I keep doing mouth cherry stem.
It’s genetic. You either can or you cannot.
when says good girl istg my brain melts n i go 🌈🌪🥬🛹🦋👾🍄🪐💫🐣🍳
Just sort of musing my schedule as a mun, but I’ll probably have a bit more time to recover from work, do chores, and RP after this weekend. We’ve got the self checkouts at the store, so my guess is I’m going to be doing more stock work, we all are, So I’ll be less needed during the week, this one was kind of on and off. I’m okay with a few less hours anyways, so I’ll get to be more of a house husband. well enough, my focus has been a little off and I haven’t started a shit ton of new things, since I’ve been sleeping and recovering. I may just look into eating out more since I’m right next to a lot of good places.
I DONT THINK IT IS BUT
WHY IS MISHIMA NOT IN STRIKERS THIS IS AN OUTRAGE
I have given up on Canon Luchino, fanon Luchino forever
((The moment I realized I can use rp as inspo for commission themes is when my wallet started crying. My love for collecting art from artists I like is unfound.))
trying to follow Eurovision in the middle of nowhere Alberta.
Bought a dragon and slapped sparkles on it, now it's a cave-dwelling dragon with blue gemstones on it
Also got Estel modern Sparkle while it was still available, she just needs Flaunt and Innocent Eyes now
“damn she’s more toned than Ill ever be aha”
yeah connor. she’s an olympian
*the Control Ending of The Stanley Parable
If I take the mom designs in pkmn literally, it’s like ‘Grace grows her hair out and eventually becomes nearsighted/needs glasses’
which is funny but just kind of jarring cause my own IRL mom is the whitest blondest person i know-
I've waited 8 months to get an ADHD consultation and the psychiatrist said it's just my 'personality' agfggff what is the point
I have a lot of reading and studying left to do for my exam tomorrow morning. And a gigantic headache that's likely going to be a migraine by the end of today. My body aches and I'd really like to sleep right now which is why I'm off to a cafe to study however long I can cause if I stay home I KNOW I'll either end up asleep or dissociating instead of doing anything.
I am casually in the market for a new Discord server to call home since my previous hangout just closed (trying to convince myself not to make my own because adminning is stressful and my mental health is an utter crapshoot lately, and I tend to take a harder line with rule enforcement than some folks are used to which is very incongruous with my current state of “I cannot have people mad at me ever” that my anxiety has been hitting me with lately lfdghafhgjkfhdl)
Things I am looking for:
Smallish (basically if it’s so active I can never keep up it becomes intimidating and I fall into lurk mode and stop interacting)
Adults only (Look I’m nearly 38, while I am not objected to sharing a server with younger folks I already have SEVERAL all ages servers and I just need a place where I can unwind and know I am talking to other adults x.x bad enough I’m often the oldest person in an adult server I want one place where I don’t feel like I’m somebody’s internet mom djghslfkjdhgjkhdfs)
Someplace that will enforce rules against racism/queerphobia/ableism/etc (if I have to see the word r*tard or its variants yet again I will literally quit the server I am so fuckin tired I get enough of that shit on Twitter it’s 2022 that word has been widely recognized as an ableist slur for over 15 years now get with it please I beg of you)
Primarily based around The Mandalorian (or I guess at this point Pedro in general since I have well and truly fallen down the fandom pit here XD) - I have another Star Wars server full of what seem to be lovely enough people but every time I try to de-lurk the chatter is almost entirely Clone Wars which I have not seen so I feel out of place.
No RPF. Sorry I take a hard line on this one I just... I can’t. I get we all have our daydreams and sometimes we talk about them to our friends but outright publishing full-on (often explicit) fic about an actual non-fictional person, where that person could stumble across it... to me that crosses a line and I will not feel comfortable in a server where RPF is regularly being shared.
My previous server had a rule about no stalker-y shit like trying to discern where the actors are at every moment, and no speculating on their sexuality, relationships, etc. in any way that’s invasive into a part of their life they have not explicitly shared with the public and quite frankly I liked that rule and I would prefer to be somewhere with a similar one in place.
Would very much prefer it if some of my mutuals are already there because I am easily intimidated and I get less so if I already know somebody there. 🥺
I may dip my toes into a few servers and possibly duck out immediately depending. Downside to Discord over the old forum style. A lot of older forums you could at least have a glance over to see what the place was like before joining so you didn’t feel like you might insult anybody by jumping in for like a day then leaving if it doesn’t have the right vibe. 😬
me at my muses: oh so you’ll give me enough muse for an open starter but NOT replies? most of my muses collectively: no, absolutely not. Lance & Cristov: *dominates my mind for weeks on end*