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  • support
    27.01.2014 - 8 years ago

    Everything Okay?

    If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. There are many support services that are here to help. 

    If you are located in the United States, consider reaching out to the National Alliance on Mental Illness HelpLine.

    If you are located in the United Kingdom, The Mix is here to help you with any challenge you are facing.  Reach out online, on social or through their free and confidential helpline.

    If you are reading this from within any other country in Europe,  Mental Health Europe has compiled a list of helplines and other resources in your country. 

    For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

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  • ruins-in-vanity
    16.05.2022 - 50 minutes ago

    sick and tired of this body, just as i was rethinking my hysterectomy cause I haven't bled and thought it finally stopped, it starts again and all of me is in agony and my body is fluctuating and i feel terrible but yeah, i guess im back to having it yeeted as soon as possible.

    #ive been feeling lately like i want to wait before i have it removed in case i do end up eith someone who make the idea of kids feel #worthwhile but as it stands rn i dont want any and going off t isnt worth it if i dont have someone who would make it so #even if that someone just wants to possibility and we freeze the goods and have a surrogate at a later date #cause after that or taking a few rounds id have it all removed and i cant carry a child anyway #even though for him..id kinda want to? #but anyway #i guess im back to potentially missing that opportunity #can i just meet my future husband already and stop having these nights of fear and loneliness and feeling wistful #wanting to run away with him and see the ocean together and lay in bed with my head on his chest #i dont want to day dream anymore i just want him already and talking of our future together and buildinf our plans #the home we want and the places we want to see #all the little things every day that will make us happy #even if its just a song on the radio and fresh bread from the oven and a late night drive for ice cream #i dont want mucj #just a handsome and sweet strong man who loves me as much as id love him #its all ive ever wanted
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  • middener
    16.05.2022 - 55 minutes ago

    thinking about how randvi has remained dutiful to the terms of her marriage contract past mere performance, how she has walked so intentionally around her husband, to protect her clan and her family, how she is /still/ doing that when sigurd is all but now powerless to take action against them, literally an ocean away, with no power to pursue in their homeland that he might use against her family if he felt slighted, the main timelines of the game must take at least a year and it is only by the end of this period that she begins to step out from under that role—NOT the role of ‘wife’ that’s incidental, the reality is that she has in the last five years, earlier, since taking responsibility as her father’s ‘the one who can talk to him’ as a young girl, grown almost unable to see the value in her life, her personhood, to even understand her trajectory and sense of self, if she isn’t using her position of power to protect others

    #it sounds like a good thing but it isn't like she has #disconnected herself from herself and is valuing her #own self almost purely by the service she does for others #that's why she feels so numb when she's alone when she #tries to be alone she just doesn't know who she's in the #room with like she can no longer visualize or understand #herself when she is removed from her constant to work #to protect her family and protect hrafning and build things #for other people and when she spends all day building for #others and then goes back to her empty unchanged room #alone that isn't even /her/ room like she doesn't have any #personal touches in their chambers it's just how sigurd #likes it but even he doesn't really care so it's just sort of #generically 'the jarl's chambers' and she just is there alone #wondering how she got here trying to remember what she's #doing and all that loneliness and doubt just suffocates her #the only thing that clears her head is to say 'i have done #what i have done to protect them all' and that makes her #feel like she has form and control which she /does/ she #just can't always feel it on an emotional level #RANDVI. #she isn't powerless she's just so emotionally exhausted #and so isolated she doesn't fear being alone it's just reality #and she just views herself as numb or cold or hollow #which again she /isn't/ like at all but it's that exhaustion
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  • fallensilencefics
    16.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Warnings for feelings of depression, allusions to suicide, language, and emotional hurt and comfort. 

    Minors - and those who may be sensitive to these topics -  please don’t interact. 

    @retro-rezz-the-est @lilacvine @baratomaya @winged-time-criminal @thepalaceofmelanie @castiellawolfkissed @momoewn

    It was safe here.

    One of my favorite places in the whole of Central Park.

    It was closed off from the rest of the place. A private spot shrouded by trees, with benches, flowers, and a small pond with a little pleasant lighting. Plus it was the one place I could cover in fog on a soggy night like this and no one would notice.

    It was safer than where I was, so I fled to my sanctuary before anyone knew I was gone.

    Did I try too hard? Was I not good enough? 

    Did it honestly matter?

