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update - i made another tracker for the abc diet that i will start on monday. i really need to stay motivated for it and get my shit together.

(feel free to use them if ur gonna do the diet)

the first one is to keep track of calories and the second one i will use to write down everything i eat and the cals to make it easier for myself.

i’d love it if people wanted to do this together and keep each other motivated

TW

Body check

Am I thinspo yet?

The sudden switch from craving high calorie foods to feeling sick from even thinking about them is the best thing ever

i am not good enough, i don’t love myself either.

these are my truest thoughts nothing to hide here.

my new room has a giant mirror as a door for my closet, i get really high and stare at my body for hours.

why is it worse to look at myself with clothes on rather than naked?

26.05

Zjedzone: 30 ( same monstery )

Spalone : 430

Kroki : 22061

Bilans - 400/1000

I've just found my comfort food!

Its wholemeal crunchy bread.

Only 19 kcal in one slice!

i have to piss 😐

ʚ tw od + sh ɞ

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i basically just tried to od myself in the school bathroom w my friends vape jajaja ☆ im so dizzy its wild , dont do drguz kids ☺︎︎ im in my own little world rn . not the first time ive done this tho jaja

also i shredded my thighs yesterday ! i am slowly killing myself in multiple ways !! ☺︎︎☺︎︎ energy drinks , nic / vape , strving myself daily , and shredding my skin until im spewing bl00d on the floor !! X) / neg

I feel cold and i'm so proud of it.

Princesas, lo siento me iré de tumblr por tiempo indefinido, está afectando mi relación y no quiero que todo termine. Si alguna quiere mantener contacto busquen en instagram, es @lailansita.De verdad lo siento.

biggest dream is to be tumblr famous no 🧢

i want to oh eff eff myself so bad

“no one trusts you after you’ve had an eating disorder” okay??? i?? don’t?? care???

sick and tired of trying to purge and failing. i’ve tired sticking my fingers down my throat i’ve tired chugging hot salt water and NOTHING WORKS

When all of your friends are begging you to eat 💪😌

Smoking a cigarette and drinking diet coke while with your friends and they’re all eating>>

Me when someone takes my safe food

Okay.

i’m gonna eat once per day, which will be in the morning and will only be a nutri-grain bar so just 130 cals And then fast for 24 hours until the next day where it will repeat

then i’ll also go to the gym whenever i can (i’m going today 😈😈)

I’ve realized fasting for long periods of time doesn’t really help me lose anything, i just end up binging and then feeling like shit and it sucks. so 24 hour fasts are easier :)))) i’ve got this

Tw Ed

I've planned a binge for tommorow and I'm so stressed

I shoplifted from chains abt 4 protein bars Ice cream 3 chocolate bars a jar of bee pollen stilton cheese mango Yoghurt and more

Then I bought from a non chain sugar free sweets and dried porccini mushrooms.

My mental crisis vent: I'll probably also eat half the kichen. I don't purge I'm too scared. Someone teach me idc. I have a whole ass a level exam I'm gonna fail then I need to buy drugs and they might mix with my medication and kill me and go to a queer rave where everyone is buttfuck skinny and anorexic. They will all judge me and my I'd might not get accepted and I have the worst social anxiety ever. I have to get my makeup perfect or they'll think I'm an ugly dumb poser and I'm shit at makeup. Everyone will hate me and my dad thinks I'm going to die bc the fucking Ed team won't shut up about my decreasing stats stfu I'm fat.

Bro I have to fucking eat today cuz I’m going out, I want to fast so badly 😭