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  • halfwar-halfpeace
    24.05.2022 - 8 hours ago

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    #completely unrelated to the vast majority of BS happening everywhere #but i was very happy to see mhamad el kurd back to sheikh jarrah #it always makes me so happy to see people go home #meanwhile home here feels less and less like home #things just keep getting worse economically #we hit historical records in dollar rates today 🫠 #34.500 LL #used to be 1.500 LL in october 2019 #people are just unable to afford basic needs #starting next week we have 0 electricity in some region m #i think what hurts me the most is hearing people say #‘even during war we didn’t live like this’ #like can you imagine the level of desperation for someone to say that #i dont want to see my people struggle to live anymore #we dont have medicine in pharmacies #people are just casually dying #my aunt said today #‘we’re in a state of undeclared war’ #if we’re not dying from bombs we’re dying because we’re unable to afford basic stuff #and i say we but i don’t get to say we because my family is doing way better than others #it’s a miracle my dad is able to have 2 kids in university rn and to pay our electricity bills #I’m grateful and i don’t get to complain #but it just hurts to see people suffer so much #personal
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  • stormyoceans
    24.05.2022 - 8 hours ago

    oh yeah that's one fucked up little dude right there <3

    #first time going back to pete's teaser after considering the show going down a different road with vegaspete #AND THOTS ARE BEING THUNK #mostly because all i could remember was the crying vs smiling part #and like most people i read it as pete trying to still smile after everything vegas put him through and i was very much Not Interested #i had completely forgotten about the first part!!!!! #the way the music stops when pete is loading the gun??? #his smile??? #the fucking glitches from that part to the crying/smiling one??? #THAT'S CHILLING AND IDK WHAT IT MEANS BUT IM 🕯️🙏🕯️ #okay i s2g im shutting up about vegaspete until saturday #kinnporsche the series #vegaspete#pete kinnporsche#m: txt
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  • eclectus-mom
    24.05.2022 - 9 hours ago

    You would think I never take him out

    #unfortunately he doesnt play with his toys very well #and i cant position them more conveniently or he will m*sturbate on them 🙃 #birblr#bird#birb#petblr#Merlin#macaw
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  • scarlet--wiccan
    24.05.2022 - 11 hours ago

    Jane Foster sweetie... I am so sorry.

    #Oh we're doing a Jane!Thor storyline! She doesn't have a secret identity though. Thor recognizes her right away. #And she's not a cancer survivor. Or a diplomat. She's just Natalie Portman in a blonde wig. And we're reviving the Jane/Odinson romance! #Even though that was VERY MUCH THE OPPOSITE OF WHY JANE UNDERWENT ALL OF THAT CHARACTER REHABILITATION #idk i feel like the M C U is just weirdly obsessed with heterosexual partner twinning/selfcest. This. SylvieLoki. Even Captain Carter.
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  • danaharlowe
    24.05.2022 - 12 hours ago

    not tfz making great points abt how nobody wanted to acknowledge how jason actually died they just keep going on abt how he was reckless etc and underestimating him but why from tfz. pls

    #skippy speaks #this would be interesting if i actually cared about a narrative where everyone is against him #bc like. nah #c4ss sure t!m idec but bruc3 and d!ck? like seriously? #it feels very ''you were a terrible brother'' which i do not subscribe to ! #also like. why ''wow u ppl just blindly follow bruc3'' has anybody actually been like that or is it only when jas0n needs it to be true
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  • kaolinite91
    24.05.2022 - 16 hours ago

    NOOoOO I just got another OTP which will got me very2 invested.... And I am gonna defend it, or making my own foods for the rest of my life.. ;v;

    Hello..darkness my oldfriend..

    Huntlow, welcome to my OTP club!

