#bad day Tumblr posts

  • all-dressed-chips
    18.05.2022 - 3 minutes ago

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    #I’m not one for ranting but I’m still upset. 2 days ago I baked a cake for my moms birthday and no one had eaten it still… #It doesn’t look bad #I followed the recipes and everything #i just feel empty
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  • abowlofpetuniasandawhale
    18.05.2022 - 49 minutes ago

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    #I officially told the foster coordinator i’m done after this litter #i’m just so upset. I wanted so badly to help and I’m so disappointed that I’m giving up instead of pushing through #but this was supposed to be good for my mental health and it’s done nothing but stress me out and make me feel bad #like i wasn’t expecting fostering to be all fun but i wasn’t prepared for this #the rescue org really really tries and works hard but they’re just way too disorganized and overwhelmed to support new fosters and I just #can’t do this without more skill or more support or more time in the day. #I never got a mentor and i don’t think anyone even realized how out of my depth i was. I know I should have reached out more for help #but I’m so fucking new i didn’t even realize how many things i was doing wrong and how much i didn’t know. #They keep giving me fosters that are way way out of my depth and not communicating well enough to help me deal with them. #Like my first mama was so feral and the lady who trapped her had at least 3 other moms and more additional fosters so i can’t blame her for #misjudging this one’s temperament but I wasn’t supposed to get a mama or babies that young for my first litter period #And then the whole ringworm fiasco i haven’t even gone into on here
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  • ashwashw
    18.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Ugh, today I feel especially bad because I have so many fun things I want to be doing (finish writing that one thing for my friend, my t-shirt embroidery I’ve been working on for like 6 months, the fic I was reading, grocery shopping, studying one more chapter for my exam on Tuesday) and yet all I can seem to do it start these tasks, then leave them hanging. I swear I’d love to know what’s going on in my head bc I’m so motivated but when I’m actually starting to do things I feel overwhelmed and I can’t finish them.

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  • yourewrappedaroundmyfinger
    18.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    Well RIP new job haha

    #that didn't last long #i wanted to keep with it #but i woke up this morning and genuinely couldn't stand #like my feet touched the floor and i cried lol #and they dont give you any days to miss so #im pretty sure i lost money on that job haha #bc i spent a couple hundred on work clothes #and i made a couple hundred #and then i also soent money on lunch too #oh well #love how i was like 'I'll stay a month and see if it grows on me' #and my body just said 'no' #i also started my period today so its probably a sign #kind of embarrassing but no thank you #it honestly probably wouldn't have been so bad if they had any air conditioning or a fan and if anyone would train me
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  • mucamaca
    18.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    i understand the thing about female hysteria now

    #havent had pms this bad in more than a year #ive been crying out of nowhere for really shorts intervals at a time for days now
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  • perspectiveofaclosetedgal
    18.05.2022 - 3 hours ago

    I got told today

    "You better not be a lesbian because you have horrible taste in woman"

    *After defending Amber*

    #im dressed im 2 layers and a hoodie drop crotch striped pants all stars GLASSES and messy hair #you know that feeling prickles from gour chest down through yout body evey pinch #i feel like i played it off well #i said shes an innocent woman johnny is here being toxic #which got her going where i did not take the bait coneited i let it fizzle out #overall not bad diversion kinda proud of myself jokes on her doe 😏😉 #the tumblr squad know whats up 👉 👈 #what emoji do we have is it the 💅 or 👉👈💃 #bisexuals own the ✌ right? thats a sweet deal they got there should we have 👍 or🤙 dem my go to gestures #also this question was asked at a night out with the girls awkward silence for those moments of shivers through my body #lasted a life time doe ill over think that for a day or 2 it may haunt me for a time #so useless isnt it? but its good practice for self control or self something or other #lgbtq#wlw#wlw blog#blog#baby gay#sapphic#closeted#gay #women loving women #love
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  • animal71154
    18.05.2022 - 3 hours ago

    oh. i dont remember if ive mentioned how unwell i am right now. im quite unwell. apparently i have a rare genetic disease called Benign Recurrent Intrahepatic Cholestasis (BRIC) which is why i keep getting jaundice

    i fucking hate having jaundice. i hate being yellow (my skin is more visibly yellow than in these images) and i hate clawing all my skin off and being covered in scabs, and not being able to sleep because of that, and i hate shitting all the time. just want to be sexy and cute again fml