    No matter what I did, or how much I wanted to open up, I was never accepted. Or noticed.

    I just wanted to disappear. So I did. Right into the fog I created. 

    Sometimes, having powers wasn’t quite so bad. They couldn’t save me from all the trappings of being human, but fuck if it didn’t help sometimes.

    “You know, if you’re gonna go invisible, you could at least ease up on the fog. Feel like I need a trench coat and a fedora or something.”

    ...What the fuck?

    I kept silent. Because I knew that voice. But how...?

    He said my name as he crept through the haze. “I know you’re here. Next time you don’t wanna be found, maybe don’t choose such a distinctive fragrance. No one wears it but you.”

    I couldn’t help but blurt out, “I can’t tell if that makes you a bloodhound with a really good nose, or a stalker. Either way, I’d prefer to be left alone.”

    It still brought up a rather chilling thought: how did he know about my powers?

    “So, you’re not gonna ask how I know about your powers?”

    This little shit...

    “That depends: is it genuine curiosity or blackmail?”

    “No, more like...”

    I could feel the presence of a figure next to me and I turned to look. A shocked gasp escaped before I could do anything about it. 

    “...Spiderman?”

    He sat there without turning my direction. “...I wanted to offer an ear to listen. Because I know what it’s like to feel different from everyone else.”

    I didn’t doubt it. No one knew his actual identity, but his abilities and deeds were legendary. He was a hero whom everyone knew and admired. Or feared, depending on which side of the law you were on.

    “That’s...oddly nice of you, but it’s kinda weird for me to pour out my thoughts to a veritable stranger, powers or not.”

    He sat there for a moment. “That’s fair.”

    Spiderman tentatively reached under his jaw, hooking his fingers into an opening in his mask before peeling it away.

    No. Oh, hell...

    It could have been a stranger. But I wasn’t prepared for it to be Peter Parker.

    “Holy shit,” I whispered, unable to quit staring.

    He just shrugged it off like it wasn’t anything to write home about. “Just figured it would be better if it’s someone you know.”

    “I...I guess but...I have so many questions.”

    “Same. But maybe we can save those for another day. Like, over dinner or something?”

    I blinked twice, still in disbelief. “What’s the catch?”

    “Answer a question for me. Why do you feel the need to be invisible all the time?”

    Despite being sight unseen, I wanted to curl into myself and be smaller. “Because I already am. No one notices, no one even glances in my direction. If I do something good or I’m proud of, no one remembers. If I do something stupid or embarrassing by accident, no one forgets. I’m nobody, Parker. I’m no one special. Who would know if I was gone? Who the fuck would care?”

    It didn’t take long for his response. “...I would.”

    I scoffed quietly, which didn’t go unnoticed. “I’m serious. I’d miss the articles you write for Now Magazine - the ones about positive self-image and being your own superhero were my favorites.” 

    They...they were?

    “I can’t take credit for that,” I told him. “You took the photos and I’m pretty sure that was the best thing about them.”

    “Nah, it was the writing,” he said with a grin. “That’s another thing I’d miss: you having the audacity to be modest when you’re one of the best writers on the staff.”

    I could feel a full flush of warmth all over, and felt grateful to not be seen. Though not so grateful for the mortifying ordeal of being known.

    “I’d miss having lunch with you. It’s nice having someone to talk to that isn’t asking about Spiderman and my photos of him.”

    I snickered a little, knowing who at the office he meant.

    “Most of all, I’d miss one of the brightest, nicest, cutest people I’ve ever met. Just because some don’t see you, doesn’t mean no one does. There’s people who would care if anything happened to you. Give it another day. I promise you, it’ll get easier.”

    Taking a shaky breath, I willed myself not to tear up. But I did let my guard down. Just a little. 

    I lightened up on the fog and let myself be seen. I sat looking down at my hands, trying to process all that he said. Things that no one had told me before. Mostly because I was always the one saying it to others. 

    Is this how it felt? Someone offering a semblance of hope?

    It was small. But it was better than nothing.

    “I see you.” He looked at me with a soft smile. “Your secret’s safe with me.”

    “...Likewise.”

    “Come on. I need to get into normal clothes. And maybe it’s not too late to grab something to eat and talk more?”

    I huffed, a little in disbelief, but also relieved to not feel alone anymore. 

    “I’d like that.”

