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  • dramaticalcorgi
    26.05.2022 - 12 minutes ago
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  • llawiletisjesus
    26.05.2022 - 14 minutes ago

    do you think misa wrote weird self insert kira fanfiction before she got her death note?

    #death note#misa amane #she would have #maybe that will be my next project
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  • deathnote-dramanmusical
    26.05.2022 - 23 minutes ago

    Death Note: the musical

    Hurricane (ins)

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    #death note #death note the musical #hurricane#light yagami
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  • deathnote-dramanmusical
    26.05.2022 - 25 minutes ago

    Death Note: The musical

    Borrowed Time- Jang minje

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    #death note #death note musical #death note the musical #death note korea #death note 2022 #jang minje #misa amane torture
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  • deathnote-dramanmusical
    26.05.2022 - 28 minutes ago

    Death Note: The musical

    Stalemate- Hong Kwang Ho, Xia, Kei

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    #death note #death note the musical #death note musical #death note 2022 #death note korea #hong kwang ho #xia#kei#misa amane#light yagami#l lawliet
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  • yyyllyyy
    26.05.2022 - 29 minutes ago
    #hi i'm not dead just got a new phone and forgot my password lolz #death note#mmmkay
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  • deathnote-dramanmusical
    26.05.2022 - 31 minutes ago

    Death Note: The Musical

    Stalemate- Ko Eunsung, Kim Sungcheol, Jang Minje

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    #death note #death note the musical #death note musical #death note the musical korea #death note 2022 #ko eunsung#jangminje#kim sungcheol#light yagami#misa amane#l lawliet
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  • deathnote-dramanmusical
    26.05.2022 - 36 minutes ago

    Death Note: the musical

    The game begins- Kim Sungcheol

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    #death note #death note the musical #death note the musical korea #death note korea 2022 #death note 2022 #kim sungcheol#l lawliet #L death note
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  • deathnote-dramanmusical
    26.05.2022 - 41 minutes ago

    Death Note: The musical

    Borrowed time - Kei 

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    #death note #death note the musical #death note musical #death note korea #death note 2022 #kei#misa amane
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  • crappydeathnote
    26.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Soichiro giving Light The Talk

    L already taught him.

    thanks for the request, anon!

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  • weird-introvert-posts
    26.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    catgirl-Misaaa in the outfit I made for her

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  • fumifooms
    26.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    L’s sugar addiction & self-medication : character analysis

    I have some thoughts on L and his relationship to sugar that I haven’t seen from others yet surprisingly, so I’m making this post that hopefully won’t get too long definitely became long af. I’m very open to counter-arguments or people adding on to this.

    Some context: I 100% see L as autistic and there’s honestly no debate to be had, even though I don’t think it was done intentionally. (I respect others having different perspectives, I just think it’s objectively the most fitting label/explanation and I’ll act like it’s a given through this analysis). I’m autistic myself, “high-functioning” meaning I mask decently enough, diagnosed at 18 and started taking concerta for attention this month at 19, I’m also INTP if that matters and yeah uh as a kid I identified a lot with L and Near and wow surprise surprise I got a bit unhealthily reliant on sugar for a while there, so here I go. 

    Other context headcanons: L has autism, but is undiagnosed, which I believe mostly because Wammy’s House seems to be outside of the government and society’s eye and it didn’t seem concerned with diagnosis or mental health, the time at which Death Note was written in, and just general vibes idk. Even if he was diagnosed, he strikes me as the kind of autistic who wouldn’t care about the label and wouldn’t give much thought to it -mostly because he gives 0 shit about masking tbh and he’s highly fact oriented-, thinking he works well as he is and that medication would change him and the rupture to his habits sound unpleasant, even if down the line it’d be very helpful and it actually doesn’t change you as a person chill. Yeahh, I have an aversion to drugs of any kind, outside stuff affecting my brain chemistry just gives me a big nope, that’s including alcohol, coffee and painkillers, so I can relate even if it’s something I have to get over, and he seems the type of not wanting to be under any effect. Anyways point is: he doesn’t take meds and isn’t super aware of his condition, despite being knowledgeable in his habits and needs in many regards in canon, on the spot I’m thinking about his sitting pose = brain power stat for example. 

