#personal Tumblr posts

  • apricots-from-nara
    16.05.2022 - 1 minute ago

    Hi, I have a lot of new followers! I am Anna/Nara. I like to draw and sometimes I write stuff and post it on Ao3! My blog is more of an everything and anything kind of space but right now I’m into Elden Ring so there is a lot of that.

    I really like OC x Canon shipping, so a lot of my art is just me drawing an OC i made with my current fixation character. Right now I am mostly into drawing my Tarnished OC with Gideon Ofnir. I hope that is okay with yall!

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  • shrimp-apocalypse-now
    16.05.2022 - 1 minute ago

    i was the most interesting person at the mountain goats bc i have the 21+ wristband AND the Xs of shame

    #its bc the dmv hates me personally #i KEEP asking for my horizontal license and they KEEP saying 'fuck you your address doesnt exist'
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  • servantatheart1
    16.05.2022 - 1 minute ago

    When will my interests return from the war

    #my brain will not let me read/watch/listen to anything!!! #what is the deal??? #depression better not be coming back I will beat it with a pointy stick #hopefully I'm just tired #maybe I will go to bed at a reasonable hour for once #personal
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  • iavenjqasdf
    16.05.2022 - 3 minutes ago

    has anyone redrawn that bill gates looking guy with a coke bottle flying directly at him, with a Pokemon staring at a Feather Ball

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  • sketchyfletch
    16.05.2022 - 3 minutes ago

    Personal stuff and mental health stuff under the cut.

    For the last few months it's been really obvious things haven't been going great with my girlfriend. We have an amazing time together but then she'll suddenly lapse into these long silences, obviously grumpy at me and I'll just know I've said something wrong but can't for the life of me figure out what and she wouldn't tell me. Gradually she's been asking for more time apart, mentioned that she might move in with her folks for a couple of weeks (we don't live together, but within walking distance of each other), and referenced talking to others about what's bothering her rather than talking to me. She's also yet to introduce me to her parents after 2 years of us being together.

    I was 90% sure she was going to dump me, and was caught between definitely not wanting that to happen and wondering if it would be a relief if she did because then I could stop second guessing everything I said.

    Then yesterday she made an overtly rude comment, immediately apologised, and then explained that she's been diagnosed with depression, and it reframed the last few months immediately.

    Depression is a bitch. It doesn't just make you sad. It almost makes you irritable and anybody expressing any positive comments around you can feel like they're rubbing their lives in your face. She's always been keen on running but has lost any joy in it recently while I've been running a lot, which feels like an oblique fuck you. Sometimes I am a bit thoughtless and say the wrong thing, and that digs a lot harder when she's already in a bad place.

    And then she feels worse when she snaps at me because she doesn't want me associating time with her with pain, so the offer to move in with her folks for a couple of weeks was an effort to spare me.

    I let her know that from my perspective, most of the time I have a good time with her. I offered for us to take a break if she thought it might help.

    We're still together. There's going to be other moments like this while she figures out her path to recovery, but I love her and after we'd talked through everything we spent a long time just cuddling. If you've read this far and anything in it chimes with you, I'm begging you to be honest with the people you care about. Crushing down your reactions for the sake of not inconveniencing anybody will end up, ironically, causing more pain.

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  • mkstrigidae
    16.05.2022 - 3 minutes ago

    Not me sitting down to work on chapter 14, only to end up writing the first part of a Lysa APWH prequel

    #just apwh things #send help #to be fair the idea has been in my head for a while #i just got a very vivid scenario in my head earlier that needed to be written down immediately #any resemblance to 90's historical figures living or dead is... probably not entirely a coincidence #do I have a huge soft spot for morally complex Lysa? yes #do i despise hoster tully? also yes #did either lysa or petyr start out as villains? not in the slightest #look once i finish and post it- #although i swear to god i am trying to get chapter 14 out first #i'll see if you guys can identify the similarities to a particular person #because once i started thinking about Lysa #it was like a light switch flipped #look canon lysa deserved better okay
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  • a-m-e-t-h-y-s-t-r-o-s-e
    16.05.2022 - 3 minutes ago

    “queercoding” shut up it’s called gaybaiting 

    #yes it's past midnight and I'm still mad at youtube #personal potatoes
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  • vab9919
    16.05.2022 - 4 minutes ago

    My cute little self is far too stressed for this. I need Starbucks and cuddles right now

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  • evenstarfalls
    16.05.2022 - 4 minutes ago

    How y'all doing anyways two nights ago I had a dream where I ate this really amazing garlic bread (other things happened they're not important) and I haven't been able to think on anything else since

    #the dream garlic bread was SO GOOD #i didn't even know what my ideal garlic bread was before now #but i need it to be real #personal vent#my dreams#garlic bread #seriously it was so good
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  • dumb4ss-cl0wn
    16.05.2022 - 4 minutes ago

    REAL MEN search CAVE on pinterest.