    #aaaaaaaaaaa #this is why I am so afraid to watch new series #Imma gonna get really invested #and scrolled and want these characters live happy life #and I know very well #this ship gonna get many hates because somehow shipping m/f couple in a media seems inappropriate nowadays #so saad #but I love them #and not gonna care about what the antis said.. especially on twt
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  • swordmachine
    24.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    * for the love of god parasocial relationshipz arent inherently bad or unhealthy, being invested in a streamer or celebrity At All is a parasocial relationship. and i hate to be mean but u look stupid when u try to insist otherwise

    #[salutations sir!.txt] #* parasocial relationsipz are not Inhrently unhealthy but they can very easily become unhealthy. im not saying there arent unhealthy onez #* im just saying every relationship u have w/ a famous person is inherently parasocial. and insisting otherwise as some moral high ground m #* akez u look stupid #* parasocial relationshipz r a completely neutral thing. i promise u itz fine to be in one as long as u dont let it become unhealthy
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  • foundations-decay
    24.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    love and hate getting into new bands. i love new music but i hate new music.

    #that's why it's so hard for me to get properly into any bands w like several albums #dude if i didn't listen to ur song/album in middle school there's a very small chance m gonna get out of my way to do it now
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  • prettyboywhump
    24.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    i have once again procrastinated an entire essay to the night before it’s due

    #it’s my english exam #i fucking hate it bc she’s never taught us how to do mla with multiple sources #and that she wants us to find a common theme between the sources and the also state our opinion and back up both with evidence??? #even though the prompt she put down only wants us to find the common theme?? #i get that it would be harder since it’s an AA class but at the same time she’s never taught this to us so #also the last time we did an essay was back in fucking october. it been 8 months since we did actual writing and now this shit. #i liked what she did for the first semester exam #which was vocab grammar and asking us questions about the last piece we read #she’s a nice person but a really shitty teacher #and i’m honestly glad to be done with her class #i’m just hoping i don’t get her next year #my biggest thing is that she’s very disorganized. like she tried to set up a structure for this year #but it was all over the place and way more complicated than it should’ve been #she’d have separate writing journals for last names a-l and m-z #which the assignments still show up for everyone and are marked overdue if you don’t do them #so i just have like 30 overdue assignments bc i didn’t have to do the other journal. #made this instead of writing bc fuck that #sigh#kay speaks
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  • dadhuddle
    24.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    my new favorite hobby is casting the dropout people as a live-action wolf 359. mike trapp is kepler simply because i want him to deliver the whiskey speech.

    #as always i am very normal at consuming media #dropout#wolf 359#dimension 20#m speaks
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  • tonyglowheart
    23.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    me: *googles “places to buy workwear”* 

    some article: 8 affordable places to buy workwear!

    said article: (1) Zara!, (2) Express!, (3) Banana Republic! - look at this top, it’s $70!

    me: 

    #* #......................... listen. I'm thinking like. H&M and Uniqlo alternatives #Everlane is like. I mean fine I guess their whole thing is sustainable or ethical or whatever #but like. Zara and Express and BR? Not Very Sure that they are lmao #but also wow everlane still pricey #I got a shirt from them ages ago to use for my Stark Resilient shirt bc I think they were the only ones who had a v-neck in that color #but I think they also sent me some kind of promo so I got it. either for free or for cheap?? #it was like when they were first starting
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  • checkyesifulikeme
    23.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    just charged my ipad for the first time in months and logged into my old tumblr account by mistake, which led me to my sideblogs, which led me to my old writing/venting blog and Omg. just reading all of those melodramatic high school posts (maybe that’s the wrong word Lol i was a 17 year old grappling w/ the after-effects of years of mental+emotional abuse and the co-dependent behavioral patterns that cropped up as a result) and the little “2368 days ago” fading onto the screen as i scrolled made my frontal lobe feel cavernous ... like my phone feels too-small in my hands right now i feel bizarre.

