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These are the first and last poems from the book, “#PresentTransparent : Love Is Easy”. The last poem is titled, “Everything I Wasn’t”. #FirstAndLast : Everything I Wasn’t I should have known We were coming towards the end Because you kept asking for Everything I wasn't If I were too optimistic You wanted me to be level-headed Whenever I was too realistic You wondered what happened To my childlike innocence “Why are you always so serious?” “I feel like something’s missing.” Something was always not there Because you spent all of your time Searching for it Instead of appreciating What was right here ... And I changed I changed I changed I changed And I always Blamed myself I really believed I wasn't good enough And I looked To you for help I changed I changed I changed I changed Then finally - I stopped. You're the one who's insecure. You're the one who's miserable. You're the one with all the stress. You're the one who is ungrateful Turning everything into a mess. It was you … And all this time I thought I was to blame Believed I was at fault Suffered for months Walked without aim Covered my wounds with salt … It was you. Not me. And I no longer Take any responsibility. It was right for this to end. Because in the end I could have been everything And you would have still Found something missing ... - K.S. Fort Purchase the book below : #PresentTransparent : Love Is Easy : https://symposiumberlin.substack.com/p/firstandlast-everything-i-wasnt?s=w . . . #PresentTransparent . . FREE Preview of book in bio : . . #Follow @rhetoricrush @heartofpoets #rhetoricrush #Quotes #Poetry #heartofpoets #poetrycommunity #writersofig #amwriting #authorlife #writer #bookworm #songwriter #thoughts #writers #writerscommunity #motivation #spokenword #qotd #nanowrimo #igbooks #creativewriting #poet #wordgasm #writerscorner #amediting #inspiration (at Springfield, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CeAG_1kNIjq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

You never forget. It must be somewhere inside of you. Even if the brain has forgotten, perhaps the teeth remember. Or the fingers.

Neil Gaiman

Never forget that turning a blind eye to oppression and watching from the sidelines itself oppression.

Harun Yahya

I think we dream so we don’t have to be apart for so long. If we’re in each other’s dreams, we can be together all the time.

A.A. Milne // Winnie-the-Pooh

Everyone always wants to know how you can tell when it’s true love, and the answer is this: when the pain doesn’t fade and the scars don’t heal, and it’s too damned late.

Jonathan Tropper

I want excitement; and I don't care what form it takes or what I pay for it, so long as it makes my heart beat.

F. Scott Fitzgerald

“The child who is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth" - African proverb

Finished PT, and EVERYTHING hurts but we are still kicking today's butt!

WEIGHT:

Current - 146.2

Next Step - 145

Goal - 125

I am so close to the next step! Incredibly proud of me! This is the longest I've gone with this motivation. It won't stop here.

MEALS:

Brekky - Overnight Oats with Almond Slivers and Sugar Free Chocolate Chips (my favorite combo right now)

Lunch - Gardetto's Chex Mix

Dinner - A few Cheetos and Pasta with Cheese Sauce and Broccoli

EXERCISE:

Freestyle Flow - 24 mins

HIIT Cardio - 22 mins

Dog Walk - 9 mins

4 Mile Walk - 58 mins

Long, tired day. I see sleep soon in my future. The pain is not good and it's rippling through the lower half of my body. Tomorrow is another day.

Today I said to my friend "you may be stronger then me but I can run slowly for long distances"

And his response was "I don't know that I'm stronger then you anymore"

And I've never felt more powerful

🌸 25 MAY 22 🌸 100 days of productivity challenge || 92-93/100 || 水曜日

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happy to announce that i only have three assignments left to submit in university and two left to finish. it is stressful right now but we're getting through it. i had my final ever lecture at uni today and possibly my final lecture as a student... it was kinda emotional: - officially returned to the disney report and i've already wrote almost 1k more - had meeting - booked another meeting - arranged another meeting - submitted all my write up stuff for the short film module (and totally didn't do half of it wrong) - waiting for the sound editor to give me the complete wav file so that i can finally submit the commercial

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🎧 song recommendation: winter - handong

🗾 duolingo: 48 xp

⛅ weather: 12 degrees

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Every moment should be lived by feeling the love because if we try to interpret and understand it, the magic disappears.

Paulo Coelho, The Spy

I’m not saying that I’m keeping a set of drawings of Demauria in a sexy bunnysuit hostage until I get OC related asks,

but I’m saying is that I’m keeping a set of drawings of Demauria in a sexy bunnysuit unfinished/unuploaded until I get OC related asks.

soooooo one could say its the same thing, sure.

"Boredom is the most sublime of all human emotions because it expresses the fact that the human spirit, in a certain sense, is greater than the entire universe. Boredom is an expression of a profound despair at not finding anything that can satisfy the soul's boundless needs" -Giacomo Leopardi

December Reflections Part 2 #motivation #motivated #motivational

i started playing stardew again which gave me a reason to draw so heres my farmer.

Been thinking about how I very randomly came to watch The Wilds before the s2 renewal announcement and just praying we'd get another season because the last 2 shows I was this emotionally invested in/fandoms I was involved in, got canceled after 1 season both of insane cliffhangers. Even though I'm fairly confident s3 is a done deal, there's still that small part of me that's terrified of the idea it ends like this. What are they waiting for??!

But that didn’t mean those things weren’t worth doing. Someone had to carry on with the small acts that kept civilization moving. And this time it was her turn.

Yoon Ha Lee, Revenant Gun