mom i threw up
mom i threw up
I don’t think clothes have a gender but I wanted to experiment at least a little with outfit possibilities and just really had the urge to give him some Doc Martens and hot pants.
You can bet Eileen is beyond pissed that Walter somehow managed to send him to the hospital.
website for SILENT HILL 4.
Gimme ur Eileen headcanons (your choice for which numbers!)
I do what I have in mind owo
Sad headcanon -
Drinking headcanon Eileen doesn't like to drink, well, not to the point of getting drunk. She doesn't understand why there's this "use" at parties. Why should it be fun if you end up forgetting that you had fun?
Angry headcanon She's actually a really patient person, can't get angry
Fear headcanon She liked blue, but now is a really scary color for her
Musical headcanon OH YEAH SHE'S A HUGE FAN OF MUSICALS. Unfortunatelly she doesn’t always have the time and money to see the shows in live
Food/Cooking headcanon Yeah uh........well, she is good at surviving without poisoning herself let's say this
Shopping headcanon Oh, she likes shopping! Shopping of completely useless objects like frog porcelain statues
Childhood headcanon -
Sleep headcanon After the Walter Sullivan case she can't sleep well without having a nightmare, the only way to sleep decently is to call Henry everynight for talking about their day or just for listening at his calming voice. She actually wants to invite him to her place, but everytime she discards that thought because she doesn't want to disturb him
Driving headcanon She can drive, that's it
Friendship headcanon -
Sex headcanon *Anne arrives* this is the horny police u are on arrest
Romance headcanon Eileen and Henry are really good FRUENDS, but she wants to take his hands and fill his face with kisses. Everytime she looks at him.
School headcanon -
Technology headcanon -
Family headcanon -
Joke headcanon If in a social context there is a shy person she always tries to break the ice with a funny joke. She found out that with Henry is extremely complicated
Choose your own topic! sHE'S NO-binary and pansexual u can't change my mind
I know this started as “Eileen but as Henry’s hot twink neighbor” but I also wanted him to be able to beat the shit out of Walter and hold Henry at the same time so...
one year after The Incident (don't worry, henry got a smile out of her afterwards)
youve seen eileen with henrys shirt now get ready for henry with eileens shirt
i dont think these guys are medical professionals, but shit ill let em try anyways
Kinda like, a remake(?) of the old pic(?) I guess
Softer World 5, Eileen/Henry (because... ice cream cute...)
my five year plan is to maybe go out for ice cream this afternoon? (Live every day like the ice cream store is closing.)
The A.C. didn't work, mid-July, and the damn thing was broken again. Filling every room with a thick humidity like the shower had been left on hot to cloud the room, but without the comfort coming from promotions of standing in the hot water and refusing to think. The heat marinated the apartment in misery. Henry stared at the wall, sweat collecting under his collar, bitterly chewing on his lip as he thought about how to approach her.
One day at a time, one day at a time. Easier said and chanted than the days were to be actually taken.
Eileen and Henry had in essence, swapped roles since the end of the world and their moving out and away without much other than a wave at old Mr. Sunderland, who seemed as haunted as they felt.
Henry couldn't stand to be inside all day, once content to watch an endless stream of trashy television just so he didn't have to think about going to the store, every handful of hours he now had to just step outside and breathe, not for too long, now after a few months he'd managed a solid four-hour streak of being indoors, but it had started to make him too antsy then. Worrying as he always did now that he'd be trapped again. This time permanently. Maybe next year he could sleep through the night without an eleven pm smoke. Or a two am smoke. Or a five am smoke. Maybe he could get a solid eight hours.
Eileen had retracted inter herself. Become nothing more than a shell at times. It was like watching a flower wilt in a glass case, unable to stop it. Unsure if he could help.
Eileen stayed holed up in her room often now. When she spoke she tried to regain that spark, that kindness she had, but it felt like all the effort she had left in her was spent trying. He tried not to intrude on her room, having seen inside once or twice to find she had difficulty with leaving to remove dishes or do laundry. He could imagine she spent many days and nights in that locked room, rotting alone in that bed with a deep sense of melancholy or muscle paralyzing fear. He had the feeling he wasn't just projecting himself onto her this time.
He knew, he had to know, she needed someone to help her, she needed something, someone to push her to help herself. And Henry knew he could only keep himself afloat for so long.
He approached the door, raising a hand to knock before thinking better of it, and instead clearing his voice and trying to talk to her, hoping she could hear him.
Silence, for several moments silence, and just as he thought to try and speak again, she cracked the door open slightly, one sad green eye peering at him. He found himself at a loss for words.
“Henry, do you need something?”
“Oh uhm…” Henry took deep breaths to remember how to speak, to remember what he wanted to ask her, something he stared in the mirror and repeated to himself over and over, but he’d seemed to have forgotten, grasping for straws. “I just wanted to…see if you're okay…”
“I'm fine Henry.” She shook her head and tried to retreat back into the room, Henry panicking, not wanting her to leave, hoping not to fail her again.
“Well, uhm, did you want to, uh…” He spat out the first thing he could think of, “Did you want to, maybe go out somewhere?” there was a beat, and then she shook her head slowly, he could see her now with the door cracked open slightly. She looked haggard and thin.
“No. I don't…Maybe a different day.”
