#elliott talks Tumblr posts

  • pbrty2
    22.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

    decided to add to my list of anxiety diagnoses i’ll never actually get checked out. cavities so bad im gonna need to get the teeth removed and then won’t be able to pay for implants

    #elliott talks #its because i have a headache. and it hurts a lil whenever i bite down on my right side #its actually probably from clenching my jaw. from anxiety. but
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  • pbrty2
    22.05.2022 - 9 hours ago

    I like how nobody talks about how there's a character in fleabag called "creepy jake" who is a 15yo boy with autistic traits and every time he comes up the whole joke is basically haha, he's creepy and weird. fleabag says he might kill someone one day at one point

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  • pbrty2
    22.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    okay so fleabag is for straight girls who hate themselves

    #elliott talks #im like 3 mins in and tired and alienated and a little horrified #like no... i don't know what it's like to meet up with a guy at 2am in my own home but still feel the need to #dress up uncomfortably and shave and act like i didnt know he was coming #i also don't know what it's like to be so drunk i let a guy fuck me in the ass despite not being totally comfortable with it? #are you okay??
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  • pbrty2
    22.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    kids in movies/tv shows are way too creative about mean nicknames with like rhyming and shit irl people just get called slurs and keep it movin

    #elliott talks #watching a movie and the main guy is like i used to get called simple simon #first off what modern high schooler uses simple as an insult. second off too many syllables #hed just get called stupid point blank
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  • pbrty2
    22.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    okay gang. things are not looking good

    #elliott talks #suicid*l. again. #<- censored so the weirdos who reblog vent posts don't interact with this one. lol. #but like. the things i usually do. not working. want to give up. very cool
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  • pbrty2
    21.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    good thing about drinking your feelings away: being drunk is fun and you get a reprieve from feeling like shit :) bad thing  about drinking your feelings away: if you fail you now are drunk AND sad. L

    #elliott talks #im not having fun guys i managed to be happy drunk all day but now im sad #AND drunk but not even in a fun way im just crying AND i suck at like fine motor skills
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  • pbrty2
    21.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    im not sure why people still think the social media accounts for huge companies are run by interns but they’re not. feel free to bully the social media editor thats not an overworked intern thats someone whose whole profession is to be #relatable

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  • pbrty2
    21.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    this is my stanley from the stanley parable headcanon

    #elliott talks #no its not ive hardly played the stanley parable #tsp #the stanley parable #severance#mark s
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  • pbrty2
    21.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    why did everyone start using the smiley face emoticon with this ^ nose i keep seeing it

    #elliott talks #not typing it because it is one of my dumb stupid nonsense triggers el oh el #i hope you all know what i mean tho #its not as bad as it used to be i used to like want to cry every time i saw it now im just uncomfortable #but why does it seem to be everywhere
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  • lvllns
    21.05.2022 - 2 days ago

    holding elliott and sunshine like what’s up with you two huh what’s goin on

    #reed.txt #reed listens to redacted #thinking about elliott ‘i drowned but they manage to resuscitate me’ and sunshine ‘i died and brachium said fuck the balance so i lived’ #and Wondering wots all this then #i should talk abt how much i love elliott more tbh i adore elliott and sunshine #sure glad they aren’t locked in the basement of a creepy cult!!!! #(they said sarcastically) #sunshine is so relatable to me like. i am waving at sunshine like same hat!!!! #it’s abt being a snarky piece of shit who can’t ask for help #and also having death so very intertwined with ur life you know #oh and the nightmares. so many nightmares.
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  • pbrty2
    20.05.2022 - 2 days ago

    the thing about stoners “never” peer pressuring people is a LIE btw. they will say they’re not peer pressuring you and then be annoying when you say no in the same interaction

    #elliott talks#txt #ohhh but its so much better than other drugs its natural... everyone should try it at least once #stfu pls
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  • pbrty2
    20.05.2022 - 2 days ago

    the whole “autism is a spectrum like a color wheel not a sliding scale” and similar type sentiments are like. cool and useful but also i feel like acting like everyone has it just as bad as everyone else and it’s all a societal problem etc etc is also unhelpful? like. i don’t know what it is with people wanting to be like “no i am JUST AS AUTISTIC, and also i’m not high functioning because i have low functioning days” but i feel like implying that you on a bad day having trouble speaking is the same as another person never speaking is. disingenuous?