    #the content#the zone #the last time it was this bad was in 2011 i was 14 and it suckkeeedddd #i dont remember much of that tho so this is worse. because its happening to me now as opposed to already happened. #i am crying like EVERY day it is fucking miserable!!!!!!
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  • reddaui
    18.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

    I need to eat but it's really hard to make something

    #having a really bad day
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  • caracello
    18.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

    getting myself out of bed at 3 am to play fallout

    #ididnt play it at all for like the past 2 days it was hurting me so bad i cnat. i need to see my boyfriend #.txt
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  • rozugold
    18.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

    Oh how I hate how flip floppy my brain is

    #it’s starting to get really noticeable and annoying #like literally this morning I was obsessing over drawing techno and then I spent the rest of the day daydreaming about au stuff #and just a few days ago I was super invested in making playlists and the minute I sorta finished I lost all interest #last week I spent everyday trying to figure out oc lore and now all motivation for that has poofed away #wth #I don’t remember being this bad before #the only consistent thing I’ve been doing is duolingo but only because it gets mad at me when I stop #idk I’m just strangling my brain atm #rozu thoughts#delete later
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  • introcrown
    18.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

    hhgfhgjkskjdf unfortunately i have to be brave and set a boundary for myself 🧎‍♀️

    #bella.txt #i made (and deleted) a post abt this a few days ago but deleted it but like #my sister did smth not good and it put me in a bad place and ruined this past weekend #and basically since then i've had a massive spike in anxiety and i have no idea how to move forward #but since then. we had to sit in the car together for like 4 hours and i like. gave her a hug and was acting civil just bc we were going to #be trapped w/ each other AND my grandma and mom for a long time w/ no way out #but idk i guess she took that hug as full reconciliation/forgiveness when tht's NOT it at all #she got pissy when i told her i didn't feel like hugging her the first time and i knew things wld just be tense if i said no again #but we literally. have not addressed the situation at all #and she's gone back to trying to text me/talk to me as if nothing happened #and it's making me so fucking PISSED #which is why i'm like 😐 i've gotta be the one to step forward and say i feel like i can't go back to 'normal' with her until this is taken #care of. and god i know she's going to get so mad at me #plus a million other hypotheticals i'm trying not to let drag me down too badly bc otherwise i'll never do it #on the bright side i have a therapy appointment tmrw morning so i can tell her about this #but man 😭 i've felt so fucking terrible these past few days bc of all this #like i'll get distracted and be fine but as soon as that's over i go right back to like the heart-gripping anxiety feeling #god i wrote a fucking book in the tags. ok bye #ignore the way i said smth about deleting the old post twice in the first tag. worms in my brain
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  • menelaiad
    18.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

    hating agamemnon (and by extension 'stanning' clytemnestra) is not the edgy classics take you think it is

    every time someone tries to talk to me about classics and instantly has blind hate for agamemnon i'm just like 'ah. so you've only read book 1 of the iliad. noted.'