    #ALSO grappling with the re-realization that i am so bad at dealing with change. particularly in the workplace #bc idk i already have a very tumultuous relationship w/ work and money and independence and what’s required of me to maintain it #and i have and WILL continue to maintain it no matter what because it’s part of what keeps me whole i think #but these new managers we got are such corporate freaks. well one is not as bad she’s just kind of meek ... cool sometimes but the minute #she’s overwhelmed will go tattling to the big boss Lol #i just hate it because my last managers let us live and be human and it made work a kind of safe space for me for the first time in my life #and now it feels like that’s being ripped away and idk it makes my world feel wobbly :-/ #everything will be okay though!!!! it will be!!!!! #m
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  • coldresolve
    23.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    10 lmao

    oh shit for the intimidation scale?

    well. the sadist in me approves

    #m asks #jk despite me bein a dick on tumblr im very chill i promise lol #10/10 tho damn im flattered
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  • dreamylumine
    23.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    mm not now

    #m sorry if i stop talking m #very smal #littler thsn usual
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  • superbattrash
    23.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    Sometimes even old men can surprise you. So far this vacation my dad has said we (me and him) should go on a “guys’ trip” and then today he called me M, despite us never having talked about me being trans. (I’m a coward and I haven’t had the talk with him yet) And then he kept saying it??

    Dad: M!

    Me, near tears because I’m a sensitive dude: ye?

    Dad: you want a beer or a soft drink?

    Me: beer’s fine

    Dad: yes sir

    Me: 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

    #im???? very soft???? #my dad is an old man okay and I haven’t talked about this with him #because talking about emotions isn’t…. something we do lol #but he’s apparently realized that my deadname is not it #so he tries using M until misha comes easily for him #I’m so happy?????? #misha rants#trans thoughts
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  • konami-code-ao3
    23.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    If you ask me (nobody did lol) if the devs /really/ wanted Kara's inability to tell that Alice was an android at 1st glance (right after establishing that Kara has scifi chemical scanning powers no less) to make sense, all they had to do was say her magicscan hardware (not software?) was damaged during Todd & storeguy's talk & mention that Todd didn't shell out for non-essential repairs bc that's not why he has her anyways? Then just remove the R2 hints/scan & fight help button prompts entirely.

    At the end of the day, Nonny, the Alice-is-an-Android plotline got tacked onto the story relatively late in development and the writing staff probably didn't have a whole lot of wiggle room to add things outside of some very small changes. So while I definitely agree with you that showing that Kara's scanning abilities were still damaged would have been a great excuse as to why she doesn't notice that Alice is an android, that would have also changed so much about how the Kara POV would have functioned that it may have set the game back in development by several months - if not years. And like it or not, QD did have a deal with Sony to produce these games on time, and this would have occurred long before the push by fans to not absolutely break game developers during crunch time came into the mainstream. They did not have the time to rework Kara's entire storyline, so they had to make do with what they already had.

    Did that cause a litany of issues with Kara's narrative? I mean, the decision to have Kara know the entire time but be in denial about it did turn a beautiful story about found family into a Queer Horror Story about never truly being able to escape your abusers, so yes. But at the same time, we do also have to consider what was and wasn't possible for the developers to change when the decision to insert the twist was made - because DBH isn't a novel or a tv show. DBH is a video game and therefore must follow very different rules when it comes to making alterations to its narrative.

    It's the same thing that happened with North and the Norkus romance following the Marla-Riley merge. North is basically following Marla's narrative progression, which was never supposed to have her openly? falling in love with Markus. But since North likely also has some splashes of Riley's scenes in her narrative, they end up feeling more pasted on than something that was actually intended to be part of her plot. But because the merge happened so late in development, there wasn't enough time to really alter anything, so North is basically flip-flopping between lines and scenes that were originally intended to be spoken by two very different women in Markus's life. Again, does this cause some issues? Oh, hell yes. But did it need to happen because this was the only way to adapt the character of North given the time frame that the developers were working in, without having them throw hundreds of hours in the trash, potentially breaking the game's functionality, and setting QD months back in the developmental process? Also yes.

