#not madd Tumblr posts

  • everyone-with-a-para
    28.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    I hope everyone with a para that gives them gender envy has a great day

    #edge my beloved #ts my beloved #gil my beloved #toris my beloved #madd#immersive daydreaming#maladaptive daydreaming#paraportal#madd positivity
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  • houseofmcallister
    28.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    I’m so glad Spy x Family is popular because my best friend got me to pick it up right around vol 3’s release and there was like no fan content anywhere so THANK YOU

    #madds Buckley made what one song but #besides that nothing #spy x family
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  • superultra-xcx
    28.05.2022 - 5 hours ago

    me: *is trying to daydream less*

    also me: i wanna eat because i'm bored

    my eating issues:

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  • madd-dreamer-haha
    28.05.2022 - 10 hours ago

    another thing that bugs me is my brain tricking me that my mental problems are not real like i would literally have a panick attack and my brain would be like "stop being dramatic"

    #idk which tag to use actually #madd#rants #just a rant
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  • madd-dreamer-haha
    28.05.2022 - 10 hours ago

    The thing about having MaDD is that I blame 80% of my social awkwardness and isolation on it when I know that daydreaming is a coping mechanism for that

    so who came first the chiken or the egg ?

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  • madd-dreamer-haha
    28.05.2022 - 10 hours ago

    the fact that i will never belong to a friend group like that makes me wanna really sad

    and i wonder why i have madd

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  • fulltimedaydreamersworld
    28.05.2022 - 11 hours ago

    Before the new chapter of my life begins,I decided to try and heal myself.I haven’t reached the last point yet.Neither have I managed to feel emotions and understand the purpose of life.

    But the chapter will start soon.Soon as in within a week from today.

    I have two options.

    One)Stay in my own safe place that I have built and get organized(physically,declutter,clean)

    Two)Go and meet the people I said a goodbye to in order to heal mentally and emotionally and get organized(mentally by realizing they don’t exactly hate me)

    WHAT SHOULD I DO?

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  • everyone-with-a-para
    28.05.2022 - 12 hours ago

    Hello, I’m relatively new to the maladaptive daydreaming community, if you don’t mind me asking, what’s a para? 😅

    Para is a term use by the maladaptive and immersive daydreaming communities to refer to a character within a daydream

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  • life-of-a-maladaptive-daydreamer
    28.05.2022 - 12 hours ago

    I remember that you had some questions about being a system yourself and this video on emotional amnesia by the rings system might help (or for any other people questioning the same thing) as a system I can’t speak for anyone else but I’ll talk about my experience in another ask 1/2

    2/2 so I had a para who I always joked about “he’s a parame but like Not, like me but Not Me” and whenever I daydreamed I would talk aloud to myself which is where the experiences of being a system and daydreaming would overlap and his experiences and thoughts were kind of like a proxy for the body’s traumas and whenever he fronts the paracosm was a way to relive the trauma over and over again. Ok rip going to have to send more asks I’m bad at this stuff
    3/2 now we’re in god please tumblr don’t fuck up these messages terribly sorry if this is confusing. Whenever the body enacted his movements and he was talking through it (switching) he would encourage really negative thoughts similar to maladaptive post-traumatic thoughts (I’m going to condense that cause Tumblr is annoying trauma disorders are v comorbid so research is important for those too) AND the most important part was the detachment to self and identity confusion. More asks to come 😔
    4/2 basically I would literally feel like that applied to my situation despite but only after the daydreaming stopped and LOTS of introspection. Which is where that amnesia comes in and how his role as an alter was to voice self destructive thoughts. Sucks that I can’t link the video. There are some theories proposing that MADD is a dissociative disorder and I don’t know how much that fits into this. Ok one more ask
    5/2 Some disclaimers: I am self dx’d cause I’m trans and a poc and if anyones considering this please go read the research, books for clinicians and patients and the DSM of seeking dx. Also for what I’ve seen it’s a bit rarer to have an Introject created from my favourite shows and stuff to act like this and I can’t rlly tell if that’s bc of MADD or not

    Whoa this was a lot. I did used to question if I was a system, but now I'm 98% sure I'm not. But my partner, who is an alter, has had similar experiences to you I think

    I found 2 videos about emotional amnesia from the rings system so hopefully you mean one of them. I'm not able to watch them rn but I'll put them here to remind myself. The one about depersonalization looks interesting because I struggle with that sometimes

    But thank you for sharing and I hope this is able to help some others!