    #tasm!peter hurt/comfort #tasm!peter parker imagine #tasm!peter parker hurt/comfort #tasm!peter parker x reader #tasm!peter parker x you #tasm!peter parker x superpowered reader #tw: depressive episode #tw: depression #tw: sucidal ideation #tw: loneliness #you're not alone
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  • grady70
    16.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    eight and three is 11

    8 moons and 3 Sputniksi see tonight while standingoutside deep breathingthe news showsbleeding from my neighbor’s windowtomorrow i will riseget caffeinatedand get on the roadto imagine what it’d be likeif i could fly in outer space mbrazfield (c) 2022

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  • s4crificial
    16.05.2022 - 2 hours ago
    @kodea​  ;  ❛  you  know  we’re  gonna  have  to  talk  about  this  eventually ,  right ?  ❜

    MEME ! — NOT ACCEPTING

         “ WE REALLY DON’T. ” Well, this is embarrassing. “ So, I got a little jealous. And? You heard him, Alex. He practically asked you out in front of me. How was I supposed to react? ” Okay, sure, he could’ve taken the higher road and pulled his boyfriend in the other direction, but his pride was at stake and there are times when turning the other cheek simply isn’t an option. 

          “ All I did was push him a little, out of your space. It was harmless. ” Mischief flashes in his eyes, lips curling. “ I thought you’d be proud of me for holding back, because I seriously wanted to deck him. ” And no, he’s not ashamed to admit it. “ I just. . .can’t stand the sight of someone making a pass at you, okay? ”

          With a sigh, his arms drop. “ I’ll do better next time, just don’t make me promise that it won’t ever happen again. ”

    #kodea #{ beck ; ic } — lonely and lonelier still. #{ beck ; answered } — so you know a little more. #{ v ; default } — counting down the days until you leave. #/ on that 'if someone touches you i'll beat their ass' type energy beck pls
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  • crow-with-a-shortcake
    16.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    i never understood those posts abt missing toxic parents where people both simultaneously miss and hate them but man having and then losing a toxic best friend really puts things into perspective

    #like ive dated toxic ppl before but those didnt last long enough for them to emotionally affect me to that extent #but like #theres just smth abt growing close to someone over the course of several years #only for them to turn out to be awful #gen trauma tag #and then suddenly all those small things you kept noticing over time make more sense #and you are so angry. you are so upset that you kept forgiving them and even apologising and ignoring your needs #you are so upset because you thought you were the one at fault and that they could do no wrong #because they were the first person whos ever shown you genuine kindness #and youre mad at yourself because part of you misses that kind version of them #you remember the love you felt for them and you remember how happy they made you #and youre so lonely without them. you think about them every single day you miss them so bad #but youll never get them back. because the person you thought was your friend isnt real #it was just a lie. a front they showed you. they werent ever that person. #your brain wants to cling to those happy memories so bad its doing its best to separate them into two different people #and its so hard to let go of that. its so painful to have to resign yourself to loneliness #but you have to. going back to them wont make you happy itll only make you feel worse #you have to accept that just because they were kind to you at times doesnt erase all the shitty things they did #it just sucks. its not fair. why am i the one that gets the short end of the stick again #why am i the one who was left alone while they get to keep their friends #why is it that people get to walk all over me and then im the one that has to pick myself back up #completely alone with no help from anyone else #even if i ask im not given any help #theyll offer but they wont actually go through with anything #i hate people i hate people i hate people i wish i was dead i wish id never been born #im so tired im so tired of hurting every single day im so tired of being alone #im tired of being lied to im tired of trusting people only for them to show their true colors after ive already grown attached #ugh im gonna go play celeste and hopefully thatll help take my mind off stuff
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  • captivemuses
    16.05.2022 - 2 hours ago
    #musings: draken #after Mikey runs off in numerous timelines and Draken has to deal with the loneliness of missing Mikey
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  • rsblmng
    16.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    My

    starlight in a bottle boy,

    burning up from the inside.

    My beloved supernova.

    Finally come to end it all?

    Finally going to let us rest?