    #and its very easy to resolve!! read the damn wikis surrounding the HOA #u dont need a degree or ANYTHING in this field to know that is a STUPID and basic take #usually im so GOOD at ignoring stuff like this but my GOD #the more fiction and 'poor greek women :(((' literature we get #the WORSE its getting and its fucking stupid #ELEKTRA BY JENNIFER SAINT IS WRITTEN FOR THE MM CROWD ITS A BAD HOA BOOK #im gonna end up writing something on this i can feel it. i cant keep it in much longer #dont get me wrong i think i have so much investment in this because #i have dedicated a DECADE of my life to researching this family and this man and for people #to just 'yeah but he sucks' yeah but he doesnt. and if you'd LISTEN to people. you might alter ur view. #like him?? maybe not. maybe i am an outlier in that case but #AT LEAST UNDERSTAND HIM BETTER #stop the fucking greek myth women retellings that suck ass im sorry if thats the wrong thing to say #but oh my god they suck so MUCH #'everyone woman in the house of atreus deserves to commit murder because they knew agamemnon' #are u fucking stupid???? his daughters???? loved him???? clytemnestra loved him to a point. #i LEGIT cannot wait for the day that someone comes to me with this argument and has points that i cannot argue against #cause then i will back down. #but its ALWAYS the same SHIT #and its so easy to knock back and dispute
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  • mindfulnessandtherapy
    18.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

    Someone at work got mad at me for something that was entirely their fault and now I can't sleep because I keep thinking about the interactions.

    #why are people #me#help #just girly things #i didn't sleep much yesterday either #so I'll have two bad days of sleep
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  • sarkyhuman
    18.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

    inner peace is like weightless bright clouds drifting away while watching over the world. But on some days inner peace gets disturbed, it gets heavy, too much to keep it in and that is okay. You just have to sit down and let the dark clouds rain, let that storm out until you're weightless, bright and ready to face the world again.

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  • depressedhatakekakashi
    18.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

    I think you read too much into the Kakasaku secret: it only said that during the war arc (not during the whole show, just this arc) there was more shippy moments between Kakashi and Sakura than between Sasuke and Sakura. I don't understand why you needed to bring Gai into the mix (and I'm a big Kakagai shipper myself). The secret maker wasn't comparing Kakagai to Kakasaku nor were they being antagonistic to other ships or shipper in this secret. I feel fans are being too harsh and too judgy towards someone they know nothing about and who, as far as I saw, didn't do anything wrong here.

    1) if you’re going to talk ships that i’m not going to be favorable towards, put an * in the name so it doesn’t show up in the tag please. Tumblr tagging is a whole ass mess and you just having the ship name untagged is probably going to land this in the tag where it does not belong

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    I brought up both Gai and Obito as a ‘hey Kakashi was being tender and kind towards more than just his student yet people like this would probably tell me and others that those are ‘best friends you can’t ship them they’re platonic besties’ while romanticising a ship between a student and teacher. I didn’t bring them up cuz the op of the confession was making comparison’s, i made an appropriate comparison of ‘hey Kakashi was also tender with these two age appropriate people yet you’re gonna sit here and be like ‘nah, he was def gonna be cannon with his student’ which is gross enough

    3) if you’re unblocked, talk to me on the confession page not here. The confession page is for these conversations where they can happen so my page can stay focused on good shit. If you’re blocked… i don’t know what to say the block is pretty clear.

    To summarize: someone sent in a confession saying they totally thought Kakas*ku would be canon, so they thought kakashi a 31 yr old would get with his 16 yr old student, because Kakashi was …

    Being nice to her. Holding her up, supporting her, saving her from falling into a pit of lava and such (when Kakashi’s whole motto is ‘don’t let my precious people die) 

    I simply brought up Gai and Obito to say ‘hey, Kakashi did these things with these other two people but you’re not reading that as romantic? Just the fact he was kind to his student?.

    ‘Too harsh and too judgy’

    Nah, when you say you genuinely thought Kishi and his editors were gonna be perfectly fine warping an innocent student-teacher bond into something romantic you deserve a little judgment. At no point was a cruel, i didn’t call anyone names, and i wasn’t melicious.

    I simply stated facts: kakashi was soft towards multipul people yet the canon one they saw was him and his student? Kakashi was 31 and sakura was 16 which is inappropriate as f****. The reach to call Kakashi being soft ‘romantic attraction’ in an arc where he was soft with multiple people is pretty big and must have hurt something, and then my inly other comment was when an Anon brought up how Kakashi was ‘pushing Sasuke towards Sakura in boruto’ which was a misread scene. Kakashi was trying to help Sasuke bond with Sarada, his daughter. The only time Sakura came up in that scene was when she showed up and Kakashi tapped out saying ‘i’ll leave this to someone more qualified’ (since you know, sakura is sarada’s mother?

