#grief Tumblr posts

  • keeepmesanee
    20.05.2022 - 36 minutes ago

    Summer Breaks, With You

    I remember summers at your house. My dad was in the Army, so we didn’t get to see each other once a week like other families. We only saw each other in the summer, when I was no longer in school. I loved summer at the ‘big red house’ as I would call it. I loved waking up to the smell of you brewing coffee for grandma. To you getting ready to go to the backyard to water the trees, as you passed by my room and asked me if I would like to join you.

    I remember your green thumb. You taught me many things but one of those things was how to plant trees and flowers. I still to this day remember the tree we planted together in the old red house. From time to time, I still drive past that house and guess what our tree is still up, a school bought that house and made the backyard into a school garden, our tree is part of that garden grandpa.

    I remember how you would play school with me. You would sit down in those little chairs with your knees to your chest and pretend like you were comfortable. How your acting skills came out and you pretended to be my student. I remember you telling me that I would make a great teacher one day; if only you could see how close I am to becoming a teacher. If you were alive, you would be so proud of me, and you would have reminded me of it every day. You would have reminded me of it at graduation, as you handed me a bouquet of tulips because you knew those were my favorites. As you walked into my first classroom, you would have reminded me, followed by a tight hug, and an “I told you, you could do it”. But most of all you would have reminded me how proud you were of me, on those hard, stressful late nights when college seemed impossible.

    I remember our walks around the neighborhood, and that we would have endless conversations. I, however, do not remember many of our conversations, but I wish I did…

    I remember your love for horses. Our rides to the ranch seemed like we traveled across the world.  I remember looking out the window for what seemed like hours but in reality, it was only like forty minutes. I remember the window view going from a big highway, cars everywhere, and houses everywhere to two-way streets, empty desert space, and a random house or ranch from time to time. I remember how excited we would both get when we finally arrived because it meant it was time to feed the horses and then ride them. You taught me that all animals not only horses (even though that was your favorite animal) are our friends, that just like humans they need love and kindness.

    I remember Sunday mornings and how you would force me to go to church with you and grandma. I disliked it because it meant that I had to sit quietly for an hour and listen to conversations that I did not understand that well.

    I remember you being sick. I remember seeing my grandpa change before my eyes. You went from being mentally and physically strong to not being able to get up by yourself and to not remembering who I was. I walked into your house excited because I was finally able to see you, after finally returning from the hospital. As I got out of the car, through the window I saw you sitting on the couch, drawing on your drawing pad. I could not wait for our reunion, to finally be able to hug you, and for you to tell me how much you missed and love me. When grandma opened the front door I ran to you, with arms wide open, and gave you a big hug, you returned the hug. But as you returned the hug, you looked at grandma and asked her “who is this little girl?”. That was my first heartbreak. My second heartbreak was when my mom called me, saying that you had passed away.

    But mostly I remember your kindness and patience. The unconditional love that you had for me and those around you. The excitement I would feel when we would arrive at your house, and you would be outside ready to greet me with a hug, ready to spend the summer with me and make endless memories that I will hold close to my heart for as long as I can remember.

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  • dyketubbo
    20.05.2022 - 42 minutes ago

    ctommy really said it all when he said (c)wilbur wanted to be treated badly so he treated others badly. cwilbur hurting himself and him hurting others often goes hand in hand, and while it is good to not let it be misconstrued that he strictly hurts others to focus on how he hurts himself it is. also not good to try and claim he just doesnt hurt others