    #poetry#angst#original poetry#original work#romance#free verse#spilled ink#freeform#longing#doomed relationship#unrequited#unrequited love#love#poem#personal#lonely#loneliness#heartbreak#bad romance #another day another post about obikin #obikin #listen idek if this is from obi or anakin perspective #obi wan x anakin #obi wan and anakin #anakin skywalker feels #anakin and obi wan #anakin x obi wan #vaderwan#mustafar divorce
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  • sink-drainage
    16.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    Bleh

    #i think i need to keep a journal and log my emotions in some way #because i genuinely dont think i have a good idea of how im doing #because i only see my emotions moment to moment and i easily forget how i was feeling before so its hard to keep track #i think a week ago i thought i was doing really well #but im starting to realize im not #im binge playing videogames to escape the feeling of loneliness i feel #i feel it all the time #idk how to make it go away #and some big things are coming up in my life and it scares me because i can already feel like Im losing control over my schedule #i wish i had a therapist
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  • koinohnia
    16.05.2022 - 3 hours ago

    He’s The Best Friend

    We can’t suffer in envy of others because our theology makes us guilty. If we see that Jesus is perfect theology, we’d be living a fulfilled life totally free from offense until the day Jesus comes.

    How you see yourself is how you’ll be. A bad tree can’t produce good fruit. A good tree can’t produce bad fruit. A tree is known by its fruit—if you make the tree good, its fruit will also be good. If you see yourself the way God does by faith, righteousness always produces its fruit unto holiness.

    If you justify self-hatred, you’ll continue to produce sinful fruit that reflects how you view yourself and you’ll make it difficult for others to ever see Jesus in your life. The most you’ll receive is someone’s ability to relate to you in the flesh—a temporary friend, but even that won’t satisfy you. Jesus is the greatest friend ever. If we don’t love God most, we can’t love others more.

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  • wannamakefriends95
    16.05.2022 - 3 hours ago

    Looking for someone in exactly the same situation to talk to on a daily basis..If you have no friends,no partner & no support from your family.If you want to find a true friend - someone to talk to thoughout the day & maybe even night talk to me.

    Hello people - Please read everything if you really want to send me a message :) you want to talk add me on LINE Empathy95 is my username or send me an e-mail [email protected] 

    I'm quite active online but mainly because most people (more than likely) don't read my posts & some people don't ask me any questions.Not everything you see is what It seems to be.If my post is too long to read for you - just simply ignore it instead of sending me another super short message or making me wait over 7 hours only to send me a message 2x shorter than mine - don't get my hopes up If  you really are too busy or just simply - feel no need to talk often. Everything you're reading now is here for a reason so please take it seriously! I understand people who don't want to talk to others often - people looking for something completely different and all I'm asking you is to understand what I'm looking for - I don't really want any conflicts I’m on tumbrll only because I want to find a friend – life can be tough and we don’t always get what we want. I used to have so called „friends” but..they’re no longer in my life.Why? I don’t know but let me tell you one thing – A true friend would never just give up on you for no solid reason.What kind of friend would I like to find? What are my expectations? I would like to meet someone in a similar situation – why? Because I honestly feel like only a person with the same expectations and a similar outlook on life would get along with me. I want to talk to other people on a daily basis mainly because..I want to see someone’s effort and because I don’t want to feel like someone’s last option! Not again.Just to make things clear – I’m NOT forcing anyone to talk to me and I’m fully aware that not everyone has enough time to talk to others often and I know one more thing – not everyone wants to talk to other people on a daily basis which I completely do – UNDERSTAND.I often feel misunderstood by people who read my posts.People always giving me unwanted advice and criticising me are just wrong..I’m not a needy person! What I’m simply suggesting is that It’s always possible to find someone to have a random conversation with – someone willing to send you one message once or twice a week..but..It’s almost impossible to find people willing to make time for you.I’m not asking a busy person to make time for me by changing some plans! Absolutely! I’m here to find someone who wants to talk daily (throughout the day or maybe even night) of one’s own will.Someone looking for the same kind of connection.

    Strong friendships are based on mutual support. One of the best things you can do for a friend in need, is just to be there for them when they want to talk.I often see posts from people who always say how friendless they are because they don't feel loved or appreciated by their "friends" remember! A true friend - someone who truly likes you or someone who wants to get to know you - will always find time for you. I have a lot of free time (I don't want anyone to send me a message only out of sympathy or boredom though - friendships shouldn't be forced) so..send me a message only If you want to talk often and If you're a talkative person) I'm not really interested in small talk/short messages - I love long and meaningful messages. It's so easy to find someone who loves abbreviations and questions like "How are you?" How was your day? Or what are you interested in? But so hard/almost impossible to find a person who knows how to keep a conversation going & show others some effort.