    So why the sugar? The canon explanation is something along the lines of it giving him the energy he needs because he sleeps so little. Yeah fair, that does make sense, and also fits in with what I’ll be talking about:

    My explanation: L self-medicates with sugar, which lead to sugar addiction. And I’m being 100% unironic. Those words are thrown around jokingly a lot but sugar addiction is a real issue that doesn’t get addressed much. Confirmation that L’s relationship with sugar is an addiction might even have been like, explicitely stated in canon at some point? But I haven’t seen that around and my memory really isn’t that good. So yeah there’s probably L’s picky food taste because of autism sensory issues in there as well, him just liking the taste and all and wanting same food, but this level of always eating it is more than just a preference. I’m sorry fellow autistic guy that only ate potatoes for all his life and got massive problems, but at least potatoes don’t influence your brain chemistry. Even if it started as a preference and continues to be such, if he’s addicted or not with how much of it he consumes is out of his hands. And where my earlier rambling comes in is: I think he’s unaware that it’s an addiction, I think he doesn’t think much of it, he overestimates his agency and control over his diet, even if he does recognize his dependency on it to a degree. L eats sweets pretty much constantly in canon, so that part won’t be argued about, I’m more interested in the why and how of it.

    Let’s refine what sugar addiction is a bit, have this article. (It implied at one point that sugar can’t be truly/gravely addicting but it shows facts comprehensively so I’ll let it slide) Sugar addiction pretty much demands that you eat sugar constantly to get the effects (energy, stimulation that makes your head feel clearer) you seek, when the addiction is in full swing. Sounds self-explanatory yet?  Is sugar addiction real? Further reading: healthline.com article, theguardian article, someone’s journey. It’s a complex and debated issue, and sugar is still something important to have in certain quantity in our bodies, I don’t claim to be a biochemist or expert on the topic. 

    Ok but why sugar? Why would he get addicted? Why does L feel like he need it? Well even if it wasn’t a full on addiction, which in his case it is, sugar gives energy, as mentioned, it can somewhat act as a stimulant. Without mentioning that sugar is widely spread and seen as pretty casual, it’s easy to get into eating it way too much and thinking nothing of it, like coffee, especially if you don’t suspect your craving of it is tied in with how your brain works. In autism, if you tend to be understimulated, you can get prescribed stimulant medication that’s intended or generally given to people with ADHD, like me with concerta, it’s really not that uncommon. Have these article tidbits that adress it as self-medication:

    (article 1: addcrusher.com “How You Are Self-medicating your ADHD” - Article 2: Medium.com “Why Adults With Undiagnosed ADHD Often Turn To Self-medication”)

    Why do you think L needs stimulants in the first place? He has shown to want more stimuli in general, rather than being overstimulated, even if he does like to have a calm controlled environment. I, too, am an autistic person that gets understimulated easily, which mostly leads me to listen to fast paced music as stimming when doing college exams, etc. L seeks the mental stimulation of puzzles and it’s the only thing he shows interest in doing (canon), again because of the stimulating entertainment factor. Because he doesn’t mind situations that put him under pressure, or in contact with a team of people or in public. He doesn’t mask to appear nice or neurotypical, but he does show no discomfort about an overwhelming amount of stimuli in general. Also because he stims in other ways than solving cases: tapping his feet, playing with food, etc. And, last of all, the reason of this essay, because he eats sweets all the time. 

    Okay, but sugar as self-medication? Really? Where does your personal experience come into this? Like I’ve mentioned here and there, I get understimulated easily and I only started taking stimultant meds veryyyy recently. That stuff is instinctual; you’ll tap your feet mindlessly if you need more stimulation, if you’re hungry you’ll eat, if you want coffee you’ll get it, if you have a lil sugar craving you’ll seek to quench it, even if you don’t really know why. You do what makes you happy, and if sugar makes you feel good for a while, makes you feel energized or think more clearly then subconsciously you’ll start wanting it more often, hence why you start out not thinking much of it. I wouldn’t describe my case as an addiction, I don’t think I really got withdrawal or super bad or anything, but there definitely were days when i’d constantly be craving and/or eating sweets, always taking breaks from fruitless work to grab another sugary snack every 15 minutes or every hour. Gummies or other candies, cookies, marshmallows, and for a while even literal packets of refined sugar. They were food cravings like any other, feels like “I want some pizza”, but underlaced with need, and a feeling that you’ll feel and function better once you’ve gotten it. But the craving never stops, and you’re never satisfied, you only ever end up taking more and more and more. Yeah, I’d class my experience as an attempt at self-medication, definitely. Often when I'd take a lot and keep surrendering to the craving for more it’d just lead to more intense hyperactivity, manic symptoms and my body going bonkers with sweating and shaking and stuff, but sometimes it’d genuinely help me focus on schoolwork and on concentration. 

