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  • snorlax-and-co
    16.05.2022 - 12 minutes ago

    I've been trying to figure out why I'm so anxious about therapy today and with ten minutes before leaving the house I just realised that it's not about therapy, it's about seeing my parents after 1. standing up to our dad's shitty excuses for sister's behaviour and 2. sending my mum several long rants about how pissed I am at the situation (not seeing sister & her family for 2.5 years because kids aren't getting vaccinated, sister still not understanding I'm clinically vulnerable and have to be more careful, that she straight up ignored me when I tried to explain my position, acting like I'm being awkward on purpose or something 🙃) Urgh I wish I didn't have to rely on them to get to therapy, it always adds an extra layer of messy feelings 😞

    #personal#family shit#therapy#DID #dissociative identity disorder #trauma recovery#mental illness#chronic illness #please don't reblog
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  • immacoolbutton
    16.05.2022 - 19 minutes ago

    Vent and thoughts here 

    I’ve been diagnosed ana for six yrs or more now. It started cuz I moved in third grade and we had a terrible cafeteria, and because my parents often got home late due to long commute times they signed me up to eat dinner as well as lunch at school. I was really picky about bad cooking so I didn’t bother to eat at all. I got up way too early and had no time for getting an appetite for breakfast so it was always basically milk and cereal or a toast or sometimes half a toast. I did’t have pocket money so no snacks at all except for occasional sweets and cakes. Over the time it just developed into not bothering to eat and I had a bmi of 11 at around 12yrs old and got diagnosed about then.

    After that I didn’t actually get a healthier appetite but instead ate tons of  gummy bears and chocolate biscuits. I’m at an incredibly healthy weight now and my bmi is 22.

    I always tell myself I’ve absolutely recovered. I clearly know I don’t crave snacks that much I just eat them to keep my body functioning because w/o them I’d be totally full at 800 cals per day but black out a lot. And I needed a high-functioning body cuz school work is super important to me. I already took a year off in 2020 cuz lockdown got my other mental illnesses all stirred up again and we couldn’t get meds. I would kms if I don’t get in a top uni this year. But I now get that strong urge to be smaller because now I’m disgusted by feeling my body being there.  I’m so much larger than I remembered.

    It’s strange bc I’m confident about my body image I know I’m prettier when I’m smaller but I still look cool as f I just hate the feeling I get living in this shell. It’s not about weight or looks or compliments or attention (I’m a total attention wh0r3 tho lol), it’s just for me to feel less of everything so I don’t get disgusted just by myself being alive.

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  • vennykermit
    16.05.2022 - 47 minutes ago

    I am starting to gain the appetite to eat. And it seems like I am back to my usual eating schedule.

    Yehey!!! This calls for a celebration.

    Lets Go Bois. Lets Dance!!!

    #eating disoder recovery #i am getting there
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  • weareipodcast
    16.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    #letschangetogether Supplements *Allmax Greens *Sublingual Vitamin D Spray Diet *Carnivore  #WEareI #protocols #diet #nutrition #supplements #health #performance #athletics #humanoptimization #fats #healthyfats #ginseng #allmax #greens #humanperformance #biohacking #recovery #repair #blakevenechuk #podcasts #homegrownwarrior #podbeanpodcasts (at WE are I) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cdng4HZLo2E/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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  • ex-cogtfi
    16.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Myriam Declair joined The Children of God at 15, in the 1970s. Ten years and four children later, she left the cult and began the struggle for survival as a single mother. She is now a lecturer, counselor, and author. Her memoir "Se libérer d'une secte : récit, conseils et prévention" (French edition) covers her experiences in CoG-TFI and the changes the cult has made since 2010 in an attempt to improve its public and internal image.

    Leaving a close-off and tightly controlled group like a cult is incredibly difficult, but it is often only the first step on a path toward recovery. Myriam's website, myriamdeclair.org, provides information on "cultic environment and subsequent recovery".

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  • phoenix-is-the-hottest-thing
    16.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    i've only had swallowtail phantasm for a few weeks but if anything happened to her I'd kill everyone and then myself

    extremely valid

    if you can snag paganini T (crit rate + sp recovery) dirac MB (damage + sp recovery) you’ll be quite golden with her! (the latter two are in exchange house, paganini is carole’s gacha stigma though)

    i think her best weapon is path to acheron but i just use senescence coz it’s free and i’m broke on honkai cubes anyway

    #paganini t sp recovery is very helpful to her #she needs sp recovery so bad #asks#honkai impact
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  • technicallywisething
    16.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Intelligence Market Report Publish New Research Report On-“ Cloud Disaster Recovery Market 2022  Analysis by Key Players, Applications, Growth Trends, Share & Segment Forecast to  2028”

    #Cloud Disaster Recovery Market
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  • cindi10
    16.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    My sky is interesting… Lolol hav grt week every1!! “”Peace//healing.. be it!! “”

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  • certaintyrantnightmare
    16.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Intelligence Market Report Publish New Research Report On-“Precious Metals E-Waste Recovery Market Analysis by Key Players, Applications, Growth Trends, Share & Segment Forecast to 2028”

    #Precious Metals E-Waste Recovery Market
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  • taymjacks
    16.05.2022 - 1 hour ago

    you can fight for me or lose me cause honestly I’m done fighting for you and I’m done waiting around for you.

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  • despues-de-anaymia-a-los-40
    16.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    El detonante

    Hay mas personas con TCA de las que creemos. No todas adelgazan, no a todas se les nota, y seguramente ni ellos sepan que abrazan un trastorno alimenticio...por pequeño que sea... ¿A cuantas personas conocéis que se restringen en comer algún tipo de alimento? ¿Por que lo hacen? ¿Cuándo sucedió? El detonante es la razón.

    Piensa... Seguramente no estuvieses en el mejor momento de tu vida, y quizás alguien hizo un comentario que te caló hondo, tal vez veían que estabas más delgada y te halagaban por tu aspecto, te abandonaron, la soledad, el miedo, la baja autoestima. Todo influye en el lento proceso de caer enferma e ir directa hacia una muerte anunciada... No siempre vas a ver la salida a ese oscuro túnel, pero tengo que decir si hay.

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  • originalwords
    16.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    24 Karat Faith-Filled Rope

    Grief, fear, and misery summon mighty forces, tackling me, plundering my hope; yet, I ascend above the cinders, reining these villains under my control, lassoing each one with my 24-karat, faith-filled rope! . Joshua 23:10 One man of you shall chase a thousand; for it is the LORD your God who fights for you, as he spoke to you. Copyright ©BBYCGN, All Rights Reserved The Emotional…

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  • alixx-black
    16.05.2022 - 2 hours ago

    MHAPI 2022: Impulse

    #ImpulsiveBehavior relates back to our ability to make #decisions and the process of making choices in our life. This is an important aspect of #addictionrecovery because #substanceuse starts as an impulsive choice to deal with a negative experience.

    Preface: When we talk about Attention Deficit Disorder, ADD, we don’t immediately condemn impulsive behavior. Instead, we try to reflect on the decision made and why, choosing to grow decision making skills as opposed to penalizing a poor choice. The focus is often on rehabilitation through skill building. So why is it not commonplace to do the same for someone using substances? When substance…

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    #addiction#addiction recovery #end the stigma #mental health #mental health awareness #mental health awareness month #mental illness#Poetry
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