    • I do NOT respond to any „Hey,hmu” or „u want to talk” type of messages (super short messages or messages full of abbreviations – I literally can’t stand abbreviations and acronyms in text messages)

    • I don’t talk to people underage and people way older than me (If you want to know why I just don’t feel comfortable talking to kids and people old enough to be my parents – especially online) 18-35 age range (I'm 26)

    • I’m not on tumbrl to get something off my chest or to find someone to talk to from time to time so If you’re too busy to talk to me or don’t want to talk often..just don’t contact me - I'm not trying to be rude - I just don't want to feel like someone's last option again - I've had enough of "busy friends" which is why now I'm looking for something different

    • I’m not looking for a relationship or someone to flirt with so If you want to be „more than friends” find someone else.

    • I don’t respond to messages I don’t find interesting which is why I DON’T mind being ghosted by people who think I’m not „for them” being ghosted after exchanging one or two messages doesn’t bother me.What bothers me is being ghosted by someone I like.Being ignored by someone after days or weeks of daily conversations.

    • I would rather talk to someone from Europe because Europe is my continent (similar timezones) but even If you’re from the US (for example) but have enough time to talk often –you can send me a message.I just don’t want to wait any longer than 6 or 7 hours to receive a single message that can be typed in a few seconds – max minutes.

    Why can’t you see any of my interests listed down below? Because what really matters to me is..who you are (If you’re honest,talkative,understanding,caring and trustworthy – for example) just simply – It matters to me what you’re like! not what you like.Don’t get me wrong – you can tell me what you like or dislike but in my personal opinion common interests are important mainly when you want to find a gaming buddy (for example) or If you want to meet someone to hang out with in real life and..go bowling for example.What most people seem to care about are common interests – I don’t. I get along with other people despite having completely different hobbies but I absolutely don’t get along with people way different than me (different exceptations and outlook on life – some aspects of life – way different sense of humor or personality traits – It’s just an example) Let me tell you one more thing „why does she have more/different expectations than other people?” Dear people – We ALL can choose what kind of people we’d like to talk to and maybe even become really good friends with and I? I don’t want anyone to be disappointed.We all have some expectations after all.(there are people out there looking for someone to play games with – for example – and I’m not one of them)I’ve met a lot of people forcing themselves to talk to me or talking to me out of boredom and I don’t want to experience anything of that nature ever again.Friendships should be natural – not forced.Both people wanting to be friends should feel comfortable and have something in common. I'd rather talk to someone in a similar situation.Someone friendless..Don't get me wrong - most people deserve to be happy and It's good to have friends but people who have friends in real life are usually more focused on them & have less time for others.Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on.Sometimes I feel like the only friendless & rejected person in the world.I love warm-hearted people.Sensitive people who always try to understand others.Empathy is everything but please don’t send me a message if you’re another person in a different situation just willing to „help” me.

    Imagine never getting any messages from others..always waiting for someone to text you..waiting & waiting..spending most of your time at home (not by choice) I really wish I had at least one person in my life one person who would make me feel important.If you really need someone to talk to due to loneliness and If you have time to talk to me daily (throughout the day and even night)I always make time for others.I'm literally always available.I could even stay up all night long only to talk to someone :)I’m ready to commit but only If there’s some chemistry between me and someone else.I don’t do anything forcefully. If you want to talk to me tell me your story - tell me why you're on tumbrl what kind of friend would you like to meet :)et cetera One more thing.I’m not looking for any advice – If you don’t want to talk just ignore my post or even block me but don't judge me and don't tell me to change only because of you disagreeing with me.I'm not hurting anyone by being who I am and I'd never change for someone who doesn't even know me.Everyone deserves to find a friend

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  • miku-satan
    16.05.2022 - 3 hours ago

    Remembered some puyo blogs follow me and now I feel a little better

    #currently bawling from prolonged loneliness #aaAAUUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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  • crumbled3soul
    16.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

    I'm so hurt I can't even cry any more..

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  • crumbled3soul
    16.05.2022 - 4 hours ago

    It's disgusting how people just don't care and I'm here crying myself to sleep.

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  • s4crificial
    16.05.2022 - 5 hours ago
    @bondedtrauma​​ / @ellismulti​​ ;   ❛  can  you  stay ?  just  for  a  little  while ? ❜ / ( pretend I’m on my multi ) for aiko and beck!

