Being full off sushi and salad feels infinitely better than being full off a burger and fries. I feel full but my body doesn’t completely hate me.
Been eatig a lot better and the weight is steadily coming off (:
Was 205 yesterday morning, and 196 this morning. May this fast go by a little quicker.
I’m constantly doing something wrong.
This past year I basically gave up the sport that was my life and my love. Because of people but I’m not getting into that.
I was so sad I couldn’t stop eating. And I stopped figure skating. April until now, I went from 145 to 198.
I hate myself. I hate my body.
And this time I’m changing it for good. I’m sick of this. I’m sick of the up and the down. I don’t want the numbers going up anymore. Only down.
I’m making change. Now.
I feel like such a burden lol
Feeling manic, cleaning my room at the speed of light after having not cleaning it for months because I’ve been too sad to really take in how disgusting it is loll
lmfao this isn't it