, letting himself empty into you. His whimpers filled the air as he continued with shallow thrusts, making sure he gave you everything he had to give. His hips slowly stilled, himself still deep within you. His breath was hot on your neck before his lips connected with your skin.
“Colin, that..” A sigh left your lips as you started to speak. Colin nipped at your skin as he heard his name, pulling a giggle from you as your hands ran down his back. A pleased noise left him and he kissed up your neck and jaw, pulling back to look into your eyes.
“That what?” Colin smiled as he went in for a kiss, the two of you melting into one another. Giggles emanated from the both of you.
“That was amazing.”
“I agree, this is an activity I could get used to.” Colin placed a kiss to your cheek, his hands snaking up your sides. His lips trailed to your chest, kissing at the open expanse of skin. He shifted his hips, pulling his now softened cock out of you. The sensation was maddening, feeling empty as his cum leaked out of you. Colin rolled to your side, draping an arm across your midsection and pulling you close to him. The two of you laid there for some time, basking in each other’s presence. It was you who finally spoke up.
“People should be wondering where we are by now.” Colin looked up at you, a questioning look on his face. He pushed himself up onto an elbow, looking down at you while tracing a finger up and down your stomach.
“And what if they are? Does that truly matter?” Colin’s boyish smirk had returned to his lips.
“Yes, it matters unfortunately. We don’t want a scandal to take over.”
“But we are in my own home, as if my family would say anything.” Colin spoke as his finger drifted up the underside of your breast. Your hand found his, interlacing your fingers with his.
“The servants may talk.” You sat up only to feel more of him leak out of you suddenly. Colin leaned back against the pillows of his bed, placing his hands behind his head. He tilted his head as he watched you stand up, grabbing your things from the floor. “Colin, will you help me?”
“I do not have experience in this.” Colin said as he edged towards the side of the bed, standing next to you.
“It does not take experience to slide laces through holes or to button up buttons.” Colin smirked as he started to help you, piece by piece. His fingers were smooth and quick as he laced up your corset, lacing it less tight as your servant would. He helped you slide your arms through the sleeves of your dress, buttoning the back of it for you. His hands lingered on your waist as he pressed a kiss to your neck once more.
“You should take off before I, so it won’t be obvious.” You gave Colin a curt nod before turning around, your lips meeting with his one last time. Colin gave you one last farewell before you left his room, making sure no servants were around.
You rounded the corner of the hallway, only to be startled as you bumped into someone. Firm hands steadied you, making sure you were well before leaving you. You looked up only to be met by another Bridgerton, Anthony to be exact. A smirk was on his lips, gaze laced with something more. Anxiety started to bubbly inside of you, the thought of running had crossed your mind. “I-I must be going, Lord Bridgerton.”
As you passed Anthony his hand grabbed your wrist, halting you from fleeing. You paused before looking at him, watching as he leaned closer to you. He paused for a moment taking you all in. His lips barely grazed your earlobe, “You should be a bit more quiet next time.” Heat rushed to your cheeks as his words filled your head. Anthony knew, he knew exactly what you and Colin had done.
You stared at him with shock adorning your features. You opened your mouth to speak, but Anthony spoke instead. “Do not worry, I will not tell. But if you want more experience next time, do not hesitate to find me.” His hand let go of your wrist as he nodded his head and turned around, walking off to somewhere of solace.
Your heart pounded as you found your way out of the Bridgertons home. Your mind continued to wander as you were in the carriage home. But the same thought kept popping up. The thought of what an experienced man might be like.
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