Why? I seem to be always asking why?, I’ve got this need to understand. Too strong to ignore but dangerous to listen to. Sometimes you don’t want the answer and sometimes they’re not willing to give it.
I may not have done anything wrong. One of the hardest things is realising and accepting when something is someone else’s issue that they’ve tried to project onto me.That guilt isn’t mine. It never was. Let. It. Go.
like im tired dude and at this point, although i will absolutely side-eye and probably avoid/block someone who has active h*rry p*tter on their blog, if they arent giving jkr money and there is no like, actual transphobia theyre spouting, i really do not see the benefit of labelling them as a Disgusting Monster Who Must Be Shamed; i have better and more productive things to do
#*deep space noises* #jkr is actively working to demolish trans rights in the uk- i in contrast do not care abt some randos hp blog that much t b h
Me seeing Alex’s four eyed, redheaded, hipster bitchass:
#alex yiik #yiik: a postmodern rpg #rpg game#indie games#hatefixation#shitpost #you have no idea how deep my hatred for this game is #I saw grimkids live-blogging of the game and got immediate flashbacks of how fucking awful this game is #dude I just can’t with this game or its creator it’s all just a hellish sight to behold #and yet I can’t look away #it consumes me
So you complain about All Time Low not doing anything, begging them to release music then when they're working on music, you say "not like this though." Guess someone should have told them you don't like it so they can't do a cover of a song they like. It's almost as if this isn't just about you.
it’s almost as if this is my blog and i can say whatever i want 🤔
#lmaoooo #bro like my tags are not serious #it’s not that deep fam #i’m just here to vibe #if what i say bothers you you are truly free to leave no one is keeping you hostage here #i’m not begging them to do anything i’m talking to myself on MY blog #none of this is @ anyone except those who are just here to vibe as well #atl#answered ask #my first anon hate in this iteration of my blog such an honor #bring it on i have sassy replies for days
Nope i will get anxiety and i will think you forgot about me and then i will make myself sad
You tell them. You lay it out for them. You make it as clear as possible. And they still left. They still did what they wanted to do. They kill you with their absence when they know that you will die in their absence. They forget about you and you are reminded that you are forgettable. And you are always on the verge of crying. And I am so tired. So very tired. Somebody take me away from hope.
Just turned 23. Problems are the same. Heartbreak still hurts. Seeing your parents worried still breaks your heart. I still am hoping and still getting crushed. I am still crying with no one to hold me. I am still waiting for something without knowing what it is. I am still getting reminders that people leave. And you can lock the door to keep them in but they will then sneak out the window. Realising I am an afterthought at best. And nothing at all at worst. But there is one thing that I have learnt. I am there for myself. Have been and will be. The thing about rock bottom is, the only way to go is up now. Maybe it will work out. Maybe it will suck. Maybe is the only constant. There will be uncertainty and there will be expectations unmet. And you would not want it. But that's life, you get what you get and you try to make the best of it. I am so tired. And I can't do this. But I know that I will wake up tomorrow and I will do it. Because we show up.
The new merch dropped an hour ago and I’m already working on a drawing for it. ]
#//I literally dropped everything I was doing to go and draw #//instead of packing I decided to draw. a horrible decisions but here I am #//also since both of them are on this blog I'm allowed to show the w.i.p lmao #▻「✰♕✰┆Whispers from the deep Abyss ┆✰」⇢ ALICE TALKS
what if i told u my first rp blog was actually a young au endeavor
#GOD IS AN EGOIST++ ;OOC #DOGMA DEEP LORE #it was bc i played him in a server i think in an ageswap au (ie all the students were heroes and the heroes were students) #mostly out of necessity? #but then my friends encouraged me to play him more and make a blog for him #so i did #because i was 15 #it was abandoned pretty fast but thats how i met my first rp friend who #im not even sure if theyre still active hold awn
Don’t be afraid to sign off when you need to. We are worthless as voices, as activists, if we can not function ourselves. That’s something I’ve had to learn as a chronically ill lady. It’s better for me to rest now and come back tomorrow then push through.
I've seen them tags on stripper mc 👀👀👀👀👀👀 big purrr
I'm working on it lol XD sadly it got struck with my never ending writing problem of; what if it was just horrifying with no real sexual relases and it was only pain? :D wouldn't that be fun!
One of these days I will like actually write smut it's just difficult for me I guess XD needs more torture?? Idk XD I'll figure it out one of these days I promise.
#ren hana thirst hours #i have an easy time writing ot for my own characters but like fanfic stuff im looking away when i have to write it XD #i think its like my brain is going: omfg ren hana?? i nervous umu what if he isnt into it?? #as if im not controlling the narrative #where with Taylor im like yeah and she fucks you with a stap so hard you fucking bleed #or Randall on his blog deep deep in there i wrote a fic where he fucks a corpse full on no cap #but fanfics oh nu umu im s-scared...what if wen hana nu like? sad >m<
Hey, here a little tip! Please don't use 'epilepsy warning' as a warning, because when people search for the word on tumblr to find some mutuals to talk about their experience all those flashing images appear. So instead use 'flashing lights' as a warning! That works much better for us to prevent seeing those lights. Also add it to the tags because a lot of people only blacklisted tags so we can still see texts with information about epilepsy! :] This also goes when you reblog stuff like that btw! :D
ah yeah, still publishing these asks because its good advice to keep circulating in light of the twitter exodus
#also jfc 2015 #howd somebody get 7 years deep on my blog #dont make me aware of how long ive been on this site