    #don’t go at me cuz tumblr’s gonna put it in the wrong tag #i could have just copied the ask and censored the ship name #but i just woke up and this was a bad start to my day #anti-kakasaku
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  • starrygnight
    18.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

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    #my neck hurts so bad #appt soon to get dr to order an mri for me i guess #like today #can't sleep im anxious but mostly cause it started hurting really badly again an hour ago #i wouldn't wish this pain in anyone #idk what im gonna do if it gets better like #what am i doing with my life idk #too depressed and stressed to think about that #one day at a time #listen to music and pass the time #i miss my mom #i miss my brothers #i miss my dogs #i miss my friends #i miss my energy #i miss my physical comfort #i miss being able to sit or lay down without thinking #i miss baking #but my life is reduced to waking taking pills and just holding on #dr after dr after dr after dr after dr #and i still haven't gone to so many doctors #at least my hair is pretty today idk #apple juice is good #im blessed #i'll be okay #it's not cancer and it's not covid related 🤞🏻 #i wish i wasn't depressed or in pain because it's been months and months of the same day #roes woes
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  • swiss-army-fangirl-art
    18.05.2022 - 6 hours ago

    when we fade into nothing, when we go up in the smoke

    we'll beg God for a mercy that He knows we'd never show

    "mercy" // 'finding god before god finds me' // bad omens

    still vers and sappy moments under the cut

    this design was heavily inspired by a design by nick ruffilo, and i've been wanting to use it as animation practice for a hot second. this song also happens to be one of the favorites of the person who got me into this band, whom i am fortunate to call a dear friend and an artistic mentor. their support (and endless supply of inspiration) is something i never thought i'd be lucky enough to have, and i'm grateful for it every single day as i grow and find and fill my niche in the art community and in the world as a creator. thank you <3

    #pixel art#bad omens #literally the funniest thing we didn't plan to incapacitate each other it just sort of Happened and i think it's incredibly amusing #plus we found out the band is streaming a concert. that they're headlining. the day i land in la #funny how things just sort of fall into your lap. one day you're commenting on tiktoks #the next you're planning to crash on their floor #anyways these tags are long af and i need to take a shower
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  • electric--love
    18.05.2022 - 6 hours ago

    im starting to get the feeling of being disconnected from everyone again and it just happens to be around the same time it started last year🙃

    #i feel so bad that i havent been on but i promise yall i see your asks and comments on rbs and my posts #and it really does make me smile and brighten my day #im gonna try to get out of this stupid funk my heads in rn cause i dont want it dictating my life #last year i got super upset and paranoid and it cant happen again #i just dont wanna lose any of you guys because you make me happy and are some of the truest bestest friends ive ever had #and i dont know where id be without yall #if you read any of this i love you
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  • angel-fire
    18.05.2022 - 6 hours ago

    i can literally never get high in front of [redacted] because i WILL act a fool and i WILL sit on his lap 🫶🏽

    #truly down bad #think we had bit of a fanfic moment a couple days ago but what do I know no one has ever loved me so 🙌🏽 #kva yells
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  • yamikawas
    18.05.2022 - 6 hours ago

    i am literally So tired i would do Anything if it meant i could relax in yoomtahs arms and never have to worry abt anything again

    #not even just sleepy tired like #Like Im Doing Too Much And Not Enough And Everything And Nothing At The Same Time And I Only Want To Be Loved No Matter How Useful I Am #kind of tired #anyways i hope i would be enough for yoomtah and she would love me even if i am a little useless #better yet if she thinks that i am Not useless in the first place bc if she did think im useless i would like die probably. #i wanna be able to do things for her and make her happy but i also wanna relax and cuddle and not worry abt responsibilities............... #tobi.txt #sory my aunt has me doing stuff all day and im Not very good at much of it but i still wanna relax and i feel kinda bad abt it hashtag girl
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