    #elliott talks #saying this as a low support/high functioning/etc person #bc i understand how terrible burnout is and that existing as an autistic person at all is often frustrating and exhausting and #that it doesn't feel like being functional #and i agree that functioning labels have a lot of problems #but id say those problems are more with labeling an entire group 'low functioning' which is dehumanizing #and using that label to deny them rights #and not like feeling left out because you're ~not as autistic
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  • pbrty2
    20.05.2022 - 2 days ago

    would like to say. i am very sad. thank you

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  • pbrty2
    19.05.2022 - 3 days ago

    like im so glad for the readmore update bc having my dash be clogged by annoying unreadably long posts makes me want to start biting

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  • pbrty2
    19.05.2022 - 3 days ago

    btw the blaze thing is funny and all (and also i have adblock on my pc so it only affects me on mobile) but if any one of you clowns blazes some stupid color of the sky bs and it ends up on my dash its on sight ill commit murder

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  • pbrty2
    19.05.2022 - 3 days ago

    btw if you are my friend and u ever use a word wrong/misspell it and i don’t correct you know that that is me being kind

    #elliott talks #i know its annoying when im like um ackshually... its segue not segway #but it takes so much restraint not to good lord
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  • kirkwalls-dumbest
    19.05.2022 - 3 days ago

    why is Cullen so mean to val?

    I didn’t intend for him to be a good noodle in my story haha

    (sorry, Cullen lovers)

    But to answer your question, it’s because she’s the daughter of a blood mage. So, he’s always been suspicious of her. It just seemed fitting.

    Also, he knew her from Ferelden, so he has extreme prejudice against her because of what happened with Uldred (even though she wasn’t even there when the mages took over Kinloch Hold, but I digress.)

    #anon#wip asks #series: from champion to inquisitor #I have an unpublished chapter about val talking to hawke #and she explains how Cullen was starting to become influenced by the other Templars to hate mages #specifically by my OC Elliott Trevelyan #and sadly she was an easy victim skfjfhsk #definitely not holding back on the abuses of the circle folks
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  • pbrty2
    19.05.2022 - 3 days ago

    honestly... i dont mind “queer community” that much anymore mostly because it did used to bother me but then people started saying “(the) queers” and “(the) gays” casually instead and now i’m like. ok can we go back to the lesser evil

    #elliott talks #its so much worse
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  • pbrty2
    19.05.2022 - 3 days ago

    i wonder if the amegaotaku thing is still goin or what. saw a post on my dash that mentioned her and now im like hm i wonder if the random asks to people thing is still happening

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  • pbrty2
    19.05.2022 - 4 days ago

    the thing w all the pride discourse is like. i /am/ sex repulsed and noise sensitive and easily overwhelmed so like. pride parades or gay bars are not necessarily always comfortable (though. pride is not the sexfest people make it seem like and maybe some of you guys should get accustomed to seeing boobs or ass or dicks as body parts. seeing someone’s body just existing is not traumatizing pls) but like. they’re meaningful and have history and like. gay bars are not even that common (and many of them have shut down over the yrs or are in danger) and pride parades are also like.. annual events a lot of the time and like. you’re really not required to go? things that already exist and that hold a lot of significance shouldn’t change bc of me and like. lgbt book clubs dnd groups knitting clubs support groups EXIST (and if you don’t have any in your area you can like. make one. the people who start these events or groups are just people) like you don’t have to go to these events and then complain about them. you can also not do that

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