I am so sorry you're having a hard time with work. If it's any consultation, I work at a nursing home, and we've had 4 covid outbreaks in my facility and have to get tested weekly. And I've had people in my family get covid twice. But I've been super careful and wore masks, gloves, and washed my hands like crazy, and I haven't gotten covid at all. So it's definitely not something that's inevitable, it's possible to not get it, even if you work with people who do. Just make sure to take the proper safety precautions, and remember to put your health (physical and mental) first and as your top priority. You've got this!!
Thank you, nonnie. Thank you thank you thank you!
Aaa a fellow nursing home worker!😭 My home tested twice a week anyway, but with the outbreak which started last week, they're asking us to test every shift (so for me that's three times a week) and reintroducing further tests which get sent off to labs and professionally analysed alongside the standard tests (so I do three lateral flow tests a week and one PCR). And, like you, my family have had covid once already and I was the only one who didn't get it.
I'm so sorry you're having these experiences, they're so scary and you're so brave to be able to face them. It's genuinely terrifying and I don't understand why people are acting like the pandemic is over or like covid isn't so serious anymore (my family fall into this and they keep saying I'm being irrational and????)... Compassion fatigue, for one. Being tired of the pandemic for another, all of which are valid and I understand them but. Facts are facts and we can't say they're not there just because we're tired. Obviously it's a more nuanced discussion than that but you know what I mean.
Masks, gloves and frequent handwashing is what I've been doing as well and so far, I've not had covid either. We're in this together, nonnie!!!!!💪
My family keep telling me I should "just let myself get covid because it has no guts now and it's just like a mild flu" and I'm like... FLU KILLS PEOPLE!!!! COVID IS SERIOUS!!!! PEOPLE ARE DYING!!!! WHY ARE YOU NOT AS SCARED AS ME???? They WERE until they got it themselves and now they don't care.😰
Thank you thank you thank you, truly, for the comfort and encouragement. I'm less white hot HOLY FUCK panic and more "okay this is bad but if I protect myself as best as I can, I'll be okay" with a lot of fear and anxiety. But the panic is out of my system now. I stood in the doorway last night after I came home and my mind was
Dirtydirtydirtydirtydirty
But I didn't know where to start until I just... disinfected all my bags, belongings in the bags, uniform in the wash, etc etc and eventually I got myself settled.😭 This whole thing has admittedly tipped me into being germaphobic and when I don't know what to do, I let it do the talking for me because right now there's no such thing as TOO safe.
I'm so proud of you nonnie, you're doing amazingly and I appreciate, deeply, your message! Knowing none of us are alone in this is a huge comfort. I worry immensely for myself as well as other people and I'd never forgive myself if I got people sick just because of my work situation. I worry for you and all the other essential workers.
Please please take care of you, nonnie, and know I'm always here if you ever want to vent or chat or anything!💜🫂💜