#bad day Tumblr posts

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Ugh, today I feel especially bad because I have so many fun things I want to be doing (finish writing that one thing for my friend, my t-shirt embroidery I’ve been working on for like 6 months, the fic I was reading, grocery shopping, studying one more chapter for my exam on Tuesday) and yet all I can seem to do it start these tasks, then leave them hanging. I swear I’d love to know what’s going on in my head bc I’m so motivated but when I’m actually starting to do things I feel overwhelmed and I can’t finish them.

Well RIP new job haha

i understand the thing about female hysteria now

I got told today

"You better not be a lesbian because you have horrible taste in woman"

*After defending Amber*

oh. i dont remember if ive mentioned how unwell i am right now. im quite unwell. apparently i have a rare genetic disease called Benign Recurrent Intrahepatic Cholestasis (BRIC) which is why i keep getting jaundice

i fucking hate having jaundice. i hate being yellow (my skin is more visibly yellow than in these images) and i hate clawing all my skin off and being covered in scabs, and not being able to sleep because of that, and i hate shitting all the time. just want to be sexy and cute again fml

I need to eat but it's really hard to make something

getting myself out of bed at 3 am to play fallout

Oh how I hate how flip floppy my brain is

hhgfhgjkskjdf unfortunately i have to be brave and set a boundary for myself 🧎‍♀️

hating agamemnon (and by extension 'stanning' clytemnestra) is not the edgy classics take you think it is

every time someone tries to talk to me about classics and instantly has blind hate for agamemnon i'm just like 'ah. so you've only read book 1 of the iliad. noted.'

Someone at work got mad at me for something that was entirely their fault and now I can't sleep because I keep thinking about the interactions.

inner peace is like weightless bright clouds drifting away while watching over the world. But on some days inner peace gets disturbed, it gets heavy, too much to keep it in and that is okay. You just have to sit down and let the dark clouds rain, let that storm out until you're weightless, bright and ready to face the world again.

I think you read too much into the Kakasaku secret: it only said that during the war arc (not during the whole show, just this arc) there was more shippy moments between Kakashi and Sakura than between Sasuke and Sakura. I don't understand why you needed to bring Gai into the mix (and I'm a big Kakagai shipper myself). The secret maker wasn't comparing Kakagai to Kakasaku nor were they being antagonistic to other ships or shipper in this secret. I feel fans are being too harsh and too judgy towards someone they know nothing about and who, as far as I saw, didn't do anything wrong here.

1) if you’re going to talk ships that i’m not going to be favorable towards, put an * in the name so it doesn’t show up in the tag please. Tumblr tagging is a whole ass mess and you just having the ship name untagged is probably going to land this in the tag where it does not belong

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I brought up both Gai and Obito as a ‘hey Kakashi was being tender and kind towards more than just his student yet people like this would probably tell me and others that those are ‘best friends you can’t ship them they’re platonic besties’ while romanticising a ship between a student and teacher. I didn’t bring them up cuz the op of the confession was making comparison’s, i made an appropriate comparison of ‘hey Kakashi was also tender with these two age appropriate people yet you’re gonna sit here and be like ‘nah, he was def gonna be cannon with his student’ which is gross enough

3) if you’re unblocked, talk to me on the confession page not here. The confession page is for these conversations where they can happen so my page can stay focused on good shit. If you’re blocked… i don’t know what to say the block is pretty clear.

To summarize: someone sent in a confession saying they totally thought Kakas*ku would be canon, so they thought kakashi a 31 yr old would get with his 16 yr old student, because Kakashi was …

Being nice to her. Holding her up, supporting her, saving her from falling into a pit of lava and such (when Kakashi’s whole motto is ‘don’t let my precious people die) 

I simply brought up Gai and Obito to say ‘hey, Kakashi did these things with these other two people but you’re not reading that as romantic? Just the fact he was kind to his student?.

‘Too harsh and too judgy’

Nah, when you say you genuinely thought Kishi and his editors were gonna be perfectly fine warping an innocent student-teacher bond into something romantic you deserve a little judgment. At no point was a cruel, i didn’t call anyone names, and i wasn’t melicious.

I simply stated facts: kakashi was soft towards multipul people yet the canon one they saw was him and his student? Kakashi was 31 and sakura was 16 which is inappropriate as f****. The reach to call Kakashi being soft ‘romantic attraction’ in an arc where he was soft with multiple people is pretty big and must have hurt something, and then my inly other comment was when an Anon brought up how Kakashi was ‘pushing Sasuke towards Sakura in boruto’ which was a misread scene. Kakashi was trying to help Sasuke bond with Sarada, his daughter. The only time Sakura came up in that scene was when she showed up and Kakashi tapped out saying ‘i’ll leave this to someone more qualified’ (since you know, sakura is sarada’s mother?

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when we fade into nothing, when we go up in the smoke

we'll beg God for a mercy that He knows we'd never show

"mercy" // 'finding god before god finds me' // bad omens

still vers and sappy moments under the cut

this design was heavily inspired by a design by nick ruffilo, and i've been wanting to use it as animation practice for a hot second. this song also happens to be one of the favorites of the person who got me into this band, whom i am fortunate to call a dear friend and an artistic mentor. their support (and endless supply of inspiration) is something i never thought i'd be lucky enough to have, and i'm grateful for it every single day as i grow and find and fill my niche in the art community and in the world as a creator. thank you <3

im starting to get the feeling of being disconnected from everyone again and it just happens to be around the same time it started last year🙃

i can literally never get high in front of [redacted] because i WILL act a fool and i WILL sit on his lap 🫶🏽

i am literally So tired i would do Anything if it meant i could relax in yoomtahs arms and never have to worry abt anything again