#*sigh* Tumblr posts

ah yes it's that time again.

if someone constantly tries to exert control over you, including

controlling where you go

controlling how you speak to them

controlling what you eat/when you eat

controlling your schedule

controlling when you sleep

controlling how you enjoy yourself

controlling how you dress

forcing you to do things you don’t want to do

those are all really big red flags

They stuck together after that horrifying night, the three of them, witcher, sorceress, and magical princess, a broken, beautiful family fitting together like the most extraordinary puzzle, and it took Jaskier three days of standing on the outside looking in that the opposite of love wasn’t hate but indifference. 

I keep wanting to out this into a fic, or a ficlet at least, S2!Jaskier looking at the way he’s brushed aside and ignored, and realising that

This is worse that Geralt blowing up at him on King Niedamir's mountain, worse that Geralt blaming Jaskier for all his mistakes, worse than telling him he wishes Fate would take him off his hands. Because, when Geralt hated him, at least he thought of Jaskier, at least he had feelings about him, at least he cared, one way or the other. But now Jaskier walks though Geralt’s home as if he were invisible, watches Geralt be warm and relaxed with the other witchers, make an effort and try, so earnestly and carefully and desperately, with Cirilla and Yennefer, and wishes Geralt would still spew hate at him and look at him with fire in his eyes, because at least then Geralt would be looking at him. But Geralt doesn’t, doesn’t talk to him, doesn’t look at him, doesn't even send him away again. Jaskier has become so insignificant, Geralt isn’t even bothered by his presence anymore. Life in Kaer Morhen simply flows around him, like water around a rock that has fallen into a river, unerring and uncaring, and Jaskier wonders how long it’ll take until he’s worn down to a pebble, to a grain of sand, to nothing.

btw i've set my comms post to be automatically reblogged every sunday for a few weeks, so yea... i'd appreciate some reblogs 👉👈

I’ll come back to wildest thoughts (not to say I don’t have plenty). I have some innocent daydreams.

Just being friends with monsta x seems like so wholesome. They seem so motivating and supportive of one other.

Working out with Wonho and Shownu and then watching the sunrise cuddled together. Having dance battles and playing video games together, watching/helping Kihyun in the kitchen with music playing in the background. Innocent cuddling with Hyungwon in bed when we should be getting up. Visiting Jooheon and Changkyun in their studios and watching them work and asking them about their thought processes in regards to lyrics/rhythms etc (maybe I just find that interesting because I am not very musically talented??) Minhyuk thought process when doing something creative and just vibing when he is in his zone (again maybe because I’m not creatively talented??) also tattoos dates?? picnics?? road trips?? watching them banter with each other and having inside jokes with them. Texting them random things eg: saw a cute cat and thought of you. Watching them perform backstage and being so proud. I could probably write an essay about this but in closing: just using the found family and wanting affection trope.

Confess to me your wildest thoughts/daydreams about your bias on anon. 

Anon confession : I want the 7 monstas to pass me around like a rag doll. I've never felt like that before with any other group

Confess to me your wildest thoughts/daydreams about your bias on anon. 

I just want to find one IF where all the RO are not default male, or the favorite RO is not male.

One.

The fact that’s Oluwande’s tits are really the ones I wanted to see the most out of the whole cast and he

fucking. covered. them

I’m mourning.

I knew the puppy ep of tomorrow would make me cry like a baby but i didn't expect it to be that bad lmao

me today: i want a gf!!!!!!!

me yesterday: i want a bf!!!!!!

the true curse of being bisexual

this is like the third day in a row I've woken up with my hands numb and burning but I think I'll just keep ignoring it

On the weekends I sleep on my couch so I can get go easier for my second job—which I have to drive a good 35 minutes to get to at 7am

Well last night I thought “eh why not sleep in my bed, I haven’t been late yet”

Well

I woke up at 6:50 am 🤙🏼 the couch wins

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The sky sports Italy reporter said he was exonerated but apparently he got on the truck anyway? 😭

I’m so confused😭 Cus in that case shouldn’t someone have just told him don’t get on it it doesn’t look good and you don’t have to? Only thing i can think of is if he was like ’no im fine i’ll get on it’ but then quickly realised that it was a bit too much and sat himself down🤔

Louis' nostrils are tiny

TIL that the SPN fandom has repurposed “Sabriel” as a ship name.

I just want to read things about my favorite anti-necromancer!

sir, he literally only showed up for his cat and two of his boyfriends? oh well, I was on the verge of shipping them anyway, throw him on the polycule, boys

for real though this was so cute 🥺

My aesthetic is Mass Effect timeline with those exquisite vibes and colours from the 80s and their synthetizers’ agressive music. Paint me red and blue I want that shit.

Eleanor moving Hick into the White House