    Conclusion: It’s a stimulant, so it helps L. It makes him feel like it’s helping him think better and be more awake, so he takes more. It keeps working to some degree even if it’s unhealthy, so he never stops it or tries alternatives. That’s kind of all there is to it, in the end. L puts a great deal of interest in his mental state for productivity purposes, but has never seemed to have any care in his body’s health at all, so I don’t think he’d care to change even if he knew how bad it was anyways.

    Tangent:  I also like the thought of Wammy’s House being pretty abusive in that neglectful (and manipulative) way and Watari being such an enabler, all focused on performance rather than healthy behavior and thought processes, which does work for iq results apparently but at what cost. L and Mello especially def have some self-destructive habits. Anyways yeah- I like that angle instead of the whole thing being “haha quirky”, it sounds narratively consistant and compelling for the tone of the Death Note franchise. I’m sure Watari honestly believes he’s doing a good thing and helping L working at his best condition, to some degree, but yeahhh feeding the guy under your care only sweets for years without steering him towards healthier alternatives is bad if we want to do a realistic analysis, especially if you’re the one who raised him/organized the environment in which he grew up. 

    Actual conclusion, more in-depth: So what does this all mean for his character, if I’m getting angstier: L is driven into his detective work not because of some grand passion or ambition (canon), but because working on cases is the only thing interesting enough for him (also canon) aka the only thing that gives him enough stimuli to not be understimulated and painfully bored, but for that lifestyle of constantly chasing high stimulation he also needs substances that give him a rush. The whole thing is extremely unhealthy and unsustainable and L will crash and burn out eventually at any given moment. Kind of a tragic character, huh. He died on his thoughest case ever, his interest driving him to take risks and get more invested and stressed than ever.

    L’s laser focus on objective productivity while ignoring the fact that he has human physical needs just like everyone else, likely from a feeling of superiority and uniqueness not entirely unfounded, makes him blind to his very real issues. Being an irl L isn’t cool, it’s sad and unhealthy, cringy for everyone else around you. You may think you have metaphysics and the meaning of life or lack thereof pegged, but that won’t do you any good while you’re on the floor in a manic episode or burnout. I’ve been there mate, but seriously, gain perspective and grow some self-care, being purely statistic oriented is stupid. 

    Give this man concerta. And a therapist he’ll condescendingly dismiss and talk over, but therapy nonetheless.

    #death note#l lawliet#character analysis#analysis#sugar addiction#self-medication#essay#wammy's house#asd#autism#actually autistic#enabling#fumi rambles#my posts#my content#my analysis #i don't wanna sound pretentious y'all sorry if that came across that way #I respect u even if u disagree with this /gen #just word vomit that happens to be slightly personal and researched #no but seriously abusive wammy's house when #where are the takes #long post #i could have written this better more compellingly but oh well #my meds still aren't really working well so finishing this was a challenge #neurodivergence #tossing this into the world and accepting reaching perfection isn't always worth it: development
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  • lawli37
    26.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    misa amane screenshot redraw on procreate ! ^_^ I still find procreate kinda tricky (I normally use csp and a huion graphics tablet) but it's rly fun !!!! need to try it out again but I've been busy lately :(

    #death note #death note fanart #dn art#amane misa#misa amane #misa death note #my art
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  • meromakesnoise
    26.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    i love it

    #light yagami#death note #rick and morty
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  • lightannoyance
    26.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    What do you think the death note characters go to pose for a picture is?

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  • juicequeen21
    26.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    Misa would take great joy in waxing L's legs

    #death note #death note headcanons #l lawliet#misa amane #shed be sadistic with it too #Light would be recording the whole thing laughing
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  • juicequeen21
    26.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    Near would probably eat pizza, crust first just to upset people

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  • everymisa
    26.05.2022 - 2 hours ago
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  • stil-lindigo
    26.05.2022 - 3 hours ago

    name on your skull, your favourite engraver. 

    prints
    #our flag means death #our flag means gay #ofmd#edward teach#blackbeard#izzy hands#israel hands#blackhands #their relationship is so toxic but the way they need each other makes me so fucking feral #i truly believe they do love each other in sometwisted way #and that losing each other would be like losing a part of themself #but god #g o d #stillindigo art #they make me go insane #the relationships in this show #also pls note eds foot placement #thats all ill say on the matter #also caption is lyrics from tiny boy by von
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