me: why do i feel so sad and miserable for the first time in a good while
also me: *is up at 1:37am*
me: why do i feel so sad and miserable for the first time in a good while
also me: *is up at 1:37am*
i want to say something abt how much i love the antiquarian as a character but idk how to word it so look atthis image of her instead
i feel like i'm awash with crushes right now and yet i'm so lacking
transparency post: I'll be drunk all weekend, possibly monday too depending on sunday's result so I want to apologise in advance for what you might have to see
HI SYDDDDD how are you doing :) hands you this baby emu
oh my goodness.... oh. oh she is so shapely... the shape og her........ i want to pet her and hold her tihght and tuck her in and read her bedtime stories. i think she would go snorrrrkkkkk mi mi mi mi and she would be so happy and go on adventures in her dreams... she would walk into my room in the middle of the night like "can i get some water 🥺" anmd i would say YEs one thousand yeses you get some sippy :) creature
shitty reasons i've blocked people including but not limited to: excessive british-isms, disliking my comfort characters, having headcanons i disagree with, t*ylor sw*ft posting, liking characters i dislike, spoiling naruto, and spam-liking
my autistic superpower is that i can make anything be about anything with my pattern brain. songs places sounds food poems books quotes art anything. give me any random thing and 5 minutes and i can make it about black sails or some other hyperfixation
My brain feels like it's gonna yeet out of my skull but on the bright side I figured out a viable plan for my future that realistically could happen within the next year or so if I'm smart about it
‘holly pepper and her girlfriend charlie were the first people i knew to join eden’s gate.’ john said i don’t want to see or be seen by straight people and i respect and understand that completely. same.
kicks and screams i just want to find someone to play dnd with irl but every time i find someone who plays dnd they never invite me to play. they just use me to talk about all the cool campaigns theyre planning while i dont have and never have had a party to play with.
Figuring a rough concept for a fi.refl.y s/i. I prefer making s/is when I know less about in universe jobs and such, means I can do my own thing without feeling too weird about it (and I can always change smth l8r anyway). Second outfit is likely only for his ‘job’. First outfit is going to be his main look .
I thought this was funny so I'm showing you too
I have a linoone and they can fucking DESTROY they can learn moves from tms of almost every type and I have a linoone with
Surf
I just imagine a trainer taking on this random person and then fucking DROWNED
Like just out of nowhere this dog weasel bitch just floods the entire area
One thing I love about Pokemon is how people will take the "less favored" pokemon, love them to death, and come up with the most interesting ways to make them wreck shop. In other words I love this, congrats on your wet weasel lolol
me saying this to myself when i have to leave the house
❥ @otakejin sent ∘*┈୨୧ hc + shopping (senhime)
𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎 ‘ 𝚑𝚌 ‘ + 𝚊 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒’𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚊 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛. / always accepting
i̳n̳ h̳e̳r̳ m̳a̳i̳n̳ &̳ f̳a̳n̳t̳a̳s̳y̳ v̳e̳r̳s̳e̳ (̳ o̳r̳ a̳n̳y̳ v̳e̳r̳s̳e̳ a̳s̳i̳d̳e̳ f̳r̳o̳m̳ m̳o̳d̳e̳r̳n̳ )̳ the sea of eternity isn’t really tied to the concept of currencies nor do they really hold high value over money or treasure. considering the undiscovered depths of the sea , and the plethora of shipwrecks that take place ( both known and unknown ) it wouldn’t be a lie to say that the sea in itself is full of riches. to sen , the sea is benevolent and magnanimous , it gives without expecting anything else in exchange aside from to be treated in the same manner that mortals would treat their own kin. that is to say : with respect , and to show gratitude by taking great care that their actions won’t be harmful to the very thing that is one of the many sources of their riches.
though it is true that sen has the hobby of collecting gems or anything that glitters in the sea , these aren’t items that she would hold so close or dear to her that they would be upset to part with it. if anything, if a person she’s grown close to ever express interest : she’d easily give it away. sen has no concept of greed when it comes to material things , aside from their bodies and their memories , everything else is lost to the tides of time. needlessly hoarding things for sentimentality isn’t a practice she understands , but she does respect it when others do have this habit. afterall , sen’s greatest treasure and most precious item is a literal rock .
in contrast , sen in her modern verse 🧍♀️🧍♀️🧍♀️🧍♀️🧍♀️🧍♀️ shops a lot. impulse buying? stress-induced purchases ? splurging money as a coping mechanism? more likely than you think ! ! the items themselves aren’t expensive , but as a whole , all her purchases are. sometimes ( most of the time ) , she just adds useless things she probably won’t even use to her cart. sometimes , they’re books or art supplies that’s been rotting in her cart for months. she hoards crystals and scented candles , and so many succulents. there is no room in her penthouse that doesn’t have a plant , you step into her balcony and guess what ? more plants. she also buys a lot of toys for her cat ( who has its own room ) and keeps upgrading her fishtank. but despite sen’s spending habit and expensive gifts , she prefers giving sentimental gifts to friends and family.
earlier today, i was really upset and for the life of me could not figure out why. just now at work, i realized that, unexpectedly, the dehp v. herd trial stuff has been triggering to me; and like i don't even know why! i wish for myself at least that i KNEW why it's gotten under my skin so much, but there it is.
so, at least for the next two or three weeks, i'm taking a mental health break. if you wanna just talk, i'll reply to dms. if you'd like my discord info, pls feel free to ask. but yeah, i will talk to y'all later. ✌️ i have a very slow queue going at weird hours. other than those things, i'll be offline for a while.
U deff give off pink and grey energy and I mean that in the most neutral way possible
Okay, FIRST OF ALL. You're a kinda right with the pink, I will give you that one. Some monsters are kinda sexy. SECOND OF ALL, I was bullied because the kids at my school were fuckboy racists.