“Please?” He couldn't help how desperate he sounded. “Please Eileen, I…I'm worried about you. Just for a little bit?”
“I don't think it's safe.” She retreated back a little, guilt wafting off of her like a disease.
“It'll be okay Eileen, ill be with you the whole time. Just for a bit…” He wanted to approach but wondered if it would scare her more, “We could..I dunno just go to the park..or get ice cream. Nothing bad will happen…I promise.”
She hesitated, thinking long and hard about this decision as though it were more important than any other choice she’d ever make. Considering it heavily. He waited, breath held like it was the end of the world.
“Are you sure it'll be okay?”
“Of course. Just for a little bit…I'll be here the whole time. I just…” He couldn’t make eye contact, “I just don't want you…I don't want you to be stuck…well like I was.”
She blinked a few times, and then slowly, hesitantly opened the door and stood out in the hall. Old clothes that sort of smelled like sweat, and messy hair. She still seemed so sad, so scared. That heartbreak the first time he saw her in pain hitting again, different this time, but it still fired him to want to do something, anything, anything to help her.
“Well…well maybe…maybe itll be okay, right?”
“Yeah, it will be.” He promised, offering her his hand, and she took it gently.
“Maybe ice cream is a good idea.” that hint of optimism peaking through.
He smiled lightly and nodded. Small steps, as long as they were forward.
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she is alright
this guy needs kneepads for all the crawling through holes he does
I love the way your face lights up when someone says, “It might be dangerous.” (I am glad we are friends.) [eileen + lynn]
Eileen knew it best to have another person, someone driven and impassioned, someone ready and willing to fight, tooth and nail for something they believed in, to find something to believe in when they didnt have one.
if anyone was more driven than Lynn well, she figured they might as well be a car.
No matter how many times Eileen thought she would back out of something, Lynn would always prove her wrong. That said, Eileen had never asked her to help with something like this, hell, she never asked her to even believe something like this. Something worse than stupid shit like drinking together or going to Devil's Pit, riding those rickety railcars over a canyon taller than the empire state building if the drunk tour guide was correct.
no this was something else. Lynn was more than just skeptical, she almost scoffed at the idea of supernatural beings. Eileen couldn't blame her exactly, she didn't use to really believe in things like that, entertaining the idea sometimes, something of an agnostic. now...she only had two people. Henry Townshend was nice enough, she couldn't imagine not sticking with him after this, but she needed someone she knew before, she needed someone to believe her who wasn't him.
Ignoring other feelings, she just needed a normal person for a moment. She needed more help, there was this feeling that they hadn't broken this curse. they needed someone more stable, and she waited with bated breath after explaining all of this, her whole story, her very own soul laid bare in a hospital room. the sterile room making her skin crawl remembering the dreams.
"I know I sound crazy, I know you probably don't believe me, but I can't tell anyone else, I don't know what I'm supposed to do." She scratched at the cast a little more, it didn't hurt too badly, but it really did itch.
"shit..." Lynn took a massive deep breath, eyes closed as she thought about everything. Lynn could be harsh, she could be blunt sometimes, in a way that was often needed and sometimes off-putting to people that didn't know her well.
"well, I'm not saying you don't sound kind of off your rocker, if I didn't know you id probably say you hit your head too hard but..."
"The numbers are still there...I know they're gonna scar..."
"Hey, don't interrupt," Lynn waved a hand and leaned forward, giving her that dead serious look that used to come off as intimidating, "listen, there's too much here to be bullshit. I don't know, I don't know what to believe exactly, but I do want to help. I think I could probably do that right? I don't know if I totally believe in ghosts or whatever you saw, but something happened. and you need help. you absolutely have to get out of that shithole for one."
Eileen felt her eyes water slightly, maybe just because even if she couldn't quite believe her, Lynn took her seriously. maybe it was the exhaustion, she could hardly sleep, everything still hurt and even Lynn in the doorway had startled her, she was on the taller side for a woman and the shadow frightened her still. but she took her seriously. and this was invaluable.
"God, thank you...I'm sorry," she reached forward and grabbed onto her, pulling her close and gripping her shoulder tightly, crying softly on her shoulder.
"easy...alright," Lynn awkwardly patted her shoulder, "it's alright, we'll figure this out I promise."
"I don't know if it's safe-I mean Henry said he died but...he was already dead...I don't know...I don't want something bad to happen to you too." Eileen sniffed as she pulled away and wiped her eyes. Lynn gave her that look again, that expression that glinted in her eyes. Lynn almost wanted him to be alive if only so she could rip him with her teeth.
"Don't worry about that alright? just worry about getting better. you'll be fine, you're stronger than that. Best I can do is help you, I'm not worried." She nodded firmly, solidly, and Eileen could only smiled slightly as she gripped her arm and shook it.
If Lynn was anything, she was a rock.
this started as me just wanting to draw robbie rabbit bunny slippers but i blacked out and now ♥️eileen♥️
henry and eileen definitely got married and had like 5 kids and they're gonna like die together...like...absolutely
So, today is no work day (sadly saturday will be work day)
So i just, tried that exercise(?) of using color palettes for a better color understanding(?) I guess, sooo, Eileen (*￣3￣)╭ I just added the green of the eyes, the darker blue of the makeup, and a tint of green/yelllow