    #keeping this part in the tags #but also sui warning #for the discussion in the tags #i think separating suicide completely from the idea that it doesnt just hurt the person who kills themself isss. not great? #people will be hurt by suicide even if they arent the suicide victim. its a part of grief #no it isnt justified for characters like eret and niki to turn suicide into this antagonistic act on wilburs part to hurt them #but it also isnt good to act like all of a sudden you cant feel left behind or hurt when someone kills themself #especially considering a significant part of cwilburs suicide was in fact about hurting others #he literally rigged lmanburg with tnt and has admitted to the fact that passing down presidency was go hurt tubbo #(and to an extent it was likely originally to hurt tommy) #a big part of wilburs self harm is about how he hurts others too #to claim that the others are simply Not Allowed to feel hurt by his actions is a little fucked #AGAIN. THIS IS NOT TO SAY IT IS RIGHT FOR THEM TO MAKE CWILBURS SUICIDE ALL ABOUT HOW THEY WERE HURT #its simply to say that i dont think the solution would be for them to not talk about how it hurt them #nor is the solution for them to not feel hurt at all #its perfectly okay for ceret to feel hurt by what cwilbur did. regardless of whether cwilburs actions were justified or not #you all Have to remember not to tie emotions to the question of whether something is okay or not #discussing whether a character is shitty or not for saying or doing something shouldnt be hand in hand with saying that- #-they werent hurt at all or dont deserve to feel hurt #thats fucked up lol #mask mews #self harm tw #dsmp#wilbur
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  • chimeriphosphate
    20.05.2022 - 58 minutes ago

    mildly fixated on playing noita and a good part is reading words in finnish is endlessly fun

    hämis

    #its only mild because good grief even making the game easier with edit wands everywhere and a random start perk #its STILL ass sometimes
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  • itsjustrayy
    20.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    “I’ve been told so many lies. But you were still the prettiest one I ever heard…”

    #quote#quotes #tw depressing thoughts #sad thoughts#kinda depressing#kinda sad#lonely#mentally tired #mental heath support #mentalheathawareness #alone with my thoughts #i'm so fucking tired #im lost#mentally drained #sad but true #grief tw#struggle#depressing shit #no more lies #tired of being tired #sad boy#lostsoul
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  • userpym
    20.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    janet is so insane. like hank obviously is. there are many things deeply psychologically wrong with him the character trait all writers can at least somewhat agree on is that he's eccentric. he's weird. he's an odd guy he's very strange he needs lots of help etc etc we all know it but janet is like. also crazy. she's also fuckin weird. some guy is like hey i know your dad just died uhhhhhhhhh do you want cyborg wasp wings. do you want to avenge your father's death do you want to fight an alien. with cyborg wasp wings. with ants. AND SHE SAYS YES!!! THIS GUY WHO VERY CLEARLY HAS SOMETHING DEEPLY WRONG WITH HIM WANTS TO DO LIFE ALTERING SURGERY AND SHRINK HER AND SHE SAYS YES!!! GIRL!!!!!!!!!

    #brieuc.txt #hank pym #janet van dyne #anyway theyre both fucking insane people its so entertaining #its not hank being crazy and janet being the straight man trying to look after him theyre both insane human beings together #something something also the fundamentals of being two people heavily effected by grief longing to connect with someone else #and not dealing with their grief by fighting crime n putting their lives on the line as a way for making up for surviving when others didnt #but that would require for this to be a serious blog and im just having goofy times here.
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  • heartnosekid
    20.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    can i get a stimboard for the name ingydar?? and if its okay to request two, could you also do clementine please??? tysm!!!!!

    absolutely! here’s the board for ingydar, i will be posting the board for clementine tomorrow! i hope they’re what you wanted!!

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  • writer-1810sdcs
    19.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    •| Demons |•

    I thought we would be together in this fight But you left me alone with the demons And I had no fighting skills You let me drown in an ocean of my demons and the monsters Until I was completely gone Now I’m dancing with the demons, without you Unprotected, owing them, owning my fear, Becoming friends with them You left me all alone and ran away but I survived the storm by myself

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  • nicollekidman
    19.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    ava: i want to be good let me be good 

    deb: omg random gay looking female comic i loooove your beautiful hands wow you’re sooooo funny :-)......... okay she’s gone get tf away from me 

    #with a sprinkling of circumstantial toruture tempered with genuine bonding over grief? #hacks episode three you're on my hit list #will watch ep 4 later
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  • skycourthouse
    19.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    some of yall have never had any expereinces with how scary gun violence can be and it shows. maybe instead of laughing at those of us with trauma and poking fun at those who've died you should be grateful your country has fucking laws protecting you