    MEME ! — NOT ACCEPTING

         “ BUT IT’S GETTING DARK. ” The pathetic excuse tumbles from Beck’s mouth, ignoring his startled pulse. No matter what his strained nonchalance says, beneath it all, he wants to know everything. Why should he stay? What is she afraid of? Is it something he can fix—or eliminate? The request was unexpected, and he isn’t sure how to respond. It’s not ideal for them to be left alone together, but. . .what if something’s wrong with her? He can’t just leave. 

         “ On second thought, I’ll stay, so we should probably order in. ” Is it bad that he only knows how to comfort girls by giving them food? Beck steps away from the front door and drops onto her couch, phone in hand. Things are starting to feel lighter, at least on his end. “ Your options are: pizza, Chinese—oh my god, there’s a Mediterranean place nearby. It’s called Yafu’s Kitchen and they have steak kabobs. Here, look. ” He extends the phone, beaming. “ We can get this and watch a movie, how about it? ”

    #bondedtrauma#ellismulti #{ beck ; ic } — lonely and lonelier still. #{ beck ; answered } — so you know a little more. #{ v ; postgrad } — trying to put old habits to rest. #/ queued.
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  • becauseitskimby
    16.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

    Nakakatakot isiping siya at siya lamang ang lalaking gusto/pangarap kong makasama.

    Kahit na alam ko na imposible.

    Hindi ko alam kung anong dahilan ngunit ikaw pa rin ang nais ko.

    2020.03.15/23:51
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  • s4crificial
    15.05.2022 - 6 hours ago
    @aeipathcy​ said  ;   ❝ Why are you so willing to stick by me? I would've thought I'd have disgusted you to the point of you ditching me by now, ❞ Reanne asked as bluntly as always. Again, they had somehow run into each other right outside the cafeteria, but this time, she wasn't so happy to humor the idea of sharing a meal with him. As much as Beck had listened to her over the phone and let her grab as many plates as she wanted last time they ate together, it wasn't right. The girl couldn't place it, but it wasn't right to keep doing this—to take advantage of kindness when she wasn't likely to get better (yes, she was that convinced she wouldn't). Cleaning her spoon of the vanilla ice cream she was eating, she turned her gaze to him, ❝ really, Beck. I don't think my problems are worth sticking around to help fix, and binge-eating isn't pretty. ❞

    UNPROMPTED !

         WHAT’S HAPPENING RIGHT NOW? Where did this come from? Beck pales, staring into the void as he tries to figure out where he went wrong. He made sure to answer every call and talk for as long as she wanted. Was that not enough? And her food. He never tried to limit her after his first misstep—so why is she trying to push him away? Why now? 

         His eyes drop, trying to mask the pain. Why does rejection always feel like he’s been hit by a truck? 

                     Don’t cry here. Don’t blow up here. Do not lose it here.

         “ Um... ” Brows tangle under his bangs. Didn’t she ask a question? He can’t remember, palms covering his face. Fuck, he shouldn’t have come here. He should’ve never come here. He shouldn’t be here. “ I don’t. . .think you’re disgusting. . . ” It’s muffled, but he’s trying. Slowly, his hands lower, staring at his untouched food. Needing something to focus on. 

         “ I mean, if you don’t. . .want me around, that’s fine. ”

         Because it is. It is okay. As much as it fucking hurts, it’s okay. Anyone can leave whenever they want, and it’s not his place to argue otherwise. He takes his tray and stands, reminding himself to breathe. What else can he say? An apology balls in his throat, leaving no other choice but to nod and dump his food in the garbage. He can’t leave the table any faster, barreling through the cafeteria doors and breaking into a sprint. 

         I’m sorry, I’m sorry. . .

    #aeipathcy #{ beck ; ic } — lonely and lonelier still. #{ beck ; answered } — so you know a little more. #{ v ; default } — counting down the days until you leave. #/ kamdlkamdkla #/ beck is too FRAGILE for this #tw // depression #tw // negative
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  • machine-in-the-walls
    15.05.2022 - 7 hours ago

    Can I please stop crying for like 5 minutes please?

    #loneliness got me again lads #nothing helps anymore not even the elijah wood wig interview #is someone to talk to too much to ask? #like someone who doesnt get annoyed by the fact it takes me minutes to say a fucking word
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