SHOW WHAT HE SENT
he sent a vid of him watching loki… i’m… i mentioned how i wanted to watch loki before… i’m
we’re in love
SHOW WHAT HE SENT
he sent a vid of him watching loki… i’m… i mentioned how i wanted to watch loki before… i’m
we’re in love
Don't mind me....just patiently waiting for that good ass smutty Wanda fic
I really hope you like it! I feel as though I did horribly on it-
I wonder how F handle a dark C....
So dark C is the person he will probably make C talk or smother him with affection until he opens up or stops being dark.
What time is it for you?
Random thought Say Sara or even Grissom well one or the other had amnesia how do you think the other would handle it? Pre / post dating / married.
honestly, this question is one that is really hard or even impossible for me to answer without knowing the specifics of the situation.
to even hazard educated guesses, i’d need to know:
what kind of amnesia are we talking about here—real amnesia, which is often far more complicated and far less glamorous than the alternative, or the kind of total "i don't remember my name or anything about myself or anyone i've ever met" amnesia that for the most part only really exists on soap operas?
is the amnesia retrograde in nature (meaning that the person can't retrieve information that was acquired before a certain point) or antegrade (meaning that the person can't acquire new information after a certain point/transfer information from the short-term to the long-term memory) or both?
is the amnesia temporary or permanent? what's the prognosis? is there any chance the condition will be reversed? if so, to what degree?
does it affect the semantic memory (or ability to store facts) or the episodic memory (or the ability to recall events) or both?
what is its scope (i.e., has the person forgotten a few hours' worth of information, a few days or weeks' worth, years' worth, a whole lifetimes' worth, etc.)?
if it is antegrade in nature, to what degree is the person affected? how long can they store information in their short-term memories—a few minutes, a few hours, a few days, a few weeks, a month?
is the person still capable of learning? can they still perform tasks that they learned to do in the past?
is this the kind of deal where the person suffered some kind of brain injury that triggered the amnesia or where they underwent a trauma that has caused them to psychologically sublimate certain memories or where they have a degenerative neurological condition like dementia or alzheimer's?
if the amnesia is permanent, is it static or will it progressively get worse over time?
of course, the circumstances under which the person sustained amnesia would also play a role in how the whole situation panned out, so i’d also probably need to know:
is the other (unaffected) person present when the amnesia comes on in their beloved? if not, how and under what circumstances do they learn about it*?
does the unaffected person have any idea what caused the amnesia?
how sudden is the onset of the amnesia itself? how traumatic? how noticeable is it from the get-go? (i.e., concussion from falling off a ladder vs. nonfatal gunshot wound to the head in the line of duty vs. memory slowly slipping until eventually there’s a dementia diagnosis)
where is the affected person going to end up while they’re affected by the condition—i.e., will they be in the hospital or a care facility or will they eventually be released to go home, etc.?
to what extent does the affected person remember the unaffected person and the specifics of their relationship? would the affected person still remember that s/he was in love with the unaffected one?
to what extent is the affected person still able to do their job? care for themselves? function? how vulnerable are they?
do they develop any additional disabilities at the time when they do the amnesia?
* horrible thought, but if it happened that if either grissom or sara had gotten some kind of serious, long-lasting amnesia while sara still was living in san francisco and grissom in vegas (prior to s1), then the unaffected person might never even find out about it. he or she would call or write to the other person as usual, and that person just wouldn’t respond, and he or she would think that the other person had ghosted him/her, and unless s/he were to hear what had happened to that person through the west coast criminalistics gossip grapevine, s/he’d likely have no idea where that person had gone to or why that person had stopped communicating. ditto for if either one of them got amnesia during the divorce era (unless it were the case that they were still held power of attorney/“next of kin” status for each other, in which case they might get a call).
suffice it to say, without knowing the particulars, it’s really, really hard to pin down what might happen.
in general, i can vaguely handwave and say that in the pre-relationship days, any situation that occurred would probably involve a lot of anxious “i’m scared to death for my beloved and want to do everything and anything i can for him/her but i don’t really have the recourse to do so” hovering and guilty/fearful/grief-stricken feelings on the part of the unaffected person.
however, how things might play out more specifically would depend so much on the duration and prognosis of the amnesia and the circumstances of what was going on that i can’t offer more conjecture than that.
whether or not the truth about the unaffected person’s feelings for the affected person would come out (to the affected person and/or the rest of the team) in uncertain, as is to what degree the unaffected could/would be involved in the care and treatment of the affected person.
during the secret relationship days, i think nine times out of ten, any situation involving amnesia would likely result in the unaffected person revealing the truth about the relationship to the team (because they’d of course be taking care of the affected person).
and during the married days, there’d be no question: the unaffected person undoubtedly would be right there by the affected person’s side, doing everything in their power to help them regain their memories, and sticking with them even if they couldn’t.
again, in general, i can say that regardless of what phase of their relationship they were in, the unaffected person would certainly feel scared and heartsick over what was happening.
particularly if the other person didn’t remember them, it would be absolutely gutting.
because it’s human nature, i’m sure that when the amnesia first came on, regardless of what they’d been told the prognosis for it was (whether it was temporary or permanent, whether anything could help with it or not), the unaffected person would, whenever they were able to be alone with the affected person for the first time, try to comfort and reassure them and jog their memories by offering up memories of their own (“i still remember the first time i saw you at the conference—,” “that day we when investigated that case at the ice rink, i had never wanted to kiss you so badly,” “remember last week when we were painting the living room? i realized we missed a spot by the ceiling. i need you to come home and help me fix it, okay?”). they’d answer all of the affected person’s repetitive questions. they’d be patient and persistent and get their hearts broken any time they saw the affected person slipping into confusion or looking at them like they were a stranger. they’d do anything that the doctors suggested might be useful. if they were allowed, they’d take care of the affected person; go with them to appointments and therapy and treatments, make sure they were fed, help them keep up with meds, compensate for what they couldn’t do (like driving), etc., at least to whatever extent they were permitted to.
