ai kotoba ii <3333

such a song

“you can’t unring a bell, so be certain when you call.”

— the magicians

kim dokja has held onto this trump card for ages.

he’s known for planning tens, hundreds of steps ahead, and coming up with brilliant solutions on the spot when even those contingencies fall through, so he’s never had use this particular move.

until now.

now, he’s gone through hundreds of simulations, dug through the deep recesses of his memory and read and reread his copy of ways of survival to see if there was a solution to this whole mess. there wasn’t. nothing would fix this, except for it.

there’s also another reason why kim dokja hasn’t use it beforehand. it was when it was first given to him, when dionysus came down to speak with him in person, when he warned kim dokja of the consequences, when he spoke in a grave voice of what it would do — how it would rip his incarnation body to shreds and scatter his soul to the four winds, how no regeneration stigma or resurrection skill would bring him back, how it would tear his very mind apart to never be pieced back together again.

it was when it was first given to him, when dionysus told him he hoped kim dokja would never have to use it, but if he ever did, left the parting words: “you can’t unring a bell, so be certain when you call.”

but kim dokja knows there is no other way. there is no scenario where the entire party survives this, and it’s either they lose him or everyone dies, and he knows which one he would choose in a heartbeat.

even when han sooyoung screams at him to stop, and when lee hyunsung reaches futilely for him, and jung heewon’s face crumples, and yoo joonghyuk breaks into a dead sprint towards him, he knows he made the right choice.

despite seeing the tears in their eyes, he doesn’t hesitate.

kim dokja smiles one last time at each of them, reaches for it, and calls down the gods.

Seeking out omega verse fandom searches specifically looking to roleplay over discord as my base of operations.

All roleplays will be nsfw with a heavy focus on spice and smutt, users are required to be 18+.

Now onto why I've come to problematic in particular is the kinks I've been looking for, so without further ado:

Non con, dub con, cumflation aka cum inflation, power dynamics, there are of course more kinks to come these are just the biggest for me and by far the hardest to find.

Before going forward with fandoms something to keep in mind, YOU REQUEST A CANON YOU PLAY A CANON. Doubling is required by me to enjoy myself, you scratch my back and I scratch yours, pairings will be canon/original character unless I can be convinced otherwise.

Doubling is in place so I don't have dominant burn out.

Onto the fandoms:

Resident evil (Ask for more details

Hellsing Ultimate

Genshin impact (Depends

Supernatural

Marvel (Depends

Black butler (Depends

Bleach (Early seasons

Give this post a like and I will get back to, notes for the mod team is everything after the ( isn't part of the fandom titles, thank you everyone taking your time to read.

I've got limited roleplaying space so I won't be able to get back to everyone, looking for long term that can keep up with my lengthy posts.

give a like and anon will get back to you

Silent Hill - Children

Alessa Gillespie 

Cheryl Mason

Laura

Angela Orosco

Walter Sullivan

Chloe Summers (age 9-10)

@rotten-hearts-sharp-teeth

gay people compilation

Planning on drawing all my Hellsing men that i love romantically before dropping some Bryn and Luke shit and then rolling away

The Terror + Tom Hartnell

I shouldn’t have listened to you. And I deserved to be flogged. And by ordering it, the Captain’s given me a chance to clean my record and start anew. 

Cringe incoming‼️‼️

👏 The Ultimate Recipe for Marital Bliss

it works! The conversion from a Xbox Live Gold account is the key.

Sakura Haruno and Hinata Hyuga (Naruto Part III)

春野サクラ the last

日向ヒナタ the last

Detective Conan - Wataru Takagi and Haruhi Nakamura

detective conan 高木渉 (高木刑事)

detective conan 中村ハルヒ (中村千絵)

-happily reading the captain halt wedding scene, getting my heart strings pulled at again-

-gets a FaceTime call-

MY PARENTS ARE ENGAGED?????

sad shark boi <3

Look at this fucking vampire shirt I got at an art festival for $10.

i need to change my icon on here eventually BUT i did go and update the links on the linked post & added a thing abt my fics because i orphaned a lot of them because i no longer feel great about a lot of the writing i’ve done

this isn’t a spn fandom url i did come up with it when thinking about supernatural and wanted to use it tho

They put so much thought into the ten year prom outfits yet absolutely none into the DR S swimsuits.

I heard june 1st glee is moving to disney but idk if youd get a disney plus sub just for that

yeah ,, i probably won't but idk XD last time i had disney+ was for when hamilton came out lol i guess there is other stuff i'd want to (re)watch there lmao