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  • ximahler-hammer-of-fate
    16.05.2022 - 5 minutes ago

    Them: Hey, how are you doing?

    Me: Gripped with the burning awareness that my time on this earth is limited and my existence is ultimately meaningless

    Them:

    Me:

    Them:

    Me: ....good. Im doing good and u

    #it be like that #more aware of this tonight than usual #ximeriliferosity#personal
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  • adhdayum
    16.05.2022 - 6 minutes ago

    Being autistic means I feel my emotions so strongly. Good and bad. I feel a black hole inside my tummy. My throat is tightening. I feel frantic. I want the heartache to stop.

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  • sneezewizard
    16.05.2022 - 6 minutes ago

    too fixated on the idea of sad, haunted, beautiful women to sleep

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  • checkbops-hatshop
    16.05.2022 - 7 minutes ago

    So this one I’d put to music if I could write up some good music. A lot has happened in the last couple of months but I’m in counseling and working through…everything. The BIG thing is only one part of it all. Working title is “I’m Doing Better”

    Blue lights

    Dance across my ceiling

    A million thoughts

    Run through my head

    Pixie cuts and hippie chicks

    Fill my DMs

    My world’s been crumbling lately / and everything’s been shit / and as the planet warms and oceans rise the world is going to hell / but at least I’m doing better

    I cry

    Every night

    I drive

    For hours to the shore

    I dip my toes in

    But I don’t think about walking out

    My world’s been crumbling lately / and everything’s been shit / and as the planet warms and oceans rise the world is going to hell / but at least I’m doing better

    Intrusive thoughts

    Are laced with happy ones

    I remember

    Good things with the bad

    But today

    Tomorrow. And for as long as I’m ok

    The good outweighs the bad

    My world’s been crumbling lately / and everything’s been shit / and as the planet warms and oceans rise the world is going to hell / but at least I’m doing better

    At least I’m doing better

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  • sidaanax
    16.05.2022 - 7 minutes ago

    Alaska problems

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  • interstellarwaves
    16.05.2022 - 7 minutes ago

    ppl keep suggesting that i open my window when i say my room is hot 😭 i’m not stupid omg it is open and has been for a long time. idk why it’s still hot in here

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  • pmatga
    16.05.2022 - 7 minutes ago

    here’s my interpretation of scarf kid!! or clementine “clem” berkeley, as i’ve decided to name xem

    also! some Oc Fun Facts™️ abt clem!

    - is nonbinary, is demirose (demiromantic + demisexual, for those who don’t know!), and is generally fine with most pronouns, but primarily use they/them/their and xe/xem/xyr

    - is honestly pretty smart but is only really aware of what’s going on around xem maybe 25% of the time

    - is the Artist In The Class™️ and usually sit in the back of the class drawing stuff in their sketchbooks. they usually get pretty good grades through, even if their papers are sometimes covered in doodles (ms. globular’s learned to look past it ojdikdfsjkflcjdsl)

    - used to be mildly fascinated by ghosts...until ghosts became a regular part of their reality. now xe’s Terrified of them. whenever there’s a ghost attack going on, they’re almost always the first person out the door bc Fuck That

    - doesn’t really have a strong opinion on pac n cyli n spiral aside from “thank pong there’s Someone around who deals with ghosts so i won’t have to”

    - is best friends with sherry (and may or may not have a crush on her that may or may not be requited on sherry’s end)

    - usually wears the scarf around xyr mouth to cover up a birthmark on xyr face (as seen below). they’re not like ashamed of it or whatever, but ppl staring at it got Real annoying after a while

    - also the pajama pants they’re wearing are based on an actual pair of pajama pants i have but with pacman sprites instead of peace signs

    - also also Yes those are rainbow ugg boots (idc what anyone says, those boots might be kinda ugly but they are Comfy n that’s all that matters imo)

    #pmatga #pacman and the ghostly adventures #pac man and the ghostly adventures #scarf kid#clementine berkeley#my art #ngl clem is just. lowkey a mix of the person i was in high school and the person i Wish i was in high school dijfdskjfklsjfdsf
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  • faramiir
    16.05.2022 - 7 minutes ago

    and fuck you in particular

    #me#girl#i’m bored #but also good things are happening lately #fuck that one person tho #alt#dyed hair #my shards of narsil is showing #cute
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