obviously, they’d be able to play a more “hands-on” role in the dating and married phases of the relationship than before they were together.
if the condition were never going to get better—and especially if it were going to get progressively worse—then they’d have hard choices to make, for themselves in the pre-dating days (i.e., “to what extent am i going to be open about what the stakes are for me with this situation? am i going to announce to everyone that i’m in love with this person? what am i going to do if s/he can never come back to work? if s/he requires permanent care? if s/he is going to keep getting sicker? what am i allowed to do? what does s/he want from me? where are the boundaries? if i insert myself into what’s happening to him/her, will it make things better or worse?”) and for themselves and their partner in the dating and married ones*.
* remember: aside from betty (who is elderly and may not be alive in the csiverse after 2014, given that that’s when her portrayer phyllis frelich died in real life), neither one of them has any family besides each other, so all of the medical choices would come down to the unaffected partner to make if the affected partner did not have the capacity to make them for themselves.
that’s about as far as i can go in the absence of details.
sorry for the vagueness!
thanks for the question! please feel welcome to send another any time.
SAMMY LIKES MILFS SAMMY LIKES MILFS YAAAAA
u bet ur BOTTOM he does
BEFFY WHATS UR FAVRITE LOCAL 58 EP
REAL SLEEP + CONTIGENCY TIED BUT I LOVE THEM ALL TBH
i'm frothing over the piss play 😮💨 but like plz i need more.... if there is anything in that big sexy brain of yours that follows (with wanda preferable bc i'm feral for her) i would be much appreciated
Yesss more is definitely coming! Someone actually made a one-shot request for it. I will also add some of it to my PCI series ^^
i found out what bfdi stands for. Bisexuality's fun, doesnt it? :)
Both these are deleted but now I really wanna know what they were!
Wait, what chanlix vlog??
Oh they meant individual
Vlogs their first lot we got C and F’s individual blogs overlap which they filmed on the same day. But they didn’t do any this round.
*nuzzles into blanket* je t'adore <3
(I mean... I have always wanted to visit.. Paris seems very fun)
je t’adore aussi <3
(yes,me tooo!!i even used to have earrings with the eiffel tower but they broke :((( we’ll have much fun in paris,i’m sure if it!!)
i've never been religious but i found the quotes about god to be incredibly beautiful so i was wondering wat ur relationship with god is or u don't have one and also just found those quotes beautiful hah
ooohhh fun question! so um i was raised catholic, shocker, but i’ve considered myself an atheist for since middle school. i don’t believe in god but i’m angry at him? i guess? i think god, or at least christian god, is a very fascinating subject from an outsider perspective and i love quotes that mention god i think it really helps demonstrate powerlessness and loneliness
Hi zuzu <33 its been a while dkdbdkdn
Can u believe im done with hs? Im off to college (if i pass the one entrance exam i took)
On the road to more adulting... Super scary.... Ive been,,, going out more,,,, (its so fucking exhausting how do people do this) and trynna improve my socializing,,,, (its not working) but on the bright side i get to play minecraft with my friends :)) it's absolutely amazing and fun
Im getting a new laptop and phone soon too!! Super excited for that as well :))
I also wanted to talk abt ur kazuha brainrot,,,, its not a bad thing ofc,,, but ur brainrot is giving ME a brainrot >:(((
Especially your kissing headcanons... Its to die for you coward >:((( /lh
Anyways, i hope youre doing well zuzu... And i hope you have a fantastic day :))
P.s. if theres any news regarding arson or mass murder, it's me
omg, congrats!! you made it through hs, that's such a big milestone! :D you're definitely gonna pass that exam and go to college 🏋🏾
oh man, take it from me, socializing and putting yourself out there is hard work, but you're making efforts and that's amazing! idk if this means anything, but i'm proud of you! 💗💕💕💗💕💗💕💗
also the kazuha brainrot... that's all i do .. the only purpose i serve is to spread the little worms that live in my brain that talk about kissing kazuha all the time! so you having brainrot means i'm doing my job well 🙆🏽
you take care of yourself, you hear? know your limits and don't force yourself to do anything you don't want to do! give yourself grace and have a great day, lovie 💗
PLEASE A STEPDAD!HOTCH SMUT SERIES (or just something with stepdad cause goddamn I would rail him in his sleep if my stepdad would look like him) AHHH😻😻😻😻
I WOULD LOVE IT WHEN THE FEM!READER IS A LIL INNOCENT OR SUBMISSIVE!❤️❤️
LOVE YOUR WORK EONEMEMWMEM
Ahhh!!! Thank you so much anon<3
I have quite a few things I’m working on, but I do believe I can squeeze some step!dad Hotch in there as well 😉
any reason for the feline / trollike features beyond stylistic preference? i love your designs and want to know more abt them <3
Tbh I just like underfangs a lot and sharp teeth a lot in general
i mean, i slept over at your place. if i would have known that there were roaches here, i woulda never stayed.
"....Jokes on you I didn't have anyone over last night."
what was the cringiest fandom you were in because I think everyone was in a cringe fandom once in their life
Omg it was the fandom that was a mix of the movies tangled, brave, the rise to the guardians, httyd and frozen! I used to be an AVID Jesla shipper I even had an instagram account for bad edits I used to make lmao
I wonder who wrote them
His parts are arriving soon(luna)
*sleepy chirps and peeps *- bb moon
I know but, just for a moment?