    #ao speaks#anonymous#dbh kara#dbh alice #the queen is the most powerful piece #i will be brave #dbh criticism #I know that I used to be very narrative-focused when criticizing this game #but after listening to dragonbane0 talk about the technical aspects of how dbh (and other video games) were developed #i've come to understand why a lot of the changes were made the way that they were #the only thing that actually baffles me anymore about the Alice-is-an-Android twist #is the fact that it really didn't need to be added #because kara's story was very clearly written with a human child in mind and not an android one #it's a very 'm night shyamalan twist' that seems to have been inserted for no other reason other than to have the twist at all #so something must have happened to cause the change to occur #and i've got to wonder if it was the loss of riley? #because if riley was really on jericho during crossroads as i've come to suspect #then maybe there were other human allies too? and alice wouldn't be the only human there? #and now that riley's gone alice was switched over to an android to keep everything consistant on jericho? #i'm not really sure and frankly am just grasping at straws here because the addition of the twist is so confusing to me #like... why? why make this unnecessary change? especially so late in development? #i understand what happened with riley and marla and tracy #but i cannot understand why this was done with alice
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  • 134340am
    23.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    Hi Yuna ☀️ I was wondering, do you have any self-ships?

    HELLO DEAREST NANA! yes i do, and they're all listed here (☆▽☆)

    #i m actually very proud of this #took me a long time to research everything tho so i don't mess up LOL #thank you for asking! <3 #oooohno#ask yuna
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  • spallealmuro
    23.05.2022 - 1 day ago
    i’ve been thinking lately ( pretty... casually? i didn’t have an actual reason for it? ) if the opposite would have happened in the game, and we had emmet in hisui and ingo remaining in the present time... man, ingo would slowly self destruct.
    in hisui he doesn’t because he can’t remember emmet  ——  it makes him sad without him understanding exactly the reason for such a feeling, but he doesn’t get destroyed by that sadness. but with opposite roles, and him in the present, remembering everything...?
    in all honesty, i don’t think he would get as far as to willingly join a team to get his brother back, but mostly because he thinks of emmet  ——  he wouldn’t want me to become evil, and join forces with the ones we’ve always fought against, he would be thinking this. but... he would push himself so much to the limits, trying now to find emmet, now to not think about his disappearance to not go mad; forget to eat, or willingly not eating to dedicate more time to researches; trusting others less and less, to the point of wanting to do everything utterly alone, looking for emmet included... despite he wouldn’t join a team, he would become horribly easy to manipulate into doing anything you want, without him even fully realizing what you’re doing, if not at all.
    not to mention, he’d probably start... lying to himself? repeating himself that emmet is just home with a fever so many times that he’d genuinely start to believe it? to the point of going home and talking to no one, believing that emmet is really there; making something to eat for the both of them and then justifying having to throw away emmet’s food with “that fever of yours is really not making you eat”; and so on and so forth. everyone would see him going mad, until one day he’s as calm as ever ( but with a weird maniacal light in his eyes ), telling that emmet is at home with a fever, and “what do you mean, he’s back? he’s always been here. but yesterday he got a fever.”, and everyone suddenly realizes oh... i think he snapped.
    #❛❛  ¦    study. #❛❛  ¦    m;  ingo.   ——   (  𝐚𝐦𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐚𝐜 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐫.  ) #i wrote it very fast sjfgk i hope it's actually readable and makes sense--
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  • motherfucker-somewhat-limited
    23.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    my cursed two-word review of Men (2022):

    Recursive mpreg

    #there was a lot more to it than that and i promise that was not my only takeaway #HOWEVER #that was a very  m e m o r a b l e  scene #men 2022
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  • healrod
    23.05.2022 - 2 days ago

    vocaloid music slaps so hard and that’s just facts

    #healrod.txt #yes i know some people dislike the robot-y voices. no i do not care #honestly that's what i like so much about vocaloid like. i love when producers just go absolutely ham with the tuning and make the vocaloids #sound electronic and robotic as hell #it scratches a very specific part of my brain in a very pleasing manner #so that's why while i appreciate mitchie m ive never gotten totally into their music becuase i just #love robotic sounding vocaloid songs man
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