    #gun violence tw #like yeah none of u would do it to someones face i know that. but its so exhausting seeing that all the time & having extremely traumatic #memories triggered. and then theres just this burning rage and grief because those are REAL PEOPLE who died. KIDS who died #and youre making their deaths and their communitys grief some cheap punchline. #its always fucking europeans like i love u guys but u are so lucky to be safe from firearms. #in many US states its literally legal to carry around a concealed firearm. pretty much anywhere. #yes you need a liscense to obtain it legally (unless its a ghost gun but thats a different story) but some kid can take parents gun & yk. #its . scarily easy to get your hands on a gun here even in states with the tightest laws like where i live. #its just like.... hey guys. maybe this isnt as funny as u think #tobin talks
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  • highlifeboat
    19.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    Daughters :3

    #daniela literally caused me grief #my art#daniela dimitrescu#bela dimitrescu#cassandra dimitrescu #resident evil 8
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  • michyeosseo
    19.05.2022 - 2 hours ago
    She said that? This cheeky child is like younger me.
    #cdramaedit#cdrama #lady of law #jiang shu ying #liu min tao #女士的法则 #1.07 #1.10 #''lawyer chen can be admitted to a(n alcohol) bar'' lmao gurl pls #xu jie is a fine lawyer but an even better shrink #tell me if y'all wanna see more of their family day #it put the biggest smile on my face #(exact opposite of tonight's cutting grief)
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  • allthosespecialtimesmylove
    19.05.2022 - 3 hours ago

    “you are not the one for me”

    this thought is so fucking freeing

    you are not mine,

    and never will be

    and i’m ok with that

    you don’t love me,

    and that’s fine

    i deserve someone

    who wants me back

    who loves me

    picks up milk when

    they notice we’re low

    someone to follow

    me into record stores

    someone to blow out

    the candle when i fall

    asleep

    so yes,

    you don’t love me

    and i’m more than ok

    with that

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  • 3gremlins
    19.05.2022 - 3 hours ago

    benefits? of living with me: when i'm stressed or grieving, i tend to bake a lot. i'm stressed a lot so there's often cookies and other things in our house ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (we had to say goodbye to our cat last sunday and my brain's been like "let us be distracted and bake stuff" all week. i've barely cried, just baked things and made complex fiddly dinners. grief's weird y'all. anyway i made these hazelnut cookies and i rec them)

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  • rosasappho
    19.05.2022 - 3 hours ago

    all anyone needs to know abt my oc is that she’s incredibly fucked up and there’s something deeply wrong with her and i love her so much

    #something something commentary on grief #ari.txt
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  • girlkaramazov
    19.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

    just woke up from a very VERY elaborate dream in which i was at some kind of animal store and i picked out both a puppy AND a kitten to bring home and what do u know…. i woke up before i got to bring them here…..

    #going through every stage of grief…
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  • stepscounselingconsulting
    19.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

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  • dk-thrive
    19.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

    Our worlds are all scrambled up in a great way. 'Good family' is how I think of them, by which I mean friends that make you feel loved and safe.

    Delia Ephron, Left on Tenth: A Second Chance at Life: A Memoir (Little, Brown and Company. April 12, 2022) 

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  • sweet-fiend
    19.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

    My stomach is so upset from everything today. I can't even fully process everything because I don't even know what's going to happen next. I don't think I've ever been more afraid in my life. I just wish I could tell my mom I'm sorry and that I love her.

    #grief#tw death#mother #tw mother mention #i don't want to upset anyone else #but i'm in so much distress right now #i don't know where to go or what to do with my feelings
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  • art-legetable
    19.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

    I would move and rip and tear and rebuild the whole world for my siblings. And yet, I couldn't do one fucking thing. I am seething in rage right now, at the unfairness of this world. And I ak filling with the need to right this wrong.

    #my sisters whole life #she has worked #and worked #harder and better than everyone else #to the point where the system relied on her #to the point of scorn and jealousy from those around her #and yet #she never got her rewards #she never got the prize #her deserved victories #stolen and taken in form or another #and I couldn't make sure she got one FUCKING THING. #the thing she wanted most. #i have failed you and I am so so sorry #for there is nothing I am able to do right now to fix it. #maybe in time #i will find a way #but for now all I can do is sit conflicted inbetween hapiness and grief.
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  • drowningwavesstuff
    19.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

    Daydreaming and killing nights.🫣

    #prose poetry#short poem#life quotes#my writing#mine #love quote tumblr #poems and quotes #my words #life is strange #this is a cry for help #crytocurrency #sad boi hours #sadcore#good grief#griefsucks
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