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  • lindwurm-prince
    28.05.2022 - 12 hours ago

    tumblr is going to nuke the quality but here’s profiles of my fursona/oc (left) with another oc (right) from the same universe

    shes not a boot she got the hat at an abandoned aircraft base

    #my art #ill expand on this story at some point its actually a MaDD
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  • tzxtzx
    28.05.2022 - 18 hours ago

    I finally made art for Or

    #paraportal#paracosm#actuallymadd#madd#para art#art #I've been trying to figure out their design for weeks
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  • beardedmrbean
    28.05.2022 - 19 hours ago
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  • gryfficons
    28.05.2022 - 19 hours ago
    #icons madds mikkelsen #madds mikkelsen icons #male icons#madds mikkelsen #icons sem psd #icons without psd #icons
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  • memyselfandmadd
    27.05.2022 - 23 hours ago

    Anyone have short lived paracosms?? Like you’ll be interested in it A LOT but then it only lasts about a few weeks and you just move on back to your main one(s)

    #I’ve had one that lasted like 2 weeks #AND I WAS SO INTO IT #but then out of nowhere all my ideas and interest for it went poof #madd #maladapting daydreaming disorder #maladaptive daydreaming#madder#actually madd
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  • marquisegallery
    27.05.2022 - 23 hours ago

    Context: Maddy being mad about more people knowing that she’s officially 30 years old and is lying about being 23.

    I had this idea back when someone managed to get scans and translations of one of the EXE info books and confirmed this about Maddy’s age. Same book also confirms that Mr. Match and Nenji (a.k.a. ... Fyrefox :P ) are also 30! :>

    #megaman battle network #MegaMan NT Warrior #Rockman.exe #Ms. Madd #Mr. Match #Madoi Iroaya#Hinoken#Fan Art
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  • forresttmoth
    27.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    every single one of my paras when i wake up, ready to traumatize them more than they already are:

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  • tzxtzx
    27.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    After a whiplash filled adventure of trying to figure out what primpara means - I realized I may want to introduce the community to the terms insoruced and outsourced.

    The soulbonding community has used these terms for decades but they may be useful to daydreamers. Insourced means from an original creation (i.e. not a preexisting character), and outsourced means coming from a separate media and typically a pteexisting character.

    #Historically soulbonding has shared terms with other communities so it should be fine for MaDDers/IDers #actuallymadd#paracosm#paraportal#madd#madd terms#para terms#primpara#fictpara #(By the way for people who didn't see the last post: Primpara in the dictionary is a woman who has never been pregnant.)
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  • notmycereal
    27.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    (If this is outside your comfort zone, my apologies, just ignore it if that's the case lol)

    Just wanted to pop in and say that I genuinely love following your blog. Especially your recent reblogs about the emotional abuse and grooming towards abuse that children face as well as stuff about MaDD that has really gotten me more educated on the subject as well as encouraged me to seek out an actual psychologist. I know this is super irrelevant from a complete stranger but I just really wanted to thank you and let you know that it helps quite a lot by just reblogging this stuff because otherwise, I really don't know where to start on my own :]

    Aw thank you! I’m glad you like my blog :] also your message is not irrelevant! It’s very helpful knowing that the stuff I reblog is getting more people to look into stuff and be a little more knowledgeable. I send you the best of luck and good vibes in finding a psychologist. 🍀💖🌈

    #I’ve been dealing with a lot of self worth issues recently #(so thx for sending this in it made me feel a little bit better!) #I’ve been considering myself to seek out a therapist again #my first experience with one was not good #but Im gonna try again✨👌 #MaDD#child abuse#ask #don’t have a name yet for stuff in my inbox- #maladaptive daydreaming
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  • superultra-xcx
    27.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    my therapist: i think you should try controlling your daydreams

    me being a daydreamer for 16+ years:

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  • jpentdragon
    27.05.2022 - 1 day ago

    Dumbass

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