#ievu zhe Tumblr posts

  • ievuzhe
    19.03.2022 - 2 monts ago

    I wish I wasn’t ugly, I wish I wasn’t unlovable and unattractive and anxious. I wish I could feel any softness of other person. I wish I had a girlfriend. That’s what I ever wish for

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  • ievuzhe
    09.03.2022 - 2 monts ago

    The sadness is breaking my bones like a fucking tractor

    #I don’t wanna leave #but on the other hand I know I have to #and maybe that’ll be even better #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    28.02.2022 - 2 monts ago

    Tomorrow I’m going to help refugees as a volunteer by sorting collected charity and I’m already so super nervous. Idk what I’m gonna do when I’ll need to provide first aid.

    But you know what? I’m gonna make it

    #let’s be not selfish stupid girl #it’s time to help #and I will no matter what it takes #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    22.02.2022 - 2 monts ago

    you understand something when your dad is singing along with abcdfu

    #he don’t know words meaning but it’s still sooo funny #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    21.02.2022 - 2 monts ago

    it’s 5am and im so sad i could puke all my guts

    #im not gonna tell why because im stupid but man i just wanna be loved #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    18.02.2022 - 3 monts ago

    I just need a hug, from anyone, literally anyone, just hug me like you’d hug your plushie

    #I feel so lonely #and scared #and I need psychical touch of love #😞#ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    15.02.2022 - 3 monts ago

    I’m like the most worthless human being on earth

    #it is how it is #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    15.02.2022 - 3 monts ago

    Do you ever do something and then stop and think ‘what’s the point?’ and can’t do it anymore without shame.

    #ievu zhe #just stare at what you did and can’t believe you made this bullshit
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  • ievuzhe
    13.02.2022 - 3 monts ago

    What if I’d make separate side account for my drawings? Is it worth it??

    #would somebody care? #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    03.02.2022 - 3 monts ago

    i already have a date on valentines day, with my therapist at therapy session

    #but like for real #I have an appointment for valentines day #I guess I’ll have to tell about my secret crush haha #🥲#ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    03.02.2022 - 3 monts ago

    When I sleep I usually play some music so my body hurt less, imagine I just lay all in pain and Le parole lontane start to play. Pain so intense I can barely move but man feeling too incredible you can’t put into words. Every word is worth my pain.

    #i usually skip that song because I barely can take that intensity #i for reason have painful sleeping idk what’s influencing it but it feels bad #so I usually vape to calm it down I know it’s stupid but still I can’t sleep properly #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    02.02.2022 - 3 monts ago

    My sister is having Italian online class and me just laying here in my bed and ~envy~ 😒

    #I literally don’t get any word she’s saying but it sounds beautiful #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    31.01.2022 - 3 monts ago

    ok ieva, calm down, no one here to get you, no one here to hurt you…

    #it’s just me trying to comfort myself #man sometimes i get delusional when too tired this isn’t funny but it’s weird #also my mental illness is acting up and I can’t sleep #and I’m scared #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    30.01.2022 - 3 monts ago

    One of museum visitors just saw that I’m a girl and wouldn’t give me his coat, just got it to male employee lol

    #very nice #to know that I’m a girl #and can’t even do my job properly #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    30.01.2022 - 3 monts ago

    Why people are so rude to others who they think are at lower positions? Doesn’t even bother to say thank you when you do something for them. I only worked as a volunteer for one day, but man that one day and I feel miserable. I didn’t sit for 5 hours. So imagine those who works there every day.

    #I run here i run there just to please everyone’s wishes. god I’m so tired #they just don’t wanna see that on my card is written that I’m volunteer they ask me shit like I know everything and then get angry because #I don’t know the answer lol #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    29.01.2022 - 3 monts ago

    I wish I could block every p*rn blog ever existed, you’re disgusting, don’t even touch my posts

    #and if any of them will like this I swear I’ll lose it and kill myself #I know it’s irrational to think like that because they’re probably not even real people #but I’m stupid and simply things like that manage to piss me off #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    28.01.2022 - 3 monts ago

    even if there’s a war in my country and bombshells were exploding around i probably still would lay under my blanket scrolling through tumblr.

    #ugh our little lithuania is always afraid that big russia will attack us but man i couldn’t care less at this point #anyway everyone someday will die #ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    28.01.2022 - 3 monts ago

    man

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  • ievuzhe
    27.01.2022 - 3 monts ago

    My mutuals are babies, that’s it. You don’t even imagine how grateful I am for having you.

    #any follower too #you people make my heart feel so warm and safe #thank you#ievu zhe
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  • ievuzhe
    27.01.2022 - 3 monts ago

    the more im trying to do something the more depressed i get. i guess the only option for me is to do nothing.

    #i literally feel best when im laying down on my bed #it’s so bad but god if im trying to do anything else i wanna kill myself even more #ievu zhe
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