Something I've noticed
I feel like everyone around me is skinny.
I was watching people do presentations as part of my lab yesterday and like every girl that went up was skinny. They all had flat stomachs and prominent collarbones. They had thigh gaps and snat he'd waist. And they were weary these nice dainty outfits. Or nice outfits where they could wear over sized shit but you could still tell they were really skinny.
And I look around campus and I see a bunch of girls that are skinny. It's just not fair. And there's no way they all have Ed's, how do people just exist that skinny in their natural state?
I see some girls that are so skinny even their 00 pants fit them losely.
And I'm just being fat in the corner
Like I hardly see girls that are fat. And even when they are why do they look normal? How are they Abel to wear these outfits and look so good when every time I try to put a nice outfit on I look like an overstuffed sausage.
And then I see other girls who are fat and they look like they have flat stomachs!
How do they do that?
Why can't i be the right kind of fat
Why can't I be the kind of fat that has a perfect body with a magically flat stomach who can pull off cool or reveling outfits and not look gross.
Why does fat only look gross on me?
I wish I was skinny so I could wear what I want to. So that I'm not the fatass in my room with a bunch of skinny bitches. I don't want to be the only fat girl in the class while we all have to stand in front of the class. And they can all see me as the only girl that got up there and was fat. How all of the other people were skinny and put together and I was trying to hide in an oversized shirt.
I thought being skinny and ha ING a flat stomach was supposed to be an unrealistic beauty standard, and yet everyone around me is some how able to fit into the "unrealistic beauty standard"
This sucks phat butt
Do you guys also feel like this?