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@atendersun​ asked: ❛ keep it. it looks better on you. ❜ He may or may not have tied a large banded hair bow around Gael's head that he'd found in a collection of his old things. Regardless of the other's build and career choices, Muu is just going to think they cute.

&. 𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

❛❛  I have a feeling you’re just about the only person around who’d have that opinion, but...for what it’s worth, thanks.  ❜❜ Gael admitted as he reached up to feel the accessory. Living with his little brother Michel, this wasn’t exactly a first. 

❛❛  Now how long am I supposed to wear this thing?  ❜❜

💭 heheh

Thots (Accepting) || @atendersun

"Sadly I don't think there's much left I can do for him. No matter how many times I try to explain it he's so stuck in his thoughts. He's convinced that he has to prove himself to specific people alone in order to be labeled loveable and it's just..... it's so frustrating. I don't want him to have to learn directly to understand because he's just going to get hurt again....but if that's what it's going to take so be it. If he's not going to listen to me and my words hold no meaning then I just have to give up. In the end it's up to him what actions he takes. I don't want him to think I'm giving up on him, especially not as a friend, because I'm not. I just have to stop trying and I need to step back from the situation for my own mental health too. Maybe I'm just going about it all wrong....or maybe I just shouldn't go about it at all. I dunno. I'm just tired of not being listened to. I got enough of that with my ex..."

“Should I leave a light on for you?”

He's on the others couch, how on earth he ended up in Muu's home, drunk for that matter was a mystery. His mind was buzzing with nothing but emptiness at the moment and any logic to this outcome wasn't coming to him. Did the guy find him and bring him over? Did he come over on his own volition? No he wouldn't do that. Most likely brought over.

"Off is fine.. It's fine.." Given how out of it he was and wanted to sleep, the lights being off sounded pleasant than on and blaring.

@atendersun​ asked: ❝ the world is so big. why do i never feel like i fit into it? ❞ to Adrian because there is something about that genuine heart of his that would make him spill government secrets if be knew any.

IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING

❛❛  Well, sure the world is big, but...is there really any point in trying to fit in? I think if you don’t feel like you fit in, embrace what makes you stand out. ❜❜ Adrian answered, snickering a bit as he thought.

❛❛  I happen to know a guy who had the world trying to keep him down and...it’s when he gave up on giving a you-know-what that he was able to really shine and now he’s pretty well-known and basically thriving. It’s hard and I get that, but that’s just my two cents on it all.  ❜❜ 

[ CLIMB ]  for the shorter muse to find somewhere to perch so they can be eye level with taller muse. This is how he shall assert dominance over the stranger.

A blink, he wasn’t used to people just doing this kind of thing to meet him eye to eye. Rafael stared at the male as he wondered just what was on this guys mind. “Is there something you want?”

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Starter ⮕ @atendersun​​

❛❛  Look, I already know what you’re gonna say. I’ve seen all the headlines. So if you’re just gonna tell me how badly I screwed up, I’d save my breath if I were you.  ❜❜ Gael sighed heavily after he opened the door for Mason. The news had just broken the other day about his cheating scandal. He even had to turn his phone off just so he wouldn’t have to deal with all the messages. It was definitely a downside to being a famous actor at that point.

@atendersun​ | Starter Call:

“P-Please don’t look at them,” Umeko felt shame watch over her at the sad sight her cupcakes were. If anyone would ever consider these things “cupcakes” or much less “food”. She wasn’t the best baker, and it was clear from the rock hard and frosting dripping “cupcakes”.

🐍 heheh i want you to hurt

                       how can you fear the one thing you yearn for ??

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“So how’d the healing go?”

Even with so much focus going into his birthday taking place later on, Muu felt he'd have been a fool to let Valentine's Day go unnoticed. This year, he wanted to put extra thoughtfulness into it as a challenge to himself to always be putting his best foot forward. "Happy Valentine's Day, Neffie. I remembered you said on love languages that you like the physical touch one, but I think it could be the words of recognition too. That's how come your gift is a heat blanket and pretty poetry books."

The smile that makes its way onto her face is small and sweet, eyeing said gifts before hands reach up to accept them. It's not every day that someone pays attention to little details like that, things she'd just decided to talk about on a whim that most other people would have probably forgotten (or so she thinks).

Even more touching was the fact that he was also right about her and words of affirmation. It went hand in hand with physical touch because she was a firm believer in 'do what you say and say what you mean'. There needs to be an equal amount of words and action to really bring it all together.

"Thanks, Muu." She most certainly would be using this heated blanket before the winter's end, and she'd be reading these poetry books before bed to hopefully help her sleep better. The gifts are put down only to embrace him in a hug and kiss him atop his head. "I made you those vegan brownies you like so much. And I made them in cute heart shapes! Can't go wrong with home backed goods, right?"

@atendersun​ asked: Muu out here to display every love language he can to those he knows and cares about because 🌹 for Lexi so he can be a gentleman🧸 for Gael because he is very proud to have found the biggest he can to make even the gentle giant seem small and 🌼 for Theo and Adrian because he just really wants them to hear kind acknowledgements today

Literally everyone @ muu:

@atendersun​ ✯ vday s.c.

❝ Everyone complains about being single on Valentines day, but I don’t think it’s too bad at all!! ❞ Wren’s smile proves just how much he means the statement, turning on the TV excitedly. ❝ Especially when I’m with good company like you!! Now, what did you want to start our movie marathon off with?? I can order takeout while you pick something out!! ❞  

94 to the nonverbal meme to Beckett because he must return the sentiment. it is the law.

THE MEME || ∗ 94﹕ sender  pulls  receiver  into  their  lap .

"Give a man a little warning next time!" Beckett huffs, then snuggles into Muu. He can't stay mad at Muu, it's just impossible to him. He sees them as an innocent little thing, like a small rabbit. Of course, he accepts his fate and comes close.

"Becky", he called out. Yes, that did in fact come out of his mouth. Nearly everyone he crossed paths with regularly enough got themselves a nickname. Unfortunately for Beckett, that seemed to be his. "I need to know what it is that is your favorite movie, color, and when it is going to be your birthday. I'm needing them."

"Becky? What am I, a white girl?" He huffs a little, then looks a bit shocked. "Oh uh.... I don't have a favorite movie but color would have to be like... black or red. And then my birthday is August 12th."

"The park is going to be fine?" It was more question than answer, but he didn't have any real qualms about getting fresh air and privacy wrapped up into one. As with decision making, however, his patience wore thinner with just a couple anxious steps in no real direction that he inquired not one, but multiple concerns in an absurdly small amount of time. "I want to be knowing how to tell when neglect, and hitting, and.. things that is in similar boat are your fault? What do you do those times?"

"Well is it, up to you. I don't know what it is you want to talk to me about." Watching Muu sort of move around, seeing them get anxious, probably from this waiting he sighed and waved for them to come over. "The park then, by a tree. Come on." Walking down the street towards the main city park he faced Muu as the young man spoke. Raising a brow at what was said, It hurt to hear that from him. Was someone hurting him?

"No.. in short no.. None of that is your fault. If someone is hurting another or beating another.. they claim there's a reason. It's the other persons fault but.. no... the person causing harm is an abusive piece of shit and the one they are hurting is nothing more than a victim stuck under that pile of crap." What do you do in those times? Facing Muu, the best answer was leave, really for others that was the best option. Right? "You leave them and don't look back.. ever. Don't ever let them back into your life. Anyone who hurts you, no matter what their reasons are.. You leave."

"No, I don't want you to say no. I just want you to make a very sure yes", he answered. Continuing, "A hinting would be that I don't think it is on things that is very good to be talked about in a restaurant? But if we got done real quickly, we can get a snack as a treat."

Wanted to talk about something that wasn't best in a restaurant. Not good to converse in a restaurant. What did he want to talk about, the question remained more so with this. Pausing a moment in thought the blond gave a nod. "How about the park, usually by the trees aren't too busy. We can sit there and talk, does that sound alright? We'll have privacy if that is what you want. Unless its easier to go home, yours or mine and talk." The question still lingered, what did Muu want to talk about. Was it something serious? Came so suddenly with this too. "We can grab food after no problem."

"Ah..", he began, thinking out loud, "Maybe if the cars are noisy, the things Muu could say would be almost like a secret. Only I.. I don't want the peoples in the cars to hear me neither, so maybe best is private?" And, yes, he had full on ran without too much thought going into it. He couldn't drive, and weather was pleasant enough to skip a prolonged bus ride into town, so he bolted while he still had the strength to do so. "But are you very, very sure? It is alright so say no to big talks."

"We can go somewhere more quiet, a cafe perhaps if that's more comfortable for you." Putting out the cigarette onto the curb floor he stood to toss the nub of it into the trash. Curious what this young man wanted to talk about, it came out of the blue. "Cafe sound okay? We can go to a restaurant too, if you're hungry."

Nodding at their question, if he was sure. "If you want to talk, we can talk. I'm very sure, don't worry darling. I'm not doing anything at the moment." He was free for a couple hours. "Do you want me to say no?" Smiling he pocketed his hands. "It's alright. I know a place with good food, they serve vegan too so you'll have options to choose from. If you're hungry, we can have the talk there.” If not he didn’t mind, it was a suggestion. 

Although technically his system of planning told him not to go about his goals for the day until the following afternoon, the male utilized what motivation he could muster into shoving a plush lion down his sweatshirt for the companionship before running off to find a particular older friend. Through bouts of winded inhales intended on helping him catch his breath, he blurted before he could whisper out, "I am supposed supposed to ask, do.. do you has time for talking?"

Sitting on a curb of the usual street he's in the man turned when he saw a familiar face come his way. Raising a brow at Muu for a moment unsure what was going on. More so confused by their sudden appearance and question. He was supposed to ask? What did that mean.

"Time for talking? Sure." What did they want to talk about. "We can sit here or go elsewhere if you want." Did the poor guy run looking for him? They were so out of breath. "What do you want to talk about?" This came out of no where but he didn't mind too much, wasn't doing anything important anyway.

34 for Bitter + Muu, simply because I want Beckett to let out even the slightest indication of being abusive / manipulative so Muu can shut it down immediately and whoop some can.

> the meme || Friends to enemies/rivals

LOL Bitter's most common tactic is love bombing, he seems super sweet and doting all the time but the moment his partner gives him shit he gets controlling. the idea of Muu calling him out cracks me up because Bitter would be like ?????????

@atendersun​​ asked: ➝ Feel mine’s heartbeat

‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥°̩̥ ·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̩̩̥·̩̩̥̩̩̥˚̩̥̩̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ Her smile was warm and gentle when she felt his hand press against her. He was feeling her heart beat.. perhaps she didn’t understand what made him want to.. what desired it.. Proof she was a living being and not the life-like doll she tried to look like? Perhaps.. She wasn’t sure..  But she didn’t mind. He was sweet and gentle.. She’d let him do as he pleased. Her hand reached over and affectionately ruffled his hair. “How’s my heart